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I just sat down to the TV and my eyes focused on the TV. It was Nickelodeon. I was watching it cause I had nothing better to watch. It was that stupid "Spin The Bottle" thing on "Teenick". But all of a sudden, I saw AFI...Jade, Davey, Adam, and Hunter! How is that? I have no clue. They were just there. And that DJ person was saying..."Welcome, AFI!" but there were no girls or guys surrounding AFI, but you could hear the "Woo"ing and the clapping. Like TRL or something. And then that stupid music they play for Spin The Bottle. And then they were showing Davey sitting down and smiling. THAT was hot. They were just really restless cause they were moving around so much. And then they spun the bottle, but I don't know what they got, but they had to ... they had to do this obstacle course thing. And I got to see Davey's cute butt! And I was staring at it for like 3 minutes...haha. Not his real butt, without pants...I mean WITH pants...yeah not much, but hey, it's great for me! And then they started talking about what AFI meant...the stupid questions people ask when they don't know shit about a band. Then it came to a show that I've never seen on Nick, and then my dad woke me up. (I have to wake up early to get ready for school.) And here's another dream I had. It wasn't that long, though. I was going to Warped Tour, and it had the same layout as Asbury Park. I was walking around, alone, and I saw people playing. There was a large, large, crowd. They were all jumping, some where moshing, and there were a few crowd surfers, worse than a Rancid concert. Yeah that's possible I guess. And it looked like Alice In Chains were playing...cause of the lead singer, you know he has long blonde hair, and I thought it was Alice In Chains. So I went into the crowd, stupidly, and got pushed around, it looked like a crazy, crazy, Nirvana concert. Even the guys in the video for Smells Like Teen Spirit were in it. I thought I would see cheerleaders...but nah they weren't there. When the band that looked like Alice In Chains were done, another band came out. They started to play, and many people started to leave. They left quickly, with only about 19 people left, watching the band that played bad music play. There was an old guy, standing and watching the band. He seemed to of liked it. And a great band was playing to the adjacent stage, and I didn't go. I felt bad for the band cause everyone left them for another band, so I stayed and watched. And then they started to play better music, and some more people came to watch, but there was still a great band playing, so not a lot of people left it. I was thinking when I woke up..."Is this what it's like when Rancid is playing?" That's a sad thing because I feel bad for the other bands playing while Rancid is playing. Tsunami Bomb started playing after Rancid, and there were a lot of people for them...many people know them I guess. But they didn't go far into the crowd. They just watched. Those were my dreams! Okay well I'm gonna go now. Bye...1...day left till school. ::cries:: |
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| 04:35pm 01/09/2003 | ||||
AFI Mini Trucks Suck Mini Trucks Suck Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini-truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop fuck Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop Cruising with my new whore I'm out of beer and i need more Marijuana has got me high Can only be heard when i need a pot Look at me, i said you're a prick Flip off me, wanna suck dick Stand right there, i'll fucking hit you Hit you back, hit you back And slam right into a pole Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini-truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop fuck Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop Like to cruise when i know i'm poor I'm a regular at the liquor store max out the stereo, pump up the bass I buy good shit, wanna drive and race Think i'd rather fuck a chump Need my beer and a little joint Friends are easy, don't know shit Going down and suck, down and suck, down and suck At least i'm getting laid Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini-truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop fuck Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop Yeah, boy Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini-truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop fuck Mini-trucks suck Cross the street in your mini truck Mini-trucks suck Stupid piece of shit hip-hop fuck Alright this "down and suck" thing...I know Davey couldn'tve of wrote that...he doesn't write about getting laid...or does he? This was a while ago..I mean it was from the Dork EP but still...hello, Davey doesn't really talk about this stuff...maybe he does. I don't know, it's just very surprising to me. I don't know if Davey is talking about himself, and I really doubt he is. But if he's talking about hip-hop dudes...well still he doesn't really write about this stuff. Or did he really write this song? Did someone make him sing it? Like the same with Today's Lesson...the only song that curses in it on Shut Your Mouth, and he didn't write it. Someone else did. So I don't know...I'm all confused now!! |
