VITALS
Full Name » Nicole Marie Appleton
Birthdate » December 7th, 1974
Height » 5'6"
Hair » Blonde.
Eyes » Brown
Residence » Belsize Park, London.
Birthplace » Mississauga, Canada.
Nationality » Canadian
Occupation » Singer
Family » Mary. Ken. Rachel. Lee. Lori. Nat. Liam H. Gene. Frankie. Liam G.
Album Discography » ˝All Saints˝ (1997). ˝Saints and Sinners˝ (2000). ˝Everything's Eventual˝ (2003).
Filmography » ˝Honest˝ (2000).
Saints » Shaznay. Mel. Nat.
Hobbies » Singing. Looking after Gene. Being obnoxious. :D
Loves » Cliff, singing, dancing, acting, tequila, writing, vanilla coke, adidas, ASDA, candy, clubbing, movies...
Dislikes » Bastards :: refrains from linking a few bastards ::
Description » Crazy. Wild. Confident. Friendly. Loving.
Must-Have Items » ciggies. vanukka oke. adidas trainers. denim waistcoat.
Awards » Smash Hits Award - ΄Best New Act΄//΄Best R&B΄ (1997). BRIT Award - ΄Best Video΄//΄Best Single΄ (1998). MTV Award - ΄Best New Act΄ (1999). MTV Award ΄Best International Group΄ (2000).

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QUOTAGE
» `People imagine pop stars in their prime are immune to life's pains. The idea is that we have everything and that protects us. It's not true`

» `Nat nicknamed us Butch and Boss when we were small - naturally she was boss - and the bottom line was, I had to what she said or I couldn't go to her birthday parties.`

» `... I liked being the pretty one that stood in the back. I just want to be the pretty one that stood in the back; that was my job - "The Pretty One That Stood in the Back"`

» `Giving birth was was easier than having a tattoo.`

» `Liam's been saying that he'd been watching me on TV for a bit... and because I was a big Oasis fan I was a bit, 'Ooh, hello' when we met. I wasn't as confident as I usually am.`

HYPO-ARY
Dronk - v. Drink
Eva - n. Ever
From - v. From
Genes - n. Jeans
Hypo - n. Typo
Icest - n. Incest
Kelly - n. Jelly
Serbet - n. Sherbet
Shit - n. Shirt
Stills - n. Skills
Vanukka Oke - n. Vanilla Coke
Vite - v. Invite

DATES
May 25th - Box Live, Liverpool.
June 15th - Summer FX, Milton Keynes.
June 28th - Saturday Show.
June 29th - Popworld Screening.
July 5th - BRMB, Birmingham.
July 11th - GMTV.
July 12th - Witness Festival, Dublin.
July 14th - Everything Eventually Released.
July 13th - T in the Park, London.
July 16th - Top of the Pops, London.
July 26th - GAY PRIDE.
August 16th - V2003, Staffordshire.
August 17th - V3 Festival, Chelmsford.

» Subject: Things - Like a walk in the park... » Time: 11:41 am. » Mood: devious » Music: Things - Robbie Williams & Jane Horrocks

I woke up this morning bright and early and while still half asleep and trying to make my way to the bathroom I tripped over what appeared to be Gene's new kitten toy from McDonalds and my Cliffy from when I was little, having sex in my shoes! Oh and before I go and leave this incredibly SHORT post, I have to correct my lovely boyfriend who said in his last post that I had `taken up posting questionable photographs as my new hobbie`... Mmm, how very wrong can one man be, I haven't taken up posting questionable photographs as my new hobbie, even though I am posting a `questionable photograph` in this post too... my hobbie is not that, my hobbie is to make this man's life hell before he returns the favour. I'm such a nice loving fiance... I deserve my wedding in a working men's club, I do.

16 Were True They Love Everything That you Do.

» Subject: As if I can think of a subject... » Time: 1:11 pm. » Mood: exhausted » Music: Can't Get It Back - Mis Teeq

