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Don't worry I haven't disappeared. I just needed some down time.
Firstly, thank you very much to everyone that welcomed me. Way to make a guy feel loved ;)
Secondly, I feel like I should apologize for the rest of my life to Tom and Danny for what happened the other night. I have no good reason to justify what happened. I ran into Tom at a store, he looked upset, I invited him back to my house...and things went down from there. I'm glad everything is being resolved between him and Danny. It lessens the guilt.
I guess I should also apologize to Aly for our conversation the other night. I got pretty darn close to freaking her out. Although, I thought she was pretty freaked out. It wasn't a joke per se...more of a...test to see if she'd love me platonically no matter what. Well, I was trying to get some laughs with the bestiality remarks. However, test or no test, I really do hold an opposing opinion to you on that matter, Aly. But sorry for going on like that and giving you a near heart attack.
I'm sure I could find other things to apologize to other people about, but then I'd be here all night and I'm not keen on that idea. Sooo.
I guess there's a little bit of confusion for someone people in regards to my sexuality. There's some confusion for me too. I guess you can say I'm a one-woman bisexual. Granted I find other women to be attractive, but I have Tressa, and she'd have my nuts if I went for any other girl anyway. I'm serious, she could easily make me her boy-bitch. Don't be fooled by her, she's one tough cookie.
However, guys do float my boat. Might come off as a little surprise for some, might not for others. It's kind of something I've kept to myself...as I've been coming to terms with it. As any one can tell, I've obviously come to terms with it. And Tressa does know. I'm all about honesty in relationships. She wasn't thrilled about it at first, and I imagine she's still not entirely ok with it, but she understands that it's a fact she has to accept, because nothing can be done to change it. She often asks me what would happen if I fell in love with a guy. I honestly can't say. I love her to pieces, and I don't know if I'd let her go. Then again, I'd feel selfish if it came to a point where I fell for a guy...you know, having two lovers...kind of a greedy thing to me. Not that I have anything against threesomes. Kind of hard to be accepting of incest but not of polygamy.
Other than all of that, I have a charity auction going on on my site, which is a annual thing for a good cause so you better check it out. And Aly wants me to hang out sometime soon, which would be great. Also, I'd like to try and make it to a Common Rotation show if I can. Heh. They kick some major ass.
There. I've updated. I feel less slackerish.
EDIT: I LOVE ELIZA A LOT IN A VERY PLATONIC WAY
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