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No reason to update i just am. I should be at school right now, but i'm not, i am slowy dying here of stomach pains. I still have to go to SCC because we are learning CPR which in fact, is starting to annoy the shit out of me. Oh well, you know what i am really sick of posers, why can't they just be themselves. I dunno. I don't like liars either. Well anyways, this morning i went to my room crying becuase of my mom. She was yelling at me becuase i didn't want to go to shool this morning. Duh i am sick, why would i go to school if i am sick. I still have to SCC and that sucks. I am sick of school. I am glad that Thanksgiving vacation is here next week. Then only a month away is christmas break which is great. I am glad well I am out
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No reason to update i just am. I should be at school right now, but i'm not, i am slowy dying here of stomach pains. I still have to go to SCC because we are learning CPR which in fact, is starting to annoy the shit out of me. Oh well, you know what i am really sick of posers, why can't they just be themselves. I dunno. I don't like liars either. Well anyways, this morning i went to my room crying becuase of my mom. She was yelling at me becuase i didn't want to go to shool this morning. Duh i am sick, why would i go to school if i am sick. I still have to SCC and that sucks. I am sick of school. I am glad that Thanksgiving vacation is here next week. Then only a month away is christmas break which is great. I am glad well I am out
Katie
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No reason to update i just am. I should be at school right now, but i'm not, i am slowy dying here of stomach pains. I still have to go to SCC because we are learning CPR which in fact, is starting to annoy the shit out of me. Oh well, you know what i am really sick of posers, why can't they just be themselves. I dunno. I don't like liars either. Well anyways, this morning i went to my room crying becuase of my mom. She was yelling at me becuase i didn't want to go to shool this morning. Duh i am sick, why would i go to school if i am sick. I still have to SCC and that sucks. I am sick of school. I am glad that Thanksgiving vacation is here next week. Then only a month away is christmas break which is great. I am glad well I am out
Katie
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i haven't up dated in awhile... maybe it is because i have nothing to really talk about. Well, no one evey accepts me for who i am, not even my own dad but its all good i guess. i wish i could please everyone but i guess i really can't. I am so tired and annoyed. i need to do my math homework and my health homework but i really don't feel like doing it at the moment. I am useless in this house according to my dad. but i never have time to do anything becuase i have work, school, homework, and band practice. i dunno there is no pleasing him i guess. i feel sleeping i can't wait till our 4 day weekend. but on friday we have to go to band festival and that sucks. i hate band... i can't wait till school is out!!!! then iwon't be stuck in band and then i will have a car and stuff and i won't be at this dump house. The only people that seeem to care and except me in this house is my mom and eric thats it. I hate my other brother. He is such an asshole and he treats my mom like crap. my mom kepts saying she don't know how much she can take of my dad or brother. when i think about it i cry and there is nothing i can do about it. i wish that life didn't suck so much. The only people that i can really talk to are melissa and tina anymore... no one else wants to talk to me... i am a reject.... a no body. ugh why does everythig have to suck. i will go now and isolate myself from everyone
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[20 Feb 2003|09:23pm] |
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i am pretty dumb when i trust people cause they always abanden me,. maybe there is something wrong with me. i am always screwing something up. i am a total reject and no on cares nor understands me. Why? I hate myself for what i am. I try to make myself believe that things will get better but i can't. Am i really a lame ass? I swear everyone that is around me would be better off if i wasn't around maybe i am a true loser. I have lost everything that is important to me. I have no longer a best friend and i am turning to melissa now for help and i am afraid if i become close with her again she will end up stabbing me in the back like she did before. BUt i dunno. Maybe i should just let it go, cry on her shoulder and if she hurts me i can just dig a hole for my self and i will just cry and pray that it will all become better. The only one i can trust is Tina. I can't talk to anyone else becuase to them i am just a loser that wants some spotlight. if i could just have some one to trust in maybe i would be better offf but i am having trouble finding that someone.
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[04 Feb 2003|08:32pm] |
Salute Your Shorts! You enjoy camping out with yer
buddies and playing tricks on your camp
counselors. Watch out for Zeek the Plumber
What's Your 90's Nickelodeon Show?
