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[02 Sep 2003|04:24pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | ..*..thc-dip..*.. ]



Oh, one mroe thing I wanted to say, I saw this looking through communities...what the fuck ever..Look, again I say hyprocrites, Hmm..I remeber this one time someone refused to make icons of Tara and Willow, because they were gay lovers..AS CHARACTERS? ahahahaha..So, this person said..I can't make those because I dont believe its right and it makes me feel uncomfertable...Hmm, someone must like them, or their song..cause their using the major lesbian song in thier journals..see..fucking hyprocrites...LMFAO..EAT A DICK..Ok, yay I;m all better just a small rant which meant nothing really, but wanted to do it, dont like dont look..saweet..later I'm off.
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..you look familiar..have i threatened you before?..*.. [02 Sep 2003|03:49pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | ..*..potc-underwater march..*.. ]



Have I mentioned my sick obsession with POTC? -sigh- Yes, I think I might have found a decent William to my Elizabeth..but what the hell right ..guess we'll see. HAHAHA...Boo-Ya JULIA..calling your ass.




edit daveia..love your icons by the way..
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..*.. i got a dyslexic heart..*.. [02 Sep 2003|03:09pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | ..*..delbert mcclinton-have a little faith in me..*.. ]




Risk...its a word we all know right? Its a word everyone is afraid of know why? Cause we are all so bound to what is comfertable and what we know, we are afraid to let our fears confide in risk. DAMN THE MAN. See what people and society do to those with hearts that want to do nothing but be happy? I have many friends who want to do what they dream of, what their minds wander off to think about, but because of failure, rejection, and their own fears, they stop...right..who am I you ask? No one really..another speck in this world doing exactly what others are doing..trying to be happy. I risk everyday...I have said this shit before and I will say it again...whats the point of living if you can't risk? Weather that means..jumping off the cliff with bungee, taking a long ass trip to Cali, by yourself...falling in love, taking a class in something you never in the world thought you could and will do, losing semi entertainment and a once friend because of wanting to know the truth, and knowing it. Hell people risk is something we do everyday, waking up Lol, thats a risk we do...so if we can that...and step outside why not try another step?


I care about you...some of you..and I understand not everyone can do what some others do, but one day..one day you will..and your going to fucking be amazed at what you accomplish. Might not be now, might not be tomorrow..but soon, soon you will realize your potential of what you can become, what can become of your life. Lately I ....as fuckign tacky as this sounds, I have been a bit..well somehting feels diffrent, and I'm not sure what it is..and I am fucking sc-...well..I'll take it as it comes as looney toons as that SERIOUSLY sounds.. jesus. But, I still say people suck, but this world is amazing, fuck em for pushing you down...you do what makes YOU happy..not what is expected of you, not what you might be scared of..I know I know, but try it..once its over and the horror fades, you'd be surprised how much not only better you feel, but what a weight has been lifted from your shoulders, now its just the getting there we have to step towards in that risk...just the getting there....but think of the possibilities after the embaressment, the fright..the unsureness, think pass that, think ....of what you could do.



{{ NOW THAT I HAVE LAMED MYSELF..Lol..I meant it all..gah..later..I am off to baby sit Tasha..hope you guys are well...-sighs- I want to find ...yeah..I suck at this stuff.. Lmao