I'm sure my mind has shut down and is now working on the smallest output it can manage due to exhaustion, I went to check to see if I had any comments to my Stellar post and I went to Sexaholics ... why? Absolutely no idea, I definitely didn't post in there. I'm surviving on around five hours of sleep collective this week, I feel like a zombie, a couple more days like this and Natalie's going to transform into the computer game freak she is... in other words, she's going to slay me. I can picture it now, rising from my tomb, walking down the stairs, a groan of disapproval here and there and she'll jump out and chop off my head! Knowing her, she's probably already planning my demise with her evil twin Noel. I'm supposed to meet Kate (Thornton) in about twenty minutes, I'm not at all ready, in fact I'm sitting here at the computer with a towel on my head typing away instead. She'll understand my shabbiness, she's my great mate Kate... and I can't believe I just said that. See what I mean about the mental shut down? Yesterday Kate and I took Gene to the park, good excuse to catch up on all the gossip while Gene plays contentedly with the other kids. Kate does the Pop Idol show with Ant and Dec, she gets to meet all the budding and not so budding stars of the show, so she's always full of hilariously funny stories from there. She was telling me how a man stripped to his underwear during his audition and not only was he in his underwear, but they were spiffy 70's style patterned Y-fronts along with his shoes and socks, he was very serious and when ripped apart by the judges, especially Simon Cowell, as you can imagine, anyway in the end the man broke down and they came to an agreement not to show it... it's a cruel world, is Pop Idol. That would have been priceless though, it's a shame... why am I grinning evilly again? I've got such a habit of that now, it's not good at all, people will start thinking I'm a devil or something soon. I got carried away with the Pop Idol stories, I'm sorry, they just amuse me. Anyhow, at the park yesterday Gene met a little girl, well, she wasn't exactly little, not compared to him, she was about six or seven... they played for a little while in the sand pit and then she invited him to play Mums and Dads with her friends. You'd have expected him to play the baby, being by far the smallest of the group, but no... oh no, he chose the part of the dad and was quite adamant none of the other boys were going to take it from him. It was funny, if not a little scary watching them, he got married, had children... everything! In the space of half an hour. Gene's a lot like his dad though, he got bored quickly and decided he would rather dig for bugs in the sand... luckily he didn't find any, he loves to bring them back to me when he does, and I'm terrified of things like that! He's never bought me a spider... the day he does I think I'll cry. Alright I need to get a move on, but before I go I need to share my amusement with you again... I was taking some nail polish off with some cotton tips, take a glance down at the pot, read through the various foreign directions listed on the side, only to become highly amused that in Finland, they're called: Pumpulipuikkoja's. How great is that... Liam? If and when we produce more offspring... we've got a name already. Pumpulipuikkoja Appleton-Gallagher, how about it?

2 Were True They Love Everything That you Do.

» Subject: With tangerine trees and marmalade skies... » Time: 4:05 pm. » Mood: mellow » Music: Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds - The Beatles

I realise I've been lurking a hell of a lot the past few days, and I apologise to those I've not been around to talk to when I said I would, I apologise for not having done the things I said I would do, apology after apology, hopefully to be accepted. I'm in such a weird mood, I miss my sister like crazy. She's only been gone a few days and she's coming back soon, but I'm still... for some reason allowing myself to complain about it. It's stupid, insanely stupid! I mean, I've done it before, been without her... we've lived in different countries for ages without each other. When mum and dad split up when we were little, I lived with Lori and dad and Natalie lived with mum and Lee, in two separate countries. When we were starting out with All Saints, before Natalie joined, I lived alone in London while the rest of my family was in New York, I learned to be very independant... though I lived on cereal, pot noodles and the occasional dinner cooked by Shaz or Mel's mums, because I quit my job for All Saints and couldn't afford anything more, I still survived. I think I've become a lot more dependant the past couple of years. Now I've got Gene and Liam with me all the time, both my parents are just a short drive away, same with my two eldest sisters and I've been as good as living in Natalie's pocket since we became Appleton, same goes for Liam H and Rachel... we've all become a lot closer... The Liams, Gene, Rachel... me and Nat, we spend a hell of a lot of time together. I'll stop whining now and write about something less... whiny. I spent a couple of days away from home while Liam was off doing something Oasis related, I took Gene to Lori's for one of the days... she cooked dinner and it was lovely, but there's only so much time you can spend at Lori's before you start feeling slightly unwelcome, so Gene and I went to visit my parents, he loves it there even if they don't have all too many toys for him to play with... he likes the attention! Liam's back now, we've been spending a lot of quality, very much needed time together, with Gene. I suppose Liam was beginning to think I was more interested in spending time with Natalie than him, which I guess from some people's perspectives, it might seem that way, but it's not at all... I love Nat and we do spend an awful lot of time together, but that doesn't mean I haven't got time for anyone else... especially Liam, I'm completely in love with him, he's the father of my beautiful son, we're going to get married some day and I'd be content to spend the rest of my life with him, so I'd say, if he wants my time, he can have my time, any time, always. Now before I go, Happy Birthday Shirley Manson and I need to go and welcome the newbies, I also have two new icons. I hope everyone has a lovely day.

