| Time |
Event |
| 5:35p |
i'm thinking of a plan
hope it works out right
at least get us through the night
holding onto your hand
i'll hold on tight
as tight as i can
you hold the key
and you dangle it right in front of me |
| 6:37p |
I always loved you, but it was never enough. |
| 6:38p |
i hope you're doin' fine out there without me
cause i'm not doin' so good without you
the things i thought you'd never know about me
were the things i guess you always understood |
| 6:40p |
thank you lord:
for the loaded gun.
for the bad aim.
for i'm lonesome. |
| 6:49p |
I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends...
you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy.
And sometimes you can even convince yourself that
he'll see the light and show up at your door. |
| 6:51p |
Everything I love went falling
Time shows us that all that ever mattered
all that ever mattered leaves us in the cold |
| 7:25p |
cry and sob while you wait for him.
this kind of love won't last,
it never did.
what if this had never happened?
what if we had never seen the light of day?
what if this had never happened?
what if we had never met at all? |
| 7:26p |
I'm no quitter, but I'm tired of fighting. |
| 7:31p |
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering, Was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... |
| 7:40p |
nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, they stayed the same
smile at me and i will stay
start to cry and i'll go away
just please don't leave me guessing. |
| 9:01p |
baby, i came without an invitation,
just wanted to be loved |
| 9:44p |
Oh how I wish I could go back in time to the night when I heard my mother cry. She held me in her arms and we talked for some time, and I sang a song her mother sang to her. And it goes something about paper dolls and what men prefer, something about the cross and how her Jesus died for her. Something about love and how it's worth fighting for. I wonder, does love like that exist anymore? I have much farther to go, I'm so confused I know. I should just click my heels together and go home, but I lost my way when I lost you. Sometimes I cry when it's late at night and you're not there to lay next to me. Morning breaks and the sun warms my face how I wish it was you warming me. |
| 9:54p |
you went out with your best sweater on with every intention of dancing till dawn
but when the dj played that song, it all went wrong
crying in the cab ride home with frank sinatra on the radio
but it might as well have been lil' kim
when every song you hear still reminds you of him
and you'll say that it's no big deal, but it's the shake in your voice
that gives it away, how you feel
and you couldn't slam the door any faster
and you'll say that it's no big deal, but it's the tears on your face
that give away how you feel, and you'll say tonight,
tonight was a disaster |
| 10:31p |
I haven't caught my breath since the moment that we met. |