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9th November 2003

11:46pm: Being just too much of myself and the creative mind of a drunk.
As I sit here on a sunday night, I dream of the one I love, write useless things - bother the ones outside the room, listen to nirvana and wish angie was here. This weekend was ... fuck it watch how I do this...

FRIDAY[/fuck]: We were suppose to go to the mall with Eve Angie and Monique ... BUT angie got in a fight with her mother (no surprise those two is just too funny) and she couldn't go, so I ended up going to angies then going out for dinner with her family except for her mother which was sick, it was fun because her dad is just a box of fun waiting to explode.

SATURDAY[/angie]:The mall was the plan, and the plan was executed and done, I got angie some pretty things [new pink high-top shoes, a BAM element hat, and a crow poster) then after getting all those things we went to get dinner at ruby tuesdays then we left to her house, was fun because angie was there and she always brings the best out of me.

SUNDAY[/matrix]: OMFG THE MATRIX WAS AWESOME, again my mind was blown by the matrix it was the best I saw it with her dad and her (ofcourse). After the movie it was off to her house to 1.make out 2.just love 3.make out love love 5.oh man we had to fucking eat and stop making out for atlease 5 mins (it was hard to stop > : ( < ) then I left and here I am now writing this, no school tuesday ANGIE AND ME ARE HANGING LIKE DAWGS IN L MO FUCKING A.

Time to drink soda, COUGH natural spring water COUGH (the bottle is atlease but its contents is vodka :> ) and dream bout angie.

<3 u all

School tomorrow (shit fuck no)
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: From the Muddy Banks of Wishka - Nirvana CD LIVE

7th November 2003

whew its 12:36 in the fucking morning and i'm so bored right now, waiting for angie to call as usally because she brings the joy outta' me (love her much <3tothemax) I'm feeling kinda hyper... okay let's get back on topic - tomorrow is friday and you what that means... THE MALL WITH MONIQUIEPOO EVEIEPOO AND ANGIEEEE (damn)were going to get drunk like woah! I'm getting angie some new pairs of converses are their going to be pink high-tops (sexy) oh speaking of sexy.... ANGIE IS HOT!@@@!#$%#$30... okay tomorrow hopefully everything goes as planned I want to see my love more than I can think so only so many more hours til I can do that...
man she makes the weeks so long, because friday I see her so thats all I look forword too - not my parents - not my home - not school - not my room - not my computer, its just her, i've been with alot of people but I've never cared so much and felt so in love, well its a month and a half almost and we've have no fights or anything
she is prolly the one anyways I need to go wait for her phone call so <3 to you all... -john
Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Bush - Glycerine

4th November 2003

1:09am: Angie, prolly why I'm still here.
I feel like writing again, man ... I get so depressed without talking to angie, when shes not online, with me, or on the phone I start to feel so lost and confused mostly depressed. God If I ever lost angie I don't know how'd I'd make it though the day - man just the feeling of her not being with me is so scary and sad - shes like a part of me, the only thing that brings out happiness for some reason if shes not around I'm just back to a emotional depressed state. she means so much to me, when say she is everything I mean it to death - I'm not one of those idiot rest of 13 year olds who just say because they like someone - she really means more than life to me.
shes like an angel from heaven send down to me, I just had to let that out somewhere.. just everything about her is great, when im with her I feel free from all the crap at home all the crap from school everything - I cannot stand middle school its filled with a bunch of immature idiots. Monique is about the only good person I've met there that lives to her word and is a REAL friend, the rest just talk behind your back and shit. Man all I want
an island..
monique and eve
alot of vodka
and kurt cobain
to me... being with angie is reaching nirvana
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Nirvana - Big Long Now

3rd November 2003

11:05pm: omfg I feel like I'm floating.
eveipoo said she had some good stuff for friday at the mall and I hope we get vury drunk. anyways, on diffrent bases I feel asleep when I got home and I didn't want to missed dinner and woke up at 11. I miss angie i miss her alot - she went to her new school today she liked it more than she excepted to, I'm glad for her anything that makes her happy is good. god I feel like such shit right now I think I need to take a shower.. I came to school so fucked up - thats the usally monday for me.

Friday: mall (proposed plan with monique eve angie)
Saturday: Angies
Sunday: ..Angies ( what would I do without her ..)

now time for some battlefield 1942
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: The Internation Noise Conspiracy - Smash it up
12:58am: Sunday, oh useless sunday.
Mmmkay.... its 1 am - and I'm waiting for angie to call and I have fucking school tomorrow which sucks I just might go drunk but then again you never know what could happen. Today wasn't that bad I went to angies at 'round 3:30ish, we had lotsa fun - I suppose. Hopefully Friday I can see her again, monique will prolly go to the mall with me - (getting shitfaced? -yes-). Anyways thanks to molly for friending out 'bout this place.
I hope angie calls tonight, I really want to talk to her...
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise
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