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PU-SHET! [14 Dec 2003|10:13pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

shet gusto ko ng mga betamax ng mga favorite kong films nung bata ko, pero gusto ko rin ng betamax player kasi di ko mapapanood yun kung wala nun, pero bago yun, gusto ko muna ng vcd ng apocalpse now (yung international surfing movie na shi-noot baler) astig sa astrovision 150 lang yung mga oldies na vcd. hay ang dami kong gusto. nakakademonyo. kahapon nagpunta kami nila xol at kindel sa pier 1 sa tapat ng world trade, pero bago yun nanood muna kami ng komeding jeepers creepers2. comedy siya shet. di siya suspense. so yun nga. pero shempre dumaan muna kami sa malate, nakita namin dun yung mga tao, parang reunion nanaman, parang pinagusapan na magkitakita kahit na hindi, astig nga e. NIYAKAP PA KO NI JAYNER AT BINUHAT PAIKOT *think: parang yung 80's tagalog film, yung magkikita yung lovers sa may beach, tapos magyayakapan sila tapos yung lalaki bubuhatin pa ikot yung babae* puta comdey talaga. tapos punta na kami sa may boom na boom sa pier1 nga, ang saya sa lugar ng manila na yun. makulay masyado, while we were there, pinakain kami ng friends ni xol ng rcake. ang sarap talaga ng libre, tapos umorder kami ng frozen margarita. nung una sinerve nung waiter, hindi frozen, tapos sabi ko... HELLO? FROZEN NGA INORDER KO E, frozen ba yan? sabi niya, mam frozen po yan,.... e puta kitang kita naman na hindi frozen, bwisit, maya maya, bumalik siya tapos sabi niya mam papalitan ko lang yung margarita ng mas frozen, tapos sabi ko... good! kaso nga lang.. naisip ko, puta baka ihian yun... or duraan. kaya nung sinerve na ulit.... NILAGOK KO NA LANG DERECHO... mamatay na ang mamatay... ihi lang naman e, ano ba naman yun. nyehehehheh.....tapos after nun, order naman ako ng pangtatay na pale... e mas gusto ko nga yung pale kesa sa red horse e... pakelam niyo. jejejehehehehe. pangtatay nga, pero old school naman at mas masarap.after 2 hours, umuwi na kami, mga 230am na ata yun.
cge tama na. jeejejjej. hyper lang ako sarap ng dsl na connection, MAKABILI NGA NG ISANG BILYON!


bye manila. [29 Oct 2003|10:44pm]
ill be leaving manila in a few hours... and hope to never come back... NOT! hahahah.
ill be spending 4-5 days in baler.
bays inn surfing challenge starts tom. go surfing friends =0)


that nonsense piece of colorful cloth [14 Sep 2003|01:53pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | the loudest sound-the cure ]

wow. long time. honestly i missed doing this. lots of things happened.

-my last post was about my agony. I WROTE A FAKKING LONG ENTRY which disappeared when i pressed the update button. that was so disappointing and heartbraking which made me lost interest in posting here.

sept. 05 )


[02 Sep 2003|03:39pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]



there goes my last stick. [25 Aug 2003|05:42pm]
[ music | pictures of you-the cure ]

iam too lazy/tired to go out and buy a pack of winston lights. iam having my period, i don't have any pads left, but im still too lazy to go out and buy at a nearby convinience store. iam thinking of telling my younger brother to buy me the stuff i need. but what does he know about napkins, whisper ultra to be exact. blech. blame all of these to the mood swings caused by pms. and my depression. aah. i want to write about everything iam feeling right now, everything that i did but i dont know where to start. on second thought, iam not even sure if i want to put it all here. okey, ill put it on a private entry.

ive been listening to this song for the nth time, the first time i heard this i was so overjoyed. then last night while i was playing it again, i was so depressed i was crying. and right now, iam clueless with what iam feeling.
i want this to be playing in the background when i die, while being cremated.

Pictures of You-the cure

i've been looking so long at these pictures of
you that I almost beleive that they're real I've
been living so long with my pictures of you that
i almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel

remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
the sky fell in holding you close how I always
held close in your fear remembering you
running soft through the night you were bigger
and brigther than the snow and
screamed at the make-beleive screamed at the
sky and you finally found all your courage to
let it all go

remembering you fallen into my arms crying
for the death of your heart you were stone
white so delicate so lost in the cold you were
always so lost in the dark remembering you
how you used to be slow drowned you were
angels so much more than everything oh hold
for the last time then slip away quietly open
my eyes but I never see anything

if only I had thought of the right words I could
have hold on to your heart if only I'd thought of
the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart all
my pictures of you

Looking So long at these pictures of you but i
never hold on to your heart looking so long for
the words to be true but always just breaking
apart my pictures of you

there was nothing in the world that I ever
wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world that I ever
wanted more than to never feel the breaking
apart all my pictures of you

ive been looking so long with these pictures of you

-obviously, im into gothic songs right now, iam downloading all the cure, joy division, the smiths, bauhaus songs i could find in kazaa. iam copying/pasting all the the cure lyrics.
i dont care if gothic songs makes me a lot melancholic, iam loving it.

