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Monday, December 17th, 2012
5:10 pm - sleep study and other updates

I have to undergo a sleep study and trying to keep a log of when I fall asleep and when I wake up, that will be a bit difficult at times there but trying to get a notebook for this so I can write this down. I am sure that the doctors would like to see all this written out because it will help them with the sleep study. It had been ten years since I did one of these and they were asking about the nightmares too in the paper that I have to fill out and trying to find a way to get to the study so I can take part in this. Yeah I am a bit nervous to see what they find out because I haven’t had a descent night sleep since being on the medication that they put me on at night – it had helped some when I go to sleep with the medication that was prescribed to me.
    I wrote of the last study too for those who had been on the codexed journal and now doing this for t he record on the blog at blurty.com. Connection pending my computer had been on sleep mode and couldn’t been awakened on my own. If I did a no show on the study that is a huge chunk of change that I don’t always have. They were asking about my alcohol intake which I really don’t drink that much when I do drink. The connection I use is a slow connection and with a new internet service provider that takes from the checking account on the 12th day of the month, so this sleep study is now on pending status if I can get a ride there and back.
    It sucks not being able to drive and having to depend on some kind of bus to get somewhere though the good outweigh the bad on the bus situation. There is a hospital bus that I take I am trying to find out a way to get to the sleep study because I need to be out of the study about 6:15 AM the next day – that will be a complicated deal trying to get home from the study after going there. I will have to call the one bus if possible to get me there by the time they need me to be there. This is one of those times I wish I was able to drive myself because I can’t leave the relative alone in the house when I am gone for prolonged amounts of time.
    I am sweating bullets right now because it isn’t because of nerves because it is so hot in the house because of the relative likes to keep things heated in the house. I had written of the nightmares I had but the one I remember the most vividly is the one about the radio show call in being the asshole who keeps calling me a retard on the air and I actually cuss him out on the radio (that didn’t happen because I would had been thrown out of the station, but I had that in my head a lot of the time when I was going on the air.)

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Saturday, November 17th, 2012
9:22 am - new freebie posted on Codexed

Weird As It Comes is a dark nightmare that came about when I lived in Iowa about the anchorwoman that was kidnapped in Mason City, Iowa. I have a new blog too on http://unclefossil.wordpress.com. The wordpress will be like this one in the way I am conversational with the tone of the blog, and don't promote as I do with InsaneJournal where I also do the vlog too. I haven't done a blog here in a month and hopefully I can get some readers for the codexed.com journal and get my website updated. I need to get the files for the website on the new computer so I can update the website with a guestbook. I had pulled out two from the archives too The Gathering Sick and A Gothic Dream from the diary-x courtesy of waybackmachine.org.
     I do have a date tonight and going to a place that I haven't ate at in Joliet, Illlinois. This place is Chicago Street Bar and Grill, the date is with the sister of my ex-girlfriend when I was 19 years old. I had been posting pictures and video over on tumblr. I do the day to day and the business postings on that blog too as well as pictures from my travels too. This is something I kept for a good part of a year -- I have kept this one for almost a decade and the journal on insanejournal for eight years. These two are the most stable of the journals and try to keep things conversational and informal with this journal.

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Thursday, October 4th, 2012
2:59 pm - this is over on InsaneJournal.com

10 - 4 - 2011 has a free read that is an exclusive to the insanejournal.com account and this is a first time I am sharing s omething like this over there, and the video from last year when I was talking about the anthology is posted here too because that was also on tumblr.com. I don't have a lot of time on the computer here to talk about it but I have written out a bunch of entries that I am going to be typing up for Codexed.com and for this journal -- the composition book will be a digital print book that I will be releasing as a 8.3 x 5.8 trade paperback as an A4 when it is all typed out. the entries on there will be on codexed for free in part but not all of them will be like that.

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Friday, June 1st, 2012
4:18 pm - now if you own IPAD

You can read my first anthology, Tabloid Purposes for just $3 that's a deal for those who want to know where it all started for me as a publisher that would be it. My namesake 2 arrived to the house and need to fix something on it but can't do it until I get the monitor. I am doing this update from the library and will be tweeting the entry for those who had been following me on twitter with the @npacione account. I will be doing some video when I get a new video camera and will be mentioning that I announced the guidelines for the next anthologies -- I am still looking for stories to publish for the nonfiction anthology. That will be an edit as I go thing while everything else is being worked on. I am still looking for submissions to go into The Ethereal Gazette: Issue 14 -- I am late with this issue because of my grandmother passing away. I am just now promoting the second namesake. The guidelines for the next few anthologies are posted on tumblr.