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![Suicidal Maniac [photo credit: www.angelfire.com/goth/darkenergy/Jhonen/JohnnyPics.html]](http://images.quizilla.com/A/allisonwaa/1051326570_JohnnyPic6.gif) You are going to commit suicide. Really, is this the way you want it? In all likelyhood, you really aren't that bad. Lighten up a little. How Will You Die? brought to you by Quizilla HAHAHAHAHA LOLOL HAHAHAHA omg haha orrr HAHAHA LOL HAHAHA THATS FUNNY!  Death by slitting of the throat...good choice as long as you aren't squirmish and can cut deep and fast...this is for all you blood lovers... How will you committ suicide? brought to you by Quizilla  A bloody gruesome death. You're most likely a self- mutilator. You like the burning sensation you get as your skin gives way to the blade and watching as the rivers of blood flow down your arm and onto the bathroom floor. You don't really care HOW you end up killing yourself...just as long as you're dead in the end and there's a mess for people to clean up. After all, they deserve it anyway right? And you like whatever is convenient at the time for you...so there's no real planning to be done. What Form Of Suicide Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are Dashboard Confessionals "Screaming Infedelities." Quit yer damn bitchin, you emo bastard! Jump off a bridge before your heart explodes and you die of angst. !Which Song Are You?! brought to you by Quizilla The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
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| 02:58pm 29/08/2003 | ||||
I have to say once more, AFI are poetic geniuses. Sing The Sorrow is such an album. This is the only CD, along with BSITS, and AOD, they make me think. Only AFI can do this. Only AFI. They have so much talent. More talent than I do, more talent than anyone...Davey can write inspiring lyrics, Jade can write beautiful songs, Hunter can play his bass like an angel, and Adam can rock out on tunes on his drum so hard. I like to lick the tops of Ramen Noodle Cups. AFI rocks forever. I'll always love them. They worked so hard on Sing The Sorrow, and it was for the fans, and for themselves. Every time I hear the CD, I am not let down. I am not disappointed. I don't think they are sellouts. They have been awesome since the day they have started, and they keep going strong. I can't praise AFI more than what they've done for me, and for all their fans. Their music is too touching. Give me your heart, and I'll take you away. AFI aren't sellouts. They have beautiful music. Can I say sexy? Well I will. Their music is sexy. I don't know how that's possible..but it is to me. After I hear an AFI CD, it makes me want to go to their concert over and over. I always listen to them once a day. It's a ritual. But man do I love AFI. Up to the grace, marked as infernal...Godddddd. It's hard to say that they are a sel**** <--haha. But it is hard to say that because...their music is too good to be called that, and moving to a new label doesn't change them as guys or as musicians. AFI plays from their heart, and if fans like it, they like to hear that. Them winning the VMAs was great. It makes me feel good inside knowing that AFI has recognition. I know that 3/4s of the people didn't even know who AFI was, and they were probably saying, "WHY DIDN'T 50 CENT WIN!?!" But AFI deserved it. Hey AFI fans, I'll love you guys forever too, we all helped in the making and success of these men, and this we should credit ourselves for. Their passion, their rage, their sweat, their work, they deserve this award. Hey I just wanna tell you AFIers that you guys are great and that you should keep the AFI pride alive! A Fire Inside...In Darkness Together...We Are Forming. |
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blah| Remember When We Were All So Beautiful? Never Again, Never Again, But Since Then We've Lost Our Glow | ||||
| 11:43am 29/08/2003 | ||||
