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Sunday, November 13, 2005

9:37AM - -*&&*- 2 condoms later.....;)

hmm i was bored && decided to say hey!:) well last nite Jeffery came over cuz my mom && dad went out to the hospital cuz he was feeling very sick:( but neways we just watched TV fer a few min then we started makin out and kissing and all that:) then we decided to go into my brothers room which was like the only empty room in the house and he went down on me:) && then he fingered me..(*(sounds like i had fun huh?)*) then i decided that i wanted him to ...;) to me...so he went to his truck and got a comdom:) and then he came back and he took my Virginity........:D it HuRT like really BAD at first then as we kept going it felt really really GOOD! hehe i didnt like bleed or nethang...well just a lil bit but not alot thank gawd:) but yea ive been dreaming of him all nite wishing he couldve stayed but ya knows its all good and next time it will be even BEtta!..well ima go luv yew guys:)NiKkI

Current mood: cheerful
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

8:45PM - hMmMmMm...>~-*^UPDATEtime^*-~

kay i aint updated in like .............HMMMFEREVER!....................LMao! well neways sooo me and jeffery go out now Like OMGZ! lol. but we are doing so good!:) i really really Like this Kid alot!:):):) its like we click really good:) kay well boring day at school as usual cept i went shopping yesterday and got a pair of American Eagle Jeans that were at usual price 95$$ and i got them on sale fer get this...25$$ thats like such a good deal its not even funny...hehe they got all these bleach stains and tears in them and my little brother goes OMG what happen to ur pants..??LMFAO!! that was >F..U..N..N..Y< hehe kay church tonite and Mrs.Nikki asks me if i wanna be in the church play...hmm not really but she kinda gave me the puppy dog eyes..so i gave in...and yew would never guess wut i am(theSpeaker) kay that means i have to read stuff outta the bible and all that good stuff..:) i think its going to be cool but the only BAD thang is its like on a sunday nite and we have to spend like ALLLL freakin day sunday there(theDayofTheplay) sooo thats jefferys day off and OOPS! we cant spend it together UNLESS...he comes ^ there sumtime during the day and just chills*:P*
~-*NEWAYS*-~ kay me and jeffery are supposed to go riding around in the Woods sundaya after church..should be fun! we are takin his 4wheeler and on the way here he is gonna lemme DRIVE his big old chevy!:) *YAY* thats gonna be soo much fun bcuz the other day he lemme drive it on our dirt road and its easier to drive then i taught it was:) ...Kay welll NEXT tuesday nite we are going to the Tally-Ho fair!:) thats gonna be SOOO much !>*-fun-*

Current mood: content
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8:45PM - hMmMmMm...>~-*^UPDATEtime^*-~

kay i aint updated in like .............HMMMFEREVER!....................LMao! well neways sooo me and jeffery go out now Like OMGZ! lol. but we are doing so good!:) i really really Like this Kid alot!:):):) its like we click really good:) kay well boring day at school as usual cept i went shopping yesterday and got a pair of American Eagle Jeans that were at usual price 95$$ and i got them on sale fer get this...25$$ thats like such a good deal its not even funny...hehe they got all these bleach stains and tears in them and my little brother goes OMG what happen to ur pants..??LMFAO!! that was >F..U..N..N..Y< hehe kay church tonite and Mrs.Nikki asks me if i wanna be in the church play...hmm not really but she kinda gave me the puppy dog eyes..so i gave in...and yew would never guess wut i am(theSpeaker) kay that means i have to read stuff outta the bible and all that good stuff..:) i think its going to be cool but the only BAD thang is its like on a sunday nite and we have to spend like ALLLL freakin day sunday there(theDayofTheplay) sooo thats jefferys day off and OOPS! we cant spend it together UNLESS...he comes ^ there sumtime during the day and just chills*:P*
~-*NEWAYS*-~ kay me and jeffery are supposed to go riding around in the Woods sundaya after church..should be fun! we are takin his 4wheeler and on the way here he is gonna lemme DRIVE his big old chevy!:) *YAY* thats gonna be soo much fun bcuz the other day he lemme drive it on our dirt road and its easier to drive then i taught it was:) ...Kay welll NEXT tuesday nite we are going to the Tally-Ho fair!:) thats gonna be SOOO much !>*-fun-*

Current mood: content
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

1:11PM - :):):)

Hmm I cant wait till me && Jeffery Go Out ..Ima BE SOOOOOOO Happy..hehe cant yew tell;) Luv yall..NiKkI