9 Were True They Love Everything That you Do.

» Subject: Happy Birthday TO YOU... » Time: 3:30 pm. » Mood: cheerful » Music: My Immortal - Evanescence

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIAM HOWLETT!! My lovely mohawked brother-in-law. I hope you have the best day mate... and if that includes my sister's help, please for the love of God and my own sanity... keep it down? Thanks ;) Nicky x I don't think the image is big enough to mess up anyones layout, if I'm mistaken, please feel free kick my ass as hard as you wish because layout destroyers suck very very much. Thank you.

2 Were True They Love Everything That you Do.

» Subject: Well I don't know, do you? » Time: 2:50 pm. » Mood: blank » Music: Overrated - Siobhan Donaghy

This is a forewarning, the following entry is one long ramble, slightly emo and probably very boring, I wouldn't blame you for not reading it. Ahem... and for the record, Natalie Appleton is the best sister in the world and I do love Liam Gallagher with all of my heart. Here goes nothing... There couldn't be much of a worse time to be fighting so much with Liam, I'm in the middle of doing V3 and after all of the nasty stories printed about me and Nat recently, I really could do with his support. As care free as I seem sometimes, I really do care, it does hurt when people write horrible things about us, if not for me, then for her... for the both of us as `Appleton`. I don't know what's going wrong, if it was just with Liam, then I'd understand a little bit more, but it's not. I'm fighting with Natalie a lot more than I ever have too. I hate it, I really do... there was once a time where I'd have both of them behind me without a doubt, if something went wrong with one, I would always have the other to run to, to find comfort in... I haven't felt as alone as I did last night, in a long time. Both Nat and Liam were against me, my parent's weren't within reach, my friends where busy with their own lives and for a moment there, I just wanted to crawl into a whole and disappear. I discovered something though, something I'll always treasure. Last night, Liam came to see us after our show, I was really happy to see him and for a second I thought the feeling was mutual, a hug, a kiss and a "you were great, babe." Then he handed me Gene and went off towards the beer tent. I know I should be more grown up, but that pissed me off, I'd missed him all day and all I wanted to do was spend some time with him and Gene before they went home, he seemed uninterested... as though the beer would make for a better time than me. I got annoyed and I admit, I was just looking for something, anything to cut into him with. Gene's finger nails were purple, usually I'd have laughed and made a joke about it, but this time it was enough of a stupid reason for a fight, I handed Gene to Nat and went after Liam, said some things I didn't need to say, got some back that I didn't want to hear. It ended up with us storming off in opposite directions, me towards my tent and Liam towards the beer. Natalie happened to cross my fuming path didn't she... asked me a simple question and I blew up at her too, she didn't want to hear it, again Gene was shoved into my arms and I was given a look that would have put out an army if looks could kill... another person I love was pushed away. I ended up sitting in the tent alone, flicking through a magazine, trying to kid myself that everything was fine. I started to fill in a cross word, the final straw came in the form of `3 Down; Surname of the brothers in Oasis. (9)`, I took it as a sign as annoying as it was that this question had to be in my cross word at that time, I'm a keen believer in signs. I threw the magazine down and decided I was being stupid, that I should go and find Liam, sort things out before he went home and I felt a million times worse than I already did. I was almost to the beer tent when I over heard Liam talking to a couple of his friends, one of them complimented mine and Nat's performance, then went on to say something about Liam being lucky to have me, that I was `really cool`, Liam didn't agree, no, he said ``yer not engaged to 'er mate.`` Again, I know I was probably just being stupid, and he was probably joking, we're always joking about, being pseudo nasty to each other, but with the tone of things between us lately, I couldn't do much but take it seriously. I really don't think he realises sometimes. I went back to my tent without saying anything to anyone, maybe it shouldn't have, maybe I'm a drama queen or maybe it's just plain stupid, but it hurt. Usually, when I'm in a bad mood, I want to be alone, but this time I didn't, I waited for ages for someone to come and see if I was alright, but I'd already made sure that wasn't going to happen... sometimes I wonder, how I can be so horrible to people at times and still expect them to come running when I need them. How selfish? Very selfish. I can't take the fighting and arguing, it's turning me into a horrible person, I'm snapping at everyone for things I'd normally be laughing at. I wouldn't blame people if they started avoiding me because of it. As for my discovery, sitting there feeling sorry for myself, the silence within the tent was disturbed by a tiny snore. I turned to find the most precious, important thing in my world, Gene. He had crawled under my coat and fallen asleep, during the time I was too busy fighting with his auntie, his dad and anyone else I could find to blow up on, to pay attention to him. I suddenly felt sick, how could I be so blind, so wrong. Unnecessary arguments and all the feeling bad for myself, hoping someone would notice I needed them, when all the time there was someone who needed me. I felt like a hypocrite, if I could have slapped myself I would have... then, he opened his eyes and the first thing he did was smile up at me, happy to see me, full of innocence and without a care in the world... right there and then, I knew everything would be alright. ( Delta Goodrem Lyrics )

59 Were True They Love Everything That you Do.

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» I Started There.

