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Sunday, October 21st, 2007
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Event |
| 12:57p |
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause | | 3:17p |
Did your heart break enough?
Did it break enough this time? | | 5:38p |
You think I'm unapproachable
That I don't feel enough
Should read a book cover to cover
And not be quick to judge | | 5:47p |
whoever you think is watching you
dance from across the room -- they aren't.
if anything, they feel sorry for you
because you try so hard
i know it hurts to hear, but it's the truth
so you might as well hear it from a friend | | 6:27p |
i've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and i am tired of hearing myself speak.
do you get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep? | | 8:52p |
and i don't wanna call you,
but then i wanna call you,
cause i don't wanna crush you,
but i feel like crushing you. | | 8:55p |
One, two, three.
I hate me. | | 8:56p |
it's you i'm thinking of,
and if you don't want to talk,
then this isn't love. | | 8:57p |
say gravity can bend the time,
funny, i always liked your mind,
but this whole thing is crushing me.
but you're always a golden boy,
and this girl's heart that you destroy,
you smile at me and then you have your fun.
time is always passing by so i give you another try,
and hope that you will see that i'm the one. | | 9:06p |
I miss what we had. I need you so badly. | | 9:10p |
"I'm always missing someone or someplace or something. I'm always trying to get back to some imaginary somewhere. My life has been one long longing." | | 9:30p |
Have you met your god?
Does he know I'm in pain?
Does he even have any plans
for me to see you again? | | 9:32p |
In Another Life- Madina Lake
I remember our first kiss
The butterflies, I know you felt them too
I can still taste your lips
That night I wrapped up all my love in you
But deep inside I always knew
The sadness around you was deadly
I must hate myself
'Cause I also knew one day you'll destroy me
But there's something I've got to know
(Before we say goodbye)
Will I ever see you again?
(Somewhere in another life)
I remember our first fight
Your skeletons were all up over you
I can still taste that night
When you told me you'd been beat up and abused
You'd hide it all
Bruised mouths don't talk
It's not your fault
It was never your fault
It's an evil world for an innocent girl
It's not your fault
It was never your fault
But there's something I've got to know
(Before we say goodbye)
Will I ever see you again?
(Somewhere in another life)
I'm going to try to be okay
(But I need you to know)
Wherever you are now
(That here you were adored)
You were always great at running away
But you said forever
You promised forever
I forgive you
I've forgiven you
And now I just miss you
I'll always remember you
Go!
Oh, sleep in peace
But there's something I've got to know
(Before we say goodbye)
Will I ever see you again?
(Somewhere in another life)
I'm going to try to be okay
(But I need you to know)
Wherever you are now
(That here you were adored) | | 9:55p |
Knowing you makes all the difference, doesn't it, darling? Knowing all your ifs and whys, your whens and hows. December comes in as a short procession, a little punctured, a little heartbroken, but not forever, and not for long.
In New York, the vagabonds have fled to your dusty wings. The playbill tramps are starving for a little warmth. It seems I've held my arms like this for ages, but I am done waiting, I am lowering them down. Like a white flag, like a sail.
You are gone, but now I like all my parts.
It's funny how when we're whole, we feel hollow.
It's funny, I like myself best with a broken heart.
So when winter starts to thaw, you may be tempted to come around.
But it's likely to be too late. |
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