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Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
| Time |
Event |
| 1:36p |
autumn unfolded like a tapestry
and you were there, as you have always been
there glowing where the sky meets with the trees
air softly crowing, singing fears to sleep
will you ever know how much i love you for that?
will you ever know how much i love you? | | 3:53p |
so i'm just a medicine you take when you're sick
you get well and that's it
i'm put back on the shelf in your mirror
and it isn't exeptional, the course of our fate
'cause people love and they hate
and i guess it's just our turn to hate | | 3:54p |
i know there's words that we will never speak
and the questions can't be answered easily
but i wanted to be easy so
nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, they stayed the same
smile at me and i will stay
start to cry and i'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing. | | 4:01p |
you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes. yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes. yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes. i'm only there so that you're not alone. | | 5:20p |
I'm not too sure that I want it to be this way. | | 5:25p |
The Hollow Men by T. S. Eliot
Mistah Kurtz -- he dead.
A penny for the Old Guy
I
We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
Or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;
Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom
Remember us -- if at all -- not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.
II
Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death's dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind's singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.
Let me be no nearer
In death's dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer --
Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom
III
This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man's hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.
Is it like this
In death's other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.
IV
The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms
In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of the tumid river
Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death's twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.
V
Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o'clock in the morning.
Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
Life is very long
Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper. | | 9:53p |
Just Say You're Not Into It- Mayday Parade
In a show of hands, who has said these words before?
And a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more?
Well I'll swallow my pride if you'll stay for the years
And watch me spin circles as I disappear
and hearts, they don't lie, they just quiver in fear
As you say
Tonight we forget everything
And we stay the night
If I was wrong then I'm sorry
I'll stop this fight
For the night
And this empty space left in the seat
To my right where you should be says a lot
Don't let it say goodbye
Don't let it say goodbye
Let it say goodbye
Forget everything
And we stay the night
If I was wrong then I'm sorry
I'll stop this fight
For the night
And this empty space left in the seat
To my right where you should be says a lot
That today I know that tomorrow will shine again golden
And bring our hearts back home
And today I know that tomorrow will shine again golden
And bring our hearts back home
(And today I know)
And today meant nothing
(that tomorrow will shine again golden)
Cause you're gone
And I swear then this meant everything to me
(And bring our hearts back home)
Because my heart's not home
[x2] | | 10:37p |
i don't even know you.
you won't even know i'm gone.
was it something i did wrong? | | 10:41p |
Here I Stand- Madina Lake
My hands shake 'cause today,
I know you're gonna break my heart and,
My life without you in it
Is a life not worth living.
I'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight
Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.
So I'll start to pretend I'm ok
But you should know by now that
My life is smoke and mirrors,
The one thing is crystal clear
That i'm the one wishing i was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight
Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.
(Where do we go?) (Where do we go?)
Inside i start to fall apart. (Where do we go?)
And i'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?)
So i guess ill bleed in silence.(In silence)
I guess i'll bleed in silence.
Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me.
Here i stand (Here i stand)
All alone, (Here i stand)
Tonight (Here i stand)
And i wish i was strong enough to breathe (Here i stand)
Without you, (Here i stand)
In my life, (Here i stand)
I wish i was anyone but me. | | 10:41p |
Have you met your god?
Does he know I'm in pain?
Does he even have any plans
for me to see you again? | | 10:47p |
you overthink things. you say,
"what if we're not meant to be?"
well you know what, so what?
make a mistake with me. | | 10:48p |
this hate has nothing to do with you.
i hate myself for letting it get this far, once again.
i could have prevented this harm,
but living in sin keeps us warm. | | 10:48p |
expectations will not be held as high.
it's not the same.
you are not mine. |
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