Current mood: energetic
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1:09PM - WhOa!

hehe okay ...last nite me and my brother went to the skating rink with Jeffery cuz his lil sister chelsea had a friends bday party up there but neways...hehe Jeffery kept faqllin and bustin his a** it was too Funny i bout died laughing then everytime a slow song came on we would skate together and hold hands aww it was sooo cute...i really reallly like this kid:) but then at bout 10 we left to come home and got here at bout 10:30 and then mom came out side and talked to us and jerrywayne went inside and me and jeffery stood outside by his truck talkin and he kept kissing on my neck and bitin on my ear wow! i was likin that tooo much:) and we made out so it was all good:) he dont like ppls messing with his ears cuz hehe it turnns him on..Lmao! so i kept trying to mess with em;) But neways we had soOoOoo Much FUN!:) hehe cept the stupid dogs barkin but then we moved by the drivers door whee they couldnt really see us...hehe he didnt leave till bout 11:45 (gosh time flew by) and his mom called like 2 times look fer him cuz his daddy who is my daddys boss:P was at work so she didnt wanna be home alone...but finally after the 2nd time she called ..we cuddled and all that fer another 10-15 min and i said yew gotta go and he 's all like yea so we kissed another time and then he left in that big old perty green chevy of his...is it possible for a girl to fall in love with the guy on the first date? hmmm we've dated b4 but i was young and dumb and broke up with him after maybe 2 weeks but hopefully when he asks me out this time...and we date we will go out fer a lllooonngg Time!:) Oyea me and him are goin to the carnival together thursday nite so yayayayay! *WOOT* :):):) Lmao! its gonna be so much FUN and he said he was prolly gonna ask me out on the ferris wheel:) YaY! but neways i gtg call him we mite go do sumthing today:) Luv yew guys Bunches:) xoxo-NiKkI-xoxo

Current mood: cheerful
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

8:56PM - YOUR FRIENDS!

This Is Cool..Thanks Kirtney!:)

Which friend is the...
.: x craziest- kristen
.: x sweetest- cera
.: x prettiest- linda melissa courtney
.: x hottest- Ronnie;)
.: x smartest- Pee-air..Not
.: x girly- brittany
.: x blondest- all of us lol...Me,Lis,Court,Kristen,Linda,Sara
.: x honest- Kristen
.: x trustworthy- Kristen,Melissa,Courtney
.: x sporty- Me
.: x animal lover-Cera
.: x computer genius- Dk
.: x nerd- all mah friends..
.: x funniest- logan
.: x drama person- Faith
.: x band person- i dk
.: x person that always gets their homework done- umm courtney
.: x flirtiest- KRIStEn..Or..UmM me;)

About your friends and past friends...
.: x which friend have you known the longest? Sara
.: x which friend have you known the least?Faith
.: x who was your first best friend?Kristen
.: x is he/she still you friend?yes
.: x which friend do you miss the most?umm...idk
.: x who has the most classes with you? Cera
.: x pick one friend and tell one of your favorite memories-Kristen..hehe the tally ho fair and our carnival and the forest festival

.: x Which one of your buds is most likely to...
.: x be a teacher- suzan
.: x become a computer person - courtney..lmao
.: x become a stay at home mom- faith
.: x live life on the wild side- brittany
.: x travel all over the world- me cuz im cool
.: x fall in love before 20 - prolly all of us
.: x become a sports star- Linda~Vball
.: x not go to college- travis
.: x get married twice- maybe a few
.: x have 3 kids or more- Sara cuz she likes kids
.: x be your best friend throughout your whole life-Kristen..Courtney
.: x be at home doing nothing but eating and watching tv- hmmm
.: x be a serious business person- Cera
.: x become someone with a job that helps people- umm courtney or kristen cuz they always helps me
.: x end up on road rules or real world -Lis..Brittany..Ronnie
.: x copy and paste this survey on their journal or site-

