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Tuesday, April 8th, 2008

    Time Event
    5:51p
    The Lies in Allies- theAUDITION

    when the summer finally burns your insides
    we'll know you put the lies in allies
    when the summer finally says its time to see
    we'll see the blueprints of a broken heart
    no matter what your apology confesses I still know
    you read me like a soliloquy from my head down to my toes

    sometimes apologies don't mean a thing
    like four in the morning when you're in bed sleeping
    you don't need a phone conversation to wake you up to bring you down
    cause when it's over we both know

    so here we are again
    I'll take your fragile hand and say
    a million of the ugliest lies that allies could ever tell
    you can't express yourself and you've tried 10,000 times
    exponentially meaningless and even less with time

    so this is what I want from you
    a list of everything you'd try to make things worse
    and make things hard
    so this is where we draw the line
    standing at the great divide
    plotting revenge
    take me off this

    in your sleep you cry my name
    in your sleep you choke your sheets
    one more time
    one more slit
    your tongue keeps moving like a mute
    tied in knots by your deceit
    one more time
    one more slit

    so sleep with one eye open tonight
    cause this will be your final resting place
    your hands on one another and pray that you make it out alive
    5:52p
    Just Enough to Love You- Bayside

    Push me out from the darkness
    To a sky that's colored blue
    Somewhere someone's finding happiness
    While I'm still here so hung up on you

    Nothing is real
    And I want you to know
    That I'm not alright
    When you tear open my chest
    I'll try not to flinch
    Won't make promises
    I won't make promises
    You taught me that.
    I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
    And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

    The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
    So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
    The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
    And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

    A failed apology
    A day too late but now I see
    That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
    But what would you need me for
    You've got friends galore
    And all you'll ever be to me is a stupid lying excuse for a person

    I could call
    But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
    You don't have time for me
    I could call but I know you won't get the phone
    Don't have time for me

    I hate myself
    For loving you like this
    I hate myself for hating myself
    Just enough to love you
    Just enough to love you
    5:59p
    40 Steps- Academy Is...

    Soft light, total silence
    So tired to take the table near the door
    The table near the door
    Set back under fire
    Only as stable as I choose to show
    If I choose to show
    But where were you that night?
    When I was...

    Well, I feel that this an explosion
    Nobody else could ever really know
    I would follow you anywhere

    You say you don't believe in science
    You're always afraid of what you can't control
    I would follow you anywhere
    But where were you that night?
    When I was...

    When I was calling for the answer
    That you probably shouldn't know
    When it feels like flames surrounding me here
    When you were calling with your questions
    And all I needed was to know
    When it feels like flames surrounding me here

    Unkempt and over caffeinated
    I walked the forty steps to the room
    Back to the room

    You say you don't believe in science
    You're always ashamed of what you're willing to lose
    I would follow you anywhere
    But where were you that night?
    When I was...

    When I was calling for the answer
    That you probably shouldn't know
    When it feels like flames surrounding me here
    When you were calling with your questions
    And all I needed was to know
    When it feels like flames surrounding me here

    So this is it
    So this is it
    So this is the silence
    So this is the silence we began
    It's never quite
    It's never quite over
    It's never quite over in the silence

    When I was calling for the answer
    That you probably shouldn't know
    When it feels like flames surrounding me here
    When you were calling with your questions
    And all I needed was to know
    When it feels like flames surrounding me here

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