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Saturday, May 12th, 2012
10:13 am - without a monitor
So until I get the new monitor I cannot go and finish the editing of Issue 14 of the magazine the good news is that I can still take submissions for that issue though so if you want to submit keep them coming. I will be doing updates on both here and InsaneJournal.com I can't invest in a new guestbook right now for Writings From The Grave too right now but I will use the fan page for the website as the guestbook for right now so go ahead and join that fan page for the time being. I am at the library from time to time to update the blog and to do status on facebook and twitter so follow me at either of those places I am @npacione on twitter. My facebook's format changed when I was out over the weekend last month so if you want to see what's up for me you can see me on facebook and drop me a message over there. I am promoting the anthology still though but if you want the books without me telling you where to go for them you can go to Lake Fossil Press and you can pick up some anthologies via Itunes for the Ipad such as Tabloid Purposes: Book Five. I will be submitting out again when I get the new monitor in the house. I am not sure if this would be compatible with Windows Vista but I have to shop around for this one. I want one that's used within the 3 years old mark and able to last another 8 years.
     I am trying to communicate via my social network as well but I want to get the link for that one soon as I can because I can't remember the link to that one right now for the life of me. I found the ITunes version of the book for those of you who have an Ipad you can read it from there too Lulu.com did a hell of a job in the transition of the book from print to e-book there. The IPad version of the book is listed as 5.49 GBP. I am doing a search for links so people can buy Dirty Black Winter too so my trip to Richmond can be financed via the sales on lulu.com. You can read my new story in the anthology More From A Library Of Unknown Horrors in the pages where the cover of the book is based on the story Wandering In Darkness. I am trying to get everything ready to go for Richmond in October 5, 2012. I am trying to invest in a new video camera that is a little better than the $99 camera I was using for awhile too. I am trying to find a lady to handle the video duties while I do my book trailers for both Dirty Black Winter and the namesake 2. I am looking to have the trailer show on VampireFreaks.com when I have it ready too. Also I saw the thing on the news about NoBama supporting fag marriages now -- I am voicing my views on marriage being between a man and a woman before the witness of God. If you want to know what I believe I share a little bit about that in the Gothic collection Dirty Black Winter.

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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2012
8:27 am - working on a new entry for codexed.com

I am working on a new Codexed.com entry right now but the mean time you can read the last entry on there called Sick Laden. I have a new multi-media blog called A Publisher's Confessional and this is a day to day as well as a video posting. I posted about the freebie read and the link information about where to get it here. I am writing up another nightmare for the journal as I speak and don't have a title for it yet but I might be callling it I Fade that is the working title for this and I am hoping to establish a new readership with this one. I noticed another article about me on another paper too This time a college paper.
      I am at 1400 with the new one right now and I am not going to stop until it reaches about 2400-3400 words. I am trying to hit that range more often here. The new entry right now is about 1400 worrds and it can easy go longer than that when I add the dialog to it. Right now is the countdown before I go to Richmond and will be doing a series of videos on Tumblr and InsaneJournal. This blog here is about my life so those wondering what is going on right now my grandmother is in the hospital and hope she pulls through. I update this blog about four times a day which some might say it's obsessive but if you read some LiveJournals they update every fifteen minutes.
       I got the new anthology done too for those who want to buy the book they can go to Lulu.com and buy copies of the next anthology. I am honored to have worked with both Mick Mercer and Terry Horns Erwin on this one.
     I've been a tweeting fool these days too especially since someone had been trying to call me the fake when my twitter account is real. With that being said I am going to go back to writing this entry so I can have it posted by the middle of the day. The narrative about the nightmare is about 1500 words right now too and trying to see where I can beef the thing up.
     I am nearing four pages with the thing and the dialog aspects is something that wasn't there when I was writing on diary-x.
     My finger is healed up enough for me to be more active with the word processor and man I am abusing the word processor. I have been a writing fool. I reached the word count of Gruesome Cargo in just than one hour and trying to see how long I can make this one in a matter of an hour -- I am trying to find the scripture to pair this up with too.