Current mood: creative
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7:48PM - HmMMmMmMmMmMMMmM:(:|:)

hey yall well i aint wrote in a while so i decided to update this thang a lil bit :) kay well today was an very not kool day first of all it started out good...but then as it got to going it started really sucking:( first period was Grreat cept that i found out i got an freakin D in there so thats not kool at all so yea if im not on the computer after next monday which is report card day then yew will know why:(:(:( but then 2nd period was great i guess..we had to make up our own study guide but then she gave us one..mrs.turner is so damn ditzy i swear:| but neays then third period(study hall) it was kool we just sat on the stage and talked:) and then came 4th:( and guess what i got a D in there too..GOSH MAN I GOTTA QUIT MiSSING SO MUCH DAMN SCHOOL..im practically failing this first nine weeks but thank gawd i got good grades in the rest of my classes...but 4th is anatomy && phy. and its hard..:( all we do is tests or notes and thats alotta damn writing:| but okay then the rest of the day perty much flew by cept fer Lunch..which sumthing happened that is SoOoO NOT KOOL!:( bOoOoO! kay well brittany and ronnie werre walkin round talkin and then she came to get her books and i asked her what they were talkin bout and she goes he dont want me to tell yall:O OMFG! we are supposed to be like best friends and then she wouldnt even tell Courtney && her and court have been friends fer like EVER! thats sooo wrong and then in 6th period court has a class with ronnie well she asked him what they were talkin bout and he wouldnt even tell her:( finally he got up and walked out of class:O what the hell is the damn deal?¿? that the QUESTION what is goign on between them 2? me and court thank they are going hook up and if she does that we are gonna either hit her or just be really pissed at her cuz she knows me and court still have feelings fer the kid:( UGH this pisses me off so much && then court amost cryed so i almost cryed and klrnkajbfvpkjb gosh! i just DK! nemore i swear! then came 7th(finallly) and we had to dress out and go into the gym so that was okay.. but NEWAYS! on the bus ride home duran and aj kept messing with me bn silly like always:P that kinda cheered me up..i guess.. but i dk it really confuses me about brittany && ronnie..:S BUT ive been thinking like alot lately..ya knows bout boys and life and all that well...steven morgan who ive known off and on since kindergarden see's me one day at school and decided he likes me..well i like him but not that much...then i find out that jeffery dont have a GF nemore and ive liked him since 9th grade when we went out once((UGH WHY DID I BREAK ^ W/HIM>>>STUPID..YEA)) and now that he is single and im single maybe we can go bak out and i have a *BIG* feelin he still likes me too cuz he is all the time flirting:) and plus his cuz dwayne who rides mah bus old me that he would def.prolly go bak out with me so YAYAYAYAY! **WOOTWOOT** that made me feel betta:) but i guess ima go and talk to ppls on yahoo..maybe to Jake;) hehe more bout him lata tho ..byes..XoXo-NiKkErS-x0x0

Current mood: pissed
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Friday, October 7, 2005

7:16PM - HmMmMmM!

lol ok well sorry i didnt write yesterday but i felt to bad to write nethang! neways well today i stayed home from school && missed the homecoming parade bcuz i have a really bad ear infection hehe its so bad i cant even hear anythang outta my left ear:| plus i have to miss the homecoming dance and i cant go to my gmas either cuz her and her bf john are fighting..BoOoOoO! lol i got woked ^ at 6:00 this moring and then i went bak to bed cuz my mom told my daddy that i was sick with a ear ache so they went outta town to tallahhassee and lake city or w/e and then they came home at bout 2:30 && we went to the doc at bout 3:15 and the doc gave me all kinds of meds..2 kinds of pills one as big as a damn horse pill so its hard to swallow and the other one is little.. lol and then 2 thangs of ear drops and gosh thats alot of sutff to take or put in my lil ole ear!:( Gosh i hate bn SICK!..kjvdbkajbd...<

Current mood: sick
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

8:28PM - kOoOoOoL dayy....