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i thought that was the coolest show back in the ol' days
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[04 Feb 2003|06:18pm] |
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Well life today was pretty boring and pathic but it always is. Anywho...
i did pretty much nothing today. we went to 7-11 for lunch today... real healthy. i just got a pop cuase i only had a dollar. lol. anywho then after school i went to work... fun not really... tehn i went for a jog around the block a few times... gotta start exercising and cutting low on the mountain dew... i am getting way too fat lol. probably eating fast food everyday for lunch isn't cutting it either.. lol well i guesss i should headout for now... ttyl buh bye
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why does life suck so much? i swear everyone is always fighting about someone or something or they can't stand each other BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH gives a care? certainly not me cause i am sick of hearing about all the bullcrap that everyone has to say. seriously and i am alway the last one to find stuff and if i didn't know about something, i am an idot. Thats all i get and i am sick of being called an idot over something i frankly don't care about. if it is so important why don't people take it and stick it up their ass and rotate it!!!! UGH! I hate AHHS and all these other SAginaw schools!!! Everyone is too caught in their little worlds to care about the important things. ANyways if you didn't realize (for tose idots out there like myself) i am pissed off right now so i am going to go to bed and hopefully everything will be better in my little dreams... probably not but i can hope can't i?
KATIE
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[26 Jan 2003|09:15pm] |
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sorry i haven't updated in 4 days i haven't had too much too say jus that i am sick of school and my scuence teacger cause she is mean to me. well tomorrow is school and to tell the rtuth i don't feel like going at all so i have to go anyways i don't want my exams to count and besides i on'y have 4th, 5th, and 6th hour to go tomorrow so i won't be to bad after all!!! well i am going to check some email and then i am going to take a shower and all that good stuff. but i shuld stop complaining about science cause no one wnats to hear about it anywys so bye
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sorry i haven't updated in 4 days i haven't had too much too say jus that i am sick of school and my scuence teacger cause she is mean to me. well tomorrow is school and to tell the rtuth i don't feel like going at all so i have to go anyways i don't want my exams to count and besides i on'y have 4th, 5th, and 6th hour to go tomorrow so i won't be to bad after all!!! well i am going to check some email and then i am going to take a shower and all that good stuff. but i shuld stop complaining about science cause no one wnats to hear about it anywys so bye
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hey,
well i decided to update today. I haven't done so in a couple of days because i had nuttin to say and i haven't gotten to much time on the computer. Anyways exams started this week. I got a c on my spanish and i think i got a c on my math one. I think i got at least a B on my English one and an A on my history one. So yeah not as great as i wished it would be but yeah ya know. I don't have spanish anymore i have health now. oh yeah i just love learning about the penis and the vagina. NOT!!!! oh well. I have a different science teacher now ihave no idea why they decided to switch me but they did. Well i guess i will go now not much more to say
KaTie
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[08 Jan 2003|09:11pm] |
 If i was a serial killer i would be Lizzy Borden.
Lizzy Borden, not by definition a serial killer, but a notorious killer nonetheless. One day as her father was napping on the living room sofa Lizzy Borden took an axe and hit her father's head with it repeatedly some where around 40 times, completely disfiguring his face into an unrecognizable mess of blood and gore. Almost immediately after Lizzy attacked her mother in her bedroom, again hitting her head with an axe over 40 times. Lizzie Borden took an axe,
And gave her father forty whacks.
And when she saw what she had done,
She gave her mother forty-one.
kill count: 2
Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!
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[08 Jan 2003|08:44pm] |
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Well Today ws fairly boring. RJ wasn't at school today so it was so fun at luch. I have a crap load of homework and exams are next week AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Oh yeah AManda's grandpa died :'(
1st hr Math - Took a test
2nd hr Spanish - Did book work
10 minute break - Talked to Karen, Allie, Crystal, Sarah and Melissa
3rd Hr Science - Sat there trying to stay awake cause all Mr. Bentson did was sit there and talked about pointless stuff then he gaves us time to do some work.