»» I just needed you to comfort me, and I have tried to make it right; and I don't know that I feel so sure, but I think that we missed out. So I've sung this song to you, and I just want you to say to me; Don't worry cause I'll always be there, there for you. (in the heavens above) Don't worry cause I'll always be there, there for you; always be there. All I wanted was to stand alone, so is there a place that we could meet? and you see this face within your face and I, stayed away but I'm back to hear you. - ^{Don't Worry}

»»» Just a little bit of confidence. Just a little bit of self assurance. Take it from the beginning starting with the way I feel inside. It’s enough to make me wanna run and hide, it’s an ugly feeling. Is it because the way you are? Did you ever think you’d come this far? As far as I’d like to. Just a little helping hand from you. I’m sure you’d know exactly what to do, I’m ready and waiting. - ^Hallelujah

»» Dressing up with no effort, got my hair up in a pony tail. My jeans are getting rugged, gonna buy myself another pair. Got a call from my boyfriend; saying he'll be here at seven, said he made a reservation... at a local dinin' station; as I walk down the street, puddles soaking up my feet in the water there's reflections of the city streets projections. Stand and face me, just in case you miss a chance or two; embrace me .. keep on walking holding hands tight, lets enjoy this dark and rainy night. Started here, started there, but my skirts a knot and I don't care. I got home, kissed my daughter. Jumped into bed with my lover. Listen to Harry Potter on the cassette player audio. - ^{Everything Eventually}

» Got a little me, livin' deep inside of me of Twenty years of livin' with my family in poverty... The fail of tears and the pain and the fear; I can't get cured I'm failed by economy, ethics semantics a question of morality; I'm checking out the body for alternative authority, can't kill cancer with a teratology. Got you inner child with curly and photography, livin' in a pyramid taking it to the hippy chick. Ship the two but hustling, I'm also hoping it keeps me fitter, for longer, jump your bones forever. It ain't medical, its purely metaphysical. - ^M.W.A.

»» I've taken pleasure knowing that you never really knew me at all (it's your lost). All the nights I've waited at home by the phone and hoping it will ring ding ding ding a ding ding." - ^{Ring-A-Ding-Ding}

»»» There's nothing left of me; there's nothing left for you, we're stealing time, 'cause its easy stop them... you've got the best of me, I've seen the worst of you. I'm crazy now, but my mind is fighting. Maybe I'll think of you... Maybe your sick of me, the days and the nights and the rest of your life, then. There's nothing left for you, I'm kinda reeling too. - ^{Supernaturally}

»» Let's not be polite tonight, let me feed your apetite, playing games from way back when I was nine and you were ten. All grown up now that's the past, we can play for real at last, so relax and let it flow, let me see how far you'll go. You wont fall back on your own, here I come, you're not alone, my ohh my ohh, havent you grown. - ^{All Grown Up}

» When you walk on by with your head held high, it's a wonder you've ever seen me cry. At the end of the day; when no words left to say, just stop and say hellp. Can't you see me hiding from these tears of mine, don't pretend that you can't see me. As far as you're concerned, I'm doing fine. How do you get up so easily? - ^{Waiting For Your Love}

»» Its Five O'Clock in the morning, and I give up on sleep. Life with a conscience, I decide to walk away. So I find my posessions and slide from your room. With no wrong regrets I push myself in to the streets. - ^5am

»»» Time has no delay; as we move to another day, while the world is turing over; Night and day are just a passing phase, and you know, you know its gonna go. When your call... just reach out, grab a hand, 'Cause there's nothing wrong like sharing what you feel inside. - ^{Long, Long Road}

»» This time I see the future in my hand - and this time I know I’ll try to understand. 'Cause this time it’s seems the final act is over... and you can feel it too, and now the child has grown, and I’m left on my own, and you know I’m waiting for it to be said. - ^Anyone

» You're the star in your hall of fame. Now I cant explain how you made your name; and I know in my heart, it's not happenning. Even though you know something, you dont know everything. Can you stand tall, with your head so hot and your back against the wall? 'Cause I know that there's nothing wrong with me. Absolutely nothing wrong with me; 'cause everything you do or say, if something took it turn away, I'll tell you how it's gonna be. - ^{Blow My Mind}