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do i think too much? [02 Aug 2003|08:56am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | lost control-ceremony ]

well, im really happy right now because of an email that a friend sent me. he's a shaper/surfer based in australia. he's been going in and out of the phils. for the past years. like me, he's also inlove with samar. he's one of the insightful and knowledgeable guys i know. iam so happy that i have him in my life.
see you soon mark! , lets ride the waves of samar!

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random things. [01 Aug 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | lost control-joy division ]

-ive been in a very weird mood swings.
-dead tired from the COPs team building.
-had fun, with the COPs people, yes, even with the deaf/mute people.
-there was a point when xol, dang and i were like planning our own "coup". hahahhahaha.
-met new friends, jam, issa, jackie. funny thing is, they're very much like us, i think that's why we bonded like crazy maniacs.
-we all shared one imaginary house, we even have our baby girl.
-ou baby girl is actually a boy, erm... an 18 year old guy.
-baby girl has really chinky eyes, he's always sleepy and he rarely talk.
-when he talks, you'll get really angry with him.
-all 6 of us are sisters, and Icon is our father. GEGEGEGEGEGEGEGGEJEJGEJEG!
-ate lots of foods in antipolo.
-im on water therapy again.
-my family's really weird, yeah, i know that, but it's really AMUSINGLY weird.
-i love my friends, im so grateful that i have them. i have the greatest friends.
-we will be celebrating our 4th anniversary on the 22nd.
-it's supposedly our 6th year together, since most of us have been friends since '97.
-while typing this, iam staring at all of the fashion sketches that i did, and then in my mind im wishing that i'll get in as one of the finalists of the wild vines competition. i know that God is good.
-i hope our trip to new york will push through
-i need to rush to harisson really early tomorrow.
-i was on the verge of going out awhile ago.
-but then again i preferred to stay home, bah..
-i want that "director chair" ive saw in dimensions.
-gothic music makes me high.
and now if you'll excuse me, ill finish reading ang paboritong libro ni hudas by bob ong it's really a great and hilarious book.


in my opinion... [28 Jul 2003|11:51pm]
[ mood | full ]

yes, i do believe that arroyo shouldn't be the only one to blame, because THERE ARE LOTS OF THEM, do i still need to name names? come on, she can't do all of that all alone, of course she has lots of people behind her. In fact, naniniwala ako na ginagamit rin siya, ng isang mas malaking tao, the one who started the business with the MILF. iam not basing all the things i've said with what i've saw on t.v. or the rumors that are spreading all over phils., lucky me, i already heard about all of these one month ago, first hand info from an AWOL scout ranger in mindanao and this certain person who's intelligent enough to research, observe and gather datas about the past, the history of the philippines and the things that had happened in our country. he's also the walking encyclopedia in my life, which makes me very proud and lucky to have someone like him, he's the most objective person in the whole universe.

everyone has their own point of view, sadly no one dont have the right to tell me that what iam saying is wrong, or that his/her opinion is better that mine. this is my opinion, you're free to believe me or not. it's your own free will. or better yet, grab a book, or go out, research about the things that had happened, talk to a lot of much intelligent and insightful people... that would be the best thing you can do.

i believe that we dont have to go do just like what the magdalo did to help our country with its crisis(although i respect them alot with what they did to finally break the ice, no one, as in no one else has the courage and strength that they've showed everyone) .... we FILIPINOS just have to know the truth and believe in it, we don't need to be stupid and idiotic again.. so that for once, we can stop HISTORY FROM REPEATING ITSELF. come on, i believe that the our generation is much more intelligent and clever than the past ones. lets all prove that.


that, fucking irritating earrings. [28 Jul 2003|06:26pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

okei, i was irritated by the president's earrings. hahhaha
you see, i was trying to concentate, listening and staring at her, when those f*cking attention whore earrings kept on flashing. whaaaaat, i was at the verge of counting the times when it actually flashed at me.
as usual, the sona was full of "kapalastikan".
i was being happy at first when i first saw her, because the look at her face obviously shows that she's undergoing somthing that scares her, that makes her sad, that makes her want to leave the country and live at the desert of africa. THAT'S WHAT SHE NEEDS TO DO! THE WHOLE PHILIPPINES IS AFTER HER, everyone wants her to step down.
then came the time, when she just kept on talking about the good stuffs in our country, she went on and on until she finally finished her sona, grabe, sobrang plastic. sabi nga ni angelica jones "over o.a."

hay. enough na nga. i'll go watch a movie, that would make me feel better...who knows i might forget about the problems of our country in that short span of time.


sona [28 Jul 2003|03:37pm]
okei, regular programming on channel 2 was cut because the president's sona will start in a few minutes.

i wonder what the bitch will say.

die you.

/me gets an acme bomb and puts it on gloria macapagal's mole.


ok ill go listen now.
and probably throw stuffs at the t.v..

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