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Sunday, November 4th, 2007

    Time Event
    11:38a
    so you can keep your belief in whatever,
    i'll wear my cynicism like a tattoo
    while poets try to engineer definitions of love
    you know all i can think of is you
    and i can't wait to see you on sunday,
    far from the traffic and the smoke and the noise
    for this evening i will play back every message you sent,
    and i will sleep to the sound of your voice.
    now i don't like using words like forever
    but i will love you until the end of today
    and in the morning when i remember everything that you are,
    i know i'll fall for you all over again
    i know someday this will all be over,
    and it's hard to say what most i will miss
    just give me one way to spend my last moments alive
    and i'll choose this
    11:39a
    it's not my weight
    that makes me faint
    or the sugar in my blood
    but the way these
    strangers stand so close

    they say my name
    like a guessing game
    "is that really you?"
    no, i don't think it ever was
    11:42a
    love me for as long as you can,
    for as long as your body can stand to
    4:33p
    So we talked for hours and you cried into my sheets you said you hated your body, that it was just a piece of meat, I disagreed I think youre beautiful but it's impossible to make you understand that if you don't take my hand, I'll lose my mind completely. Madness will finally defeat me.
    4:34p
    I miss you now, I guess, like I should have missed you then.
    4:35p
    ''This is what I know about love. That it is tested every day, and what is not renewed is lost. One either chooses to care more or to care less. Once the choice is to care less, then there is no stopping the momentum of goodbye.''
    4:36p
    i know you are lonely, you will not always be
    there are so many things
    you will not always be
    4:37p
    If i stayed behind,
    would you let your hair grow?
    i will forget
    the favors that you owe.
    i'm dreaming of car wrecks
    and thunderstorms bright.
    let's bury ourselves
    and go haunt someone tonight.
    i know you tried.
    i know you're cursed.
    i know your best was still your worst
    when hollywood was calling out your name.
    4:39p
    whenever you try to forgive someone
    it lasts a week and then it's undone.
    you blame them for so much.
    you blame them for so long.
    7:09p
    so if you don't hear from me for a while,
    it's not because i don't love you,
    it's because i do.
    8:43p
    maybe i pushed you away
    now you're gone
    and i'm afraid
    that you're never coming back
    8:50p
    I miss the way you sing low, so I can't hear your voice over the radio in my car. But you knew every word they sang. You know just the right thing to say when the distance rips us farther and farther and farther away,
    I'll see you soon...
    8:58p
    i want to be there for you
    but i can't do this anymore.
    i can't keep being your second choice,
    not when you're my first
    9:40p
    She said, "If I would have known just how things would have ended up,
    I just would have let myself die."
    10:03p
    he doesn't want her,
    but he just won't let her go.
    she started breaking,
    but she still won't let it show.

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