4th hr History - started my exam review
Lunch - Just sat there really
5th hour English - Watched a boring movie and started my book report
6th hr Band - had an assembly very boring, i fell asleep lol
After School - I went to work really then after that i fell asleep then got up and finished my book report.
current
Mood : tired
Dress : black sweater, blue jeans
jelwery: 2 neckleses, rubber braclets, balls braclet, kittie collar braclet
nails: pink and sparkley
make-up: none
current smell: Junpier Breeze
eating: nuttin
drinking: pepsi
hair: in a clip
time: 8:53 pm
watching: Austin Powers The Spy Who Shagged Me
listening: ^
thing i should be doing: Homework
current annoyance: nuffin
computer wallpaper: same as before
Favorite group right now: nfg and gc
book that u are reading: nothing
worry: that i will fail exams and i won't get all my papers in by FRiday
crush: no one
talking to: No one is really on so no one
PUDDLE OF MUDD LYRICS
"Drift & Die"
Forgotten thoughts of yesterday
through my eyes I see the past
Well I don't know I don't know I don't know why
I Believe I Believe I Believe in the truth, from inside
go away go away go away from me
leave me alone
ignorance spreads lies
how much will money bye
Well I'll take my time as I drift and die
Unwanted live my life a shame
Who's to blame for my mistakes
[Chorus]
as I drift and die [x2]
ignorance spreads lies
how much will money bye
Well I'll take my time
As I drift and die [x5]
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Well today wasn't bad. I got to see Rose. Her flight in Flordia got delayed so she didn't come back till yesterday night. She is such a cool person and she is easy to get along with. Also you can tell her anything and she understands. She is super sweet but the drumline treats her like crap cause she dropped out like she is an alien or something and thats wrong. Well Ashley got her lisence and i told her to come pick me. She said maybe (I was just kidding but she thinks i am for real). Well Any who i will tell u what i did then current the lyrics then i am gonna go and start on that ol' homework.
Before School- Got in the Shower, blow dryed my hair, brushed my teeth and hair, did my make-up, got my backpack together then I left for school
At School - I met up with Karen and then went to my locker then we found Rose and stood outside for awhile.Then i went to 1st hr.
1st hr Math - Talk to Catey and AShley and did a worksheet
2nd hr Spanish - Talk to Catie and reveiwed some stuff
10 minute break - Talked to Karen, Crystal, Sarah and Melissa
3rd Hr Science - Sat there trying to stay awake cause all Mr. Bentson did was sit there and talked about pointless stuff then he gaves us time to do some work.
4th hr History - Did some book work and Finshed!! whew!!!! I thought i would never finish that section in the book
Lunch - Talked to Adam, RJ, Drew, Amanda, Jamie mostly, I tlaked ot the other girls too a little bit
5th hour English - Watched a boring movie and fell asleep. AManda got called down to go home... Allie and I think her grandpa died. HE was really sick and was in the hospital
6th hr Band - Played a very hard song.
After School - I wen to work and then i called my dad and told him to pick me up.
current
Mood : blank
Dress : hoodie, blue jeans
jelwery: 2 neckleses, rubber braclets, balls braclet, kittie collar braclet
nails: pink and sparkley
make-up: lip gloss
current smell: Junpier Breeze
eating: nuttin
drinking: nuttin
hair: in a pony tail
time: 6:01 pm
watching: nuttin
listening: nuttin
thing i should be doing: Homework
current annoyance: nuffin
computer wallpaper: same as before
Favorite group right now: nfg and gc
book that u are reading: nothing
worry: that i will fail exams and i won't get all my papers in by FRiday
crush: no one
talking to: No one i am a very sad person lol :'(
ADAM SANDLER
The Chanukah Song (II) This is great!!!!