I was with this guy who had the hair of Kurt Cobain, and he was beautiful. I hung around him, and he liked me well. (This is so a dream I'd never get a guy...let alone a good looking one.) So yes...I was hanging around him. He showed me a way to get to a beautiful view of the water. We had to go through a window to get there, and when I went there, there was a cliff. I was hanging off it, but I just let myself go, in hopes of not injuring myself badly. But in fact, I didn't get hurt at all. I fell on this patch of seaweed. The guy I was with was still at the cliff, and he yelled, "Wow, you're lucky you got there!" He jumped, but he landed on his legs, with no injuries. I was really surprised. Then we went to this guy's house...maybe his dad...and once he went inside, the dad threw a lit match at a car. He was attempting to burn the house...? I had no clue. But the dude I was hanging around with, got another match and lit it and threw it at the other car they had. I was staring in confusion. The police started to come, and he left the house and took me with him. He brought me to a window. It was the same way to get to that beautiful view. He told me to go through the window. I found myself dangling off the cliff once more. He came out, and crouched behind some brush. I fell between a crack in the cliff, and I stood up that way. He kissed me and held me before the police barged through that window. They did not go off a cliff though. They stood perfectly, with their guns ready. I screamed, "NO!" but the assholes didn't listen to me. They shot him once in the head, and shot in 5 directions that missed him. And he laid backwards, but my hands stopped him from hurting anything else in his body. I already knew that he was dead, but I didn't stop having faith. I screamed, "FUCK YOU!" while the policemen walked through that window. I hugged him, and brought him to an ambulence. I didn't stay to see if he was still alive or not, I had thought he died. I ran home and cried for so long. After that, I had seen a woman standing in front of the house the guy led me to. She was actually HAPPY that he had died. She was a reporter...too. "It was great that this boy died." is what she said. I got so angry and hit her. "SHUT UP! YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIM! YOU CONSIDER HIM A TROUBLEMAKER, MAYBE YOU SHOULD GET TO KNOW HIM YOU ASSHOLE!" I screamed, and walked away. I went to the hospital just because I was in the same mood many people were in...despair. I walked around. I had seen someone go into the elevator...and I did a double take. It was the guy! "JAKE!" I screamed. I had just noticed I remembered his name, or I just had an instinct, and I ran to the elevator. He stopped it. "I thought you had died!" I cried. He looked in confusion, trying to remember who I was. "R-rita?" he said, and my response was a huge hug. "Yes, it's Rita!" I said. "Noo I'm not dead, I got shot in the head, and they got the bullet wound out. It didn't hurt anything majorly..." He said. I realized I had really loved him, and I said, "I think I love you, Jake..." (corny, haha) and he said, "I love you too..." and I kissed him once again. But then I woke up cause of a phone...humph. I wanted more of that dream, but yeah. I always have death dreams, don't I...oh yeah and I made a new icon. Here I'll show you!  I love it! I think it's beautiful! Hehe. Oh and no one has permission to take it unless you ask! |
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listless| Babble Babble Bitch Bitch Rebel Rebel Party Party Sex Sex Sex, And Don't Forget The Violence | ||||
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content| The Passion Of Lovers Is For Death, Said She, The Passion Of Lovers Is For Death... | ||||
| 10:59am 28/08/2003 | ||||
 A Letter to Elise - You're in love, but out of a relationship. You knew it was going to end, but you held on. Or...you're in love but not loved in return. Which Song By The Cure Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Note: So true. I'm in love, not loved in return.  Love Will Tear us Appart. You're fond of love, but love turns you down. All your life you've been suffering from love. But you're a dreamer, you keep loving because it's your living. Wich Joy Division Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Note: Eh...I thought it was Love Will Tear Us Apart?? Oh and here's a meme. Sorry dreanimate, it was irresistable so I just...did it. And this is hilarious. I give credit to dreanimate for lookin at dreanimate's blurty and taking this meme! Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.Ha.H  *you are...jade puget* You have a tendency to blurt crazy (and highly amusing) things out very randomly. You have a beautifully (weird) sense of humor.Though you do have some what of a dark side but you can kind of have a weird personality (but not all the time).You have the ultimate power because you are a NINJA. *which member of AFI are you?* brought to you by Quizilla That was before Jade had his stickers...Rancid and The Misfits...what a great picture...I love his shoes...::stares at picture again::..god Jade is so orgasmic...Oh and earlier this morning...I was shivering like a dog in a thunderstorm...shows how cold it can get in my house with the a/c on. So yeah...but I'm all great now...I even have a blanket on me. I do not even know why I said that. But oh well...I'm a random person...I guess... |
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| 10:20am 27/08/2003 | ||||