kay well today was camo day fer homecoming week && senior rat day too && wow! hehe there was alotta ppls wereing camo but LMAO ..the ppls that were Rats were laughing my @$$ off FUNNY!:)) Ronnie Armsrtong got dusty white && james garrison fer his rats && hehe they were dressed ^ as women in dresses && everythang:P haha! but NEWAYS in 1st period kirtney, me && bertney got a picture with all of us in our camo shirts so thats kool...and then came second period where i Tryed to sleep but dang ole mrs turner kept buggin us to wake up( me,georgie&&ashley tryed to sleep) soOoOo we all woke ^ && then she tryed to get us to say sumthing bout this dumb story we are reading outta the text book && Nobody would say nethang SOO we all had to write down what we thought it meant or w/e!lol so we did it then we read the rest of the story && then the bell rang && we went to 3rd period which is study hall/enrichment w/e..neways well ya know how i told yall bout them having senior rat today..? well ronnie is living with britt where they did the senior ratting and josh keen whos a freidn of theres stayed with them and they were drinking like crazy last nite && josh came into 3rd period which we have in the gym and cme ^ there and just laid down on my lap :) hehe and kinda like slept lol it was toOoO funny:P && i had my legs crossed and he didnt have newheres to put his hand so he put it bettween my legs like at the part where i had em crossed hehe it was a had to be there moment;) but i felt bad fer him cuz he got FUCKED ^!:| but it was allll ggooodd! then came 4th period Blah! then 5th Blah! then came lunch && i got me sum food && took it outside to stand with my ppls && ate it YummY!:){it seems like i always end ^ talkin bout food..LMAO} but Josh && A.J && Lex && Duran all kept poking me && tickiling me it was funny:P well then the damn bell rang and 6th (pottery) came and i started workin on my Box form which i taught would be easy but turns out it aint:( lol then Jonathan Rose came && sat with me && started playing around with the grog and talkin to me && helping me with it && that was fun ..this kid is really really cute && all BUT!...he goes out with one of my friends && he kinda sorta flirts with me && i dk what to think of it:|...gosh boys are soo confusing but it was kool fer him to sit with me cuz yea he is cute:) but neways then the bell rang Again and 7th (last period yayaya) came and it was personal fitness well i taught we had to dress out and go to the gym but turns out mrs.bethea had a V-ball game to coach and told the other girls not to dress out && i didnt hear her && dressed out then sumone tells me Oh we aint dressing out:(:|:( OMgosh..jdfbiqysvdoashud... no it was all good least we got to go into the gym and sit around && talk:) && plus Lex skipped again to come inot the gym so that was fun!:) but neways bradley(my annoying cousin) kept takin my wallet and running off with it **CanWeSayDummy?** hehe then the bell rang finally and we got to go home:D so the bus ride home was okay me && travis finally got to sit 2gether:) and we talked but this dumb lil boy named Aj kept talkin to us && bugging us -damnit- lol but then he had to get off:'( && we went on home then guess who was at mrs.karens ...Sheena..Sundee was there yesterday its like there trying to ell me sumthing;) damn bitches im sorry but i cant stand them 2 girls no matter how hard i tyr or how hard my mom tells me tooo..I CANT SORRY! neways then my mom came && picked me && my baby brother Noah ^ ..then we came home and i had to fold clothes and do sum socks b4 i could get on here:| so its all good then my mom tells me that we aint rding mrs.karens bus nemore cuz its to hard on her..{doIlookLikeiGiveAdamn?} GOSH!!!!! that means we gotta ride the stupid bus that comes by us:|:|:| gosh i hate this ...kjbfvj;kdbfvkjadfbvkjsbdfvljbdvkjtrbnhelwrn...UGHUGHUGH!!!!!!!! i sooo wish i had my car:'( but i guess it will be okay mom says when she can get help with my g-pa ..we can start riding it bak..but in the mean time No More Sitn with Travis:(:(:( but at least Jayce && Duran && Aj && Dwayne are on that bus so yayayayay!:) but i guess ima go && Update my site so talk to yalls lata!
xoxo-MuChLoVe-xoxo
Nikkers

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Current mood: energetic
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

10:16PM - Goe Me Sum New PJ's!

hey i just got home from wally world && im so excited hehehe!:) i got me sum new eeyore pj's fer pajama day tomorrow at school ..so yayayayayayayaya!:) *~WOOT-WOOT~* lol welp gtg to shower then bed ..lol good nites:) xoxo-NiKkI-xoxo

Current mood: hyper
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8:04PM - CrraaazzYYY day.....:P

kay well today was sunday && of course bn sunday is church day so we all got up and ate breakfast && got ready && went && like half the ppls that usually go wernt there hehe it was a very small congregation:| but it was all good ...then we came home from church && my daddy had cooked us sum sloppy joes fer Lunch YumYum! then i came and got on here && started lookin at ppls Myspace's...&&& WOW! i didnt know there were soooo many dayumm Gay guys! && it kinda suxs that there gay cuz alotta of them were really hott..well i added alot of em cuz thye are soo fun to talk to like about shopping and guys && stuff like that HAHA! and this one guy i had emailed last nite askin if he really was gay cuz i simply didnt believe it..answered me bak and me && him have been chatting like all day lol its really kool:) but neways off that subject i added a new page to my Piczo site called Mah Surveys && Quizes Its All these thangs i got off the MYspace sites and did they are perty cool go check it out ... http://xo-xonikkiluvsyewxo-xo.piczo.com but lol guess what tomorrow is..Well To Start off its Homecoming Week so thats alotta fun but Tomorrow is P.J Day so we are going ^ town soon t get me && my lil brother Jerry wayne whos 16 sum p.j's so yayayayaya..its gonna be alotta FUN!:):):) Kirtney aka Courtney is bringing her cam so that will be fun too! ima get sum of the pics she takes && post em on my site so be lookin out fer that:P well its time to eat ( were having grilled chicken && other yummy stuffs) so i guess i will talk to yall latas!:) byes! Much Luv! xoxo-NiKkI-xoxo