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Sunday, December 11th, 2011
7:32 pm - that's a new one

The Venereal Gayzette? That's a new one -- seems like they are not mature enough to go on video to explain why they're so willing to vandalize and attempt to destroy a magazine and break it's publisher into folding for good. Saying the magazine is imaginary how can a magazine be imaginary when therea are 13 flesh and blood issues published. I am doing a response to one of the vandals on video as I speak right now, going on video and saying what I said in the response to the vandalisem. Since they are willing to say some vile shit about me in terms of my family, I got a little more vile in return shoving back. This was in the wake of the whole thing going on with Penn State too -- and going around saying I am this kiddie stalker on top of it.
     They really want me calling a day now do they? Well I have no plans on callling it a day anytime soon.
     The whole thing with them willing to use fake addresses for the physical address for the magazine it shows intent to ruin a company or make the illusion that it folded when it hans't closed its doors. I am showing riight now that I am working on the new material right now too. GAME OVER is published -- the real GAME OVER that is. Then the whole thing with them trying to say that "Unicorn Man" is my pen name. That is also childish too. The whole thing with the pussy dressed up as "Unicorn Man" -- that is just plan fucked up and wrong. A real editor wouldn't do someting that low in terms of using a found picture on the internet saying he owns the copyrights to the thing.
     That is exactly what David "Doc" Boyer did when he stole from Activision. A website called FashionIndic.com actually revealed thes photographs on their website -- he's known as Kevin The Unicorn Man. This would be the link to the fudge packer's photo set -- known as the fucker who wears a mohawk and poses as he would prepare for an anal pounding. It was Encyclopedia Dramatica that had pictures of the fruit on their page, and clearly I was doing my research how to nail the loser who is using these pictures for the so-called covers of my magazine. The site that is known for this poofter is Exterface.com. (That place is fudgepacker central.) That fucking site tainted my beloved magazine because it is trying to rob the magazine of it's hardcore, dark imagte that the magazine is very well known for. I hate linking sites like that to my blog because I am not a fag fairy.
     I am doing some further research on this character so I know how to nail AngryInillinois with his barrage of lies he's done about my magazine and my company to make a mockery of my magazine.
     The idenity of the photographer is now revealed and this clears Lloyd Phillip Campbell's name in terms of him not being the face of Lloyd Phillip Campbelll. It forced me to out as him being my pen name. I have a good temptation of sending the people who crreated that sick picture a nasty e-mail letting them know the fag-bait AngryInIllinois is using their work for the covers of my magazine when I don't publish things like that. I will not do things like that, if I was to do a male model with The Ethereal Gazette he better be straight and be in the picture with his wife or girlfriend (biological female) then no fucking nudity. It would be cool if they can do a storyline and take the pictures themselves to help the storyline along. Just as long they are not nudes or erotic in nature.
     I find the love between a man and a woman the most beautiful thing onr can express. No matter how dark it is. The love that speaks its name. I had to figure out a way to nail the bad guy here and the pathological liar in the process. Now I can nail the son of a bitch but I have to be force to reach across the table to nail him though. This is when a Conservative reaches across to get the help of a Liberal.

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1:24 pm - various updates

The full details about the new codexed entry is included with the post on Psyche of a Bipolar. The details were posted on a cut tag, and I made the blogspot blog adults only because of the language. The blogspot this blog and the insanejournal.com account will have vlog entries. The vlog entry on blogspot is a response to those who are trying to get me to quit with being a publisher and a magazine editor -- I have no plans on quitting either. I am working on the next anthology right now and I see things through. I am working to get submissions for the magazine and trying to depend on a word of mouth in doing so as well as trading manuscripts to do so.
      I am looking to do more with having a freebie right up to Writings From The Grave too and updated my Youtube.com channel. The magazine had been vandalized quite a few times within the week alone and the vandals are like a broken record. I have the details up about the anthologiy and the magazine via youtube.com. No one can vandalize a video. I have to reset the reset the magazine a few times a day, but the details for the magazine are listed on the October and November. archives of the online journal for submission details of the magazine. this check is from the Poe Museum, and got this in August 2011
     The losers who are doing that are trying to make me look like a cheapscate by saying payment is a half-eaten onion or a used pair of socks, no that would be Sammi E. Cox when she had House of Horror E-Zine. They have to understand I do pay the writers of the magazine just can't do it all at once, and now that my rent went down $50.00 that can go to the paying the writers starting in February. I need to order copies of Issue 13 and I will be getting those next month before I go to Richmond. I am looking to order three copies of the issue so I can have one for myself for my records, then the others for the museum and write a version of the guidelines to distribute to college campuses. Especially since the local issue is going to come before I know it. I can accept submissions now via facebook too looks like becaiuse of a feature taht you can do with sharing files in messages three too.
     I shared one of my stories with Bone this way a story from Dirty Black WinterI sent him after his lady been attacked. I am just trying to get everyone up to speed on this particular journal because this one is more personal than InsaneJournal.com -- I use that one for business and shoot the shit via video with direct link vlogs for the blog sometimes internjecting with my channel Nick Rants.

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