 There's one for ya...very beautiful huh? Lol. Okay that's it. Bye ...oh and no one steal that beautiful icon I made! I just made it cause it's cool, I don't want people taking it!! And here's quiz results I didn't put down before and stuff like that.. you are rita!! you have an obsession with jade puget n kurt cobain. You are unique n nice. You like rock music which is awesome! Which of my BFFs r u? (for grls) brought to you by Quizilla And look at this...I wrote it sometime..cause I was singing it.. Jades Pine Cone: seems like salvation only comes in our dreams Jades Pine Cone: can this world really be as sad as it fucking seems |
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 You are GIR. You are... completely insane... and, quite possibly, the most lovable creature in the universe. Whether you're screaming and running into things, making soap with bacon, watching mindless television programs, or devouring everything in sight, there's no question about it--you are filthy with cuteness... like a baby... except... metal. The Greatest, Most Advanced Invader Zim Character Profiling Quiz EVER!!! brought to you by Quizilla |
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 Here's a quiz result and a meme!  Whoo! You must read up on Davey a lot because you got 100 freaking percent! Actually, you probably just got majority of the answers correct, but damn good for you! How much do you know about Davey Havok? brought to you by Quizilla Okay that's it. |
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 You should be happy!!! YOUR GIR!!! Your happy-go- lucky and are very hyper!!! WEHIHIHIHOOOOOO TACOOOS!!! Which Invader Zim Character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Yeah, who doesn't love Gir? Here's another one I've done...  Cool, you're a tomboy! You're very laid back and relaxed around both members of sex. Usually you find there is no need to compete in the way you look. Keep it up, those are good qualities! What would you be classified as? brought to you by Quizilla My sister made that one. I know, don't remind me, I know I'm a tomboy, and there's nothing wrong with it! Well I have to go! Bye! |
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Okay...test score time! to you afi is why you didnt kill yourself yesterday and that proves your the most outragous fan are you the biggest AFI fan brought to you by Quizilla  - congratulations you are jade. the guitarist. the playah. the ninja. whatever you feel like calling him. which member of afi are you? brought to you by Quizilla  your anthem is "ny-quil" by afi. you are extrmely lazy and have no motivation for anything. youd rather spend quality time with your pillow than anything else. as the song goes " sleep. i want to stay in bed. all throughout the day. no one bother me..." what is your anthem? brought to you by Quizilla  you are "death of seasons". you are an extremely angry person. but you are for a reason. you just can't take how corrupted and wrong todays society is. and it pains you to have to live in it. which song off afi's sing the sorrow are you? brought to you by Quizilla i am ... VERY JESUS according to the rebelsnail.net assessment. how jesus are you?  You are Bob Marley! Who are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You Are Jade Puget! The Guitarist of AFI !!!!!~**Which member of AFI are you???**~!!!!!! brought to you by Quizilla  You are ALL OUTTA ANGST. You've experienced your fair share of anger against other people, things, or perhaps society in general, but you're all worn out. Complaining won't get you anywhere, so why bother? You generally take things as they come and go with the flow. Life isn't so bad... What NOFX song are you? brought to you by Quizilla Why did I take this one?---  Your Match Is Billy...well not really...because Billy's MINE! We'll just say that you're most compatible with him... Billy's unique and artistic, and hes a guitarist (I love guitarists.) And he's so sexy. Just look at his goegeous blue eyes and his perfect jaw- line! (Yeah, I know, but I think his Jaw-line is so hot...and I kinda have a thing for his neck, too...;) >>> Which Good Charlotte Boy is Your Love Match? <<< brought to you by Quizilla And This one? WHY DID I TAKE IT? CAUSE IM STUPID AND I WANTED SOME RESULTS...HMM   ravens_nirvana Conor Oberst from Bright Eyes *Who is the perfect Emo Singer boyfriend for You?* brought to you by Quizilla  the used Which good band are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are Jack Skellington What Nightmare Before Christmas Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Note: Wahoo! Those are the quizzes, okay bye bye! |
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Hey I wanted to see if I can get a pic onto this, I know it'd really suck if it doesn't show up...gr..... Oh yeah, and I made this myself :D I went to Jess's house today also, and saw Jackass again and it started to rain so we couldn't go outside....grrr...and I aggravated the ferrets like I always do! Okay I gonna go! Bye! |
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