Current mood: crazy
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

5:56PM - Okay Day!:)

OoOoK!... so today was a Very Okay day lol! it started out with me wakin up at bout 10:00 and my daddy feeding all the kids and then i had to clean ^ the kitchen..which is my chore so no biggies and then i folded sum clothes so i could get on the computer..soOo i got on && started talkin to Kirtney and Lisa and all my ppls and then i worked on my site fer a lil bit then my mom decides to go to town to see my Great Aunt Lillie Belle who was having a Yard Sale && My mom LOVES those thangs lol so we went && she got me a bible cover fer my bible so yayay! hehe then we went && checked the mail and then we came home..so when we got home i decided to cook all the kids sum hotdogs && dang they were gone like thatlol but the i cooked me sum soup {roman noodles} and ate em up lol then i came bak in here && got on the computer! so i messed around on it fer a lil while longer && then got tired of it cuz nobody was online && went && watched sum TV ..then my momma came in my rrom and says do yew wanna go to town again and i said yea so we went && she let me Drive which was FuN! i LOVE to drive it roxs mah soxs! But i feeel way more better then i did last nite cuz i aint been really thanking of Travis && i decided i dont wanna go with him to Homecoming ..Ima go with Courtney && Lis so that will be FUN..yayayayayaya! WOOT-WOOT! lol Its gonna be a Girls Nite Out Heck Yes!But neways bak to Now well tonite lata me && momma && Aunt Michelle Are gonna go to Wally World so that will be fun hehe i guess O Yea! we dyed my 2 youngest brothers hair BLonde! Noah && Bubba Look sooo Silly But then we highlited Jerrywaynes hair too (he is my brother whos a year younger then me) Then Paul my moms friends Son wanted his blonde too so we did his they look TrAzY! but i washed it out and it turned out okay...but ima go and see what my mom && dad and all them are doin outside so talk to yall latas! *MuCh LoVe-NiKkI-*

Current mood: bouncy
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Friday, September 30, 2005

12:29PM - bOoOOOooOoOOO!

ok..so today was a very WEIRD day lol i woke ^ with a headache and decided to go ahead && go to school cuz i wanted to talk to Travis mainly..but damn him once again he goes to the bak of the damn bus and goes to sleep or sumthing!:( gosh that pissed me off cuz yesterday he did the same thang that morning && that afternoon he rode sumwhere home i guess with Adam:| UGH!!!! {lidfhjpboadfpvjikbdfipjbdjvb} so i called my g-ma and told her that i had a headache so she came && picked me ^ && i came home && slept and then helped my daddy clean ^ the house cuz my mum is outta town so yea but i mainly just wanted to get away from school i swera i freakin hate that damn place! But.. that really pisses me off but my friend Lisa tells me Not To be Mad at him but how can i not the kid knows i wanted to talk to him but no damn him he goes && sits sumwhere else or rides with sumone else and then we cant tALK!!!! ugh im like really mad && i dk why i mean gosh i think ima be sooo freakin glad when we do move bcuz then i can get AWAY FAR AWAY from these freakin confusing @$$ perry boys! but then when we do move ima prolly miss the hell outta all of em ecspeially of course Travis && Ronnie...&& plus i really wanna lose the Big *V* b4 i do go up there cuz ya knows && i thinkin ima lose it To Travis bcuz he wants it too and i know he would be extra nice about it && all that but damn it times like this ..i just dk! but yea i think i mite actually Love Him but i wont never tell him that...untill i dk just untill..well his brother tells me not to worry bout it ..thats how he is but damn he needs to freakin GROW ^! damn it starts acting his age not his damn shoe size! well ima go and take a shower and try and get over him fer 2nite i guess i will write more lata! love yall xoxoNiKkErSxoxo

Current mood: confused
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