| Time |
Event |
| 7:05p |
so don't you say to me that life's a trap
that the future is nothing but tragedy
because i'll be out that window
yeah, i'll start wishing to die again |
| 7:06p |
you dreamed of mountains, but sometimes
a hole is more comfortable |
| 7:07p |
I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind.
Sick of doing the same things most nights after night.
Sick of self-loathing and self-absorption,
self-destructive narcissism.
I'm sick to death of being constantly fucking sick of.
How low can you go before you can't turn around? |
| 7:08p |
in a world of plastic people
i know you're real, i know you're real
in a world of bullshit emotions
i know you feel, i know you feel
under blankets, under the shelter of your skin
i never want to leave your arms
for this long again |
| 7:09p |
don't touch, leave me here
i don't need your sympathy
and i don't need your tears
i haven't slept for days now, maybe more
just leave me here in selfishness, close the door
i'm not faithful, don't fool yourself
i won't change for you or anybody else |
| 7:10p |
you keep hanging around that college town with your new life your new lover you found. And you are keeping her up at night bringing her down. She'll watch you drink yourself to death but won't ask you, "Is this really what you want? Or are you just sticking with it now cause it's all you got?" |
| 7:12p |
Why can't you stay just long enough to explain? |
| 7:14p |
you made yourself a bed
at the bottom of the blackest hole
and convinced yourself that
it's not the reason
you don't see the sun anymore |
| 7:15p |
I just wanted to believe
that there was room for me. |
| 7:17p |
and not long ago, i gave
up hope, but you came along.
you gave me something I could hold on to,
and i want you more than you can ever know.
before i met you, i used to dream you
up and make you up in my mind.
all i ever wanted was to be understood.
you've been the only one who could.
i could never turn my back on you. |
| 7:18p |
i was never any good alone
i've always liked the fireworks
you're brilliant when you glow |
| 7:20p |
On and on, we keep going, crowded like subway cars. On and on, to the beat of our noisy hearts. She said, "Pick up the phone, because I need to feel alone and your voice drives me crazy." |
| 7:21p |
I miss the sound of your voice, the loudest thing in my head. And I ache to remember all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said. |
| 7:22p |
I want to feel a car crash, I want to feel a capsize. I want to feel a bomb drop, the earth stop, until I'm satisfied. I want to feel a car crash because I'm dying on the inside. I want to let go and know that I'll be all right. Just push me until I have to fly. I've shed my skin, my scars. Take me deep out past the lights, where nothing dims these stars. |
| 9:09p |
in the gaps between words are the things that really intrigue me
it's the gasps and the sighs that say most about what's inside you |
| 9:14p |
You see, sorrow gets too heavy.
And joy, it tends to hold you with the fear
that it eventually departs. |
| 9:47p |
Being From Jersey Means Never Having To Say You're Sorry- Cobra Starship
Success has its price
And can you hear me now
That I'm dumbing myself down?
Is it filling you with doubt
That I am who you thought?
'Cause I know it's just a game
But I'm playing it to win
I won't forget from where I came
But it's time to take over
Oh yeah
And can you hear me now
Someone save me from the sound
Of my own voice
Can't you tell
That I sound like I'm dying?
Oh yeah
I'm tired of waiting
Yeah, I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of being
The poor, cliche, misunderstood
Tired of waiting
Yeah, I'm tired of waiting
It's time to get faded
'Cause I can't think anymore |
| 10:57p |
how come we don't even talk no more,
and you don't even call no more?
we don't barely keep in touch at all
and i dont even feel the same love when we hug at all |