Put on your yarmulke
Its time for Chanukah
So much funnaka
To celebrate Chanukah
Chanukah is the festival of lights
Instead of one day of presents
We get eight crazy nights
When you feel like the only kid in town
Without a Christmas tree
Here's a new list of people who are Jewish
Just like you and me
Winona Ryder,
Drinks Manischewitz wine
Then spins a draydle with Ralph Lauren and Calvin Klein
Guess who gives and receives
Loads of Chanukah toys
The girls from Veruca Salt and all three Beastie Boys
Lenny Kravitz is half Jewish,
Courtney Love is half too
Put them together
What a funky bad ass Jew
We got Harvey Keitel
And flash dancer Jennifer Beals
Yasmine Bleeth from Baywatch is Jewish
And yes her boobs are real
Put on your yarmulka
Its time for Chanukah
2 time Ocsar winning Dustin Hoffmanaka
celebrates Chanukah
O.J. Simpson
Still not a Jew
But guess who is,
The guy who does the voice for Scooby Doo
Bob Dylan was born a Jew
Then he wasn't
but now he's back,
Mary Tyler Moore's husband is Jewish
'Cause we're pretty good in the sack.
Guess who got bar-mitzvahed
On the PGA tour
No I'm not talking about Tiger Woods
I'm talkin' about Mr. Happy Gilmore.
So many Jews are in the show biz
Bruce Springsteen isn't
But my mother thinks he is.
Tell the world-amanaka
It's time for Chanukah
It's not pronounced Ch-nakah
The C is silent in Chanukah
So get your hooked on phonica
Get drunk in Tijuanaka
If you really really wannaka
Have a happy happy happy happy Chanukah!
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WEll i didn't write in here yesterday actually but i thought that i should so okay... yesterday i was up pretty early cuase i kept having these werid dreams, so i got up. i decided to watch austin powers in goldmemeber and then i get this call from my boss Tracy asking me to come in on short notice. So i did. Then my mother, 2 brothers, grandpa, grandma, and i went out to eat at Ryan's becasue it was my grandma's birthday. Go figure the only child of my grandma's and grandchildren that take her out on her birthday is my mother and me and my bros. My aunt lynn and uncle richard couldn't take 2 hours out of their lives to come out to eat with us. My Aunt April would have came out with if she was still alive cause she cared about that kind of stuff. And none of my other cousins could come out and eat and stuff with us. I kind of figured that Lindsay and Barry wouldn't come with us tho (Aunt April's kids) cause they live with their dad outside of the city now. But anyways then we came home and then we just hung out i guess. Then this morning i get a call from Sally telling me that she doesn't need me to babysit cause Emma had a fever. Then so instead of sitting around the house all day i decided to go to the mall with Ashley. SO yeah her mom came and took us and then we get there she has her cell phone with her. She talked on it the whole time. I mean we only get to hang out a few times a year so i was ticked. And during that time she desides to invite her friend Chelsea to come and hang out and stuff. My mom was gonna pick me and AShley up when we were done at the mall. AShley askes me if my mom would give Chelsea a ride home. I don't think my mom would have had a big deal about it but Chelsea lives really really out of the way. And plus my mom doesn't know her, not even i know her. So chelsea didn't come but yea i guess i am just complaining so i doesn't even matter. so then we were in one of my favorite stores looking at stuff and she was having a fit cause i was taking so long. She was getting on my nerves. But anyways then i called my mom to come pick us up and then i came home and watched Orange County.
Current
Mood : worried
Dress : hoodie, blue jeans
jelwery: 2 neckleses, rubber braclets, balls braclet, kittie collar braclet
nails: pink and sparkley
make-up: lip gloss, eye shadow, eye liner, foundation
current smell: lily lotion from Avon
eating: nuttin
drinking: Mountain Dew
hair: just down
time: 11:17 pm
watching: uttin
listening: nuttin
thing i should be doing: homework
current annoyance: Ashley
computer wallpaper: same as before
Favorite group right now: nfg and gc
book that u are reading: nothing
worry: that i will never get my homeowrk done
crush: no one
talking to: lori and Chad
Always - Saliva
I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breathe...
or am I the reason you cry...
Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...
I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess i'll pack all my things...
I guess i'll see you around...
Its all... been bottled up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I hear is the sound...
Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...
Always... always... always... always...
I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
the pistol's shakin' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
and now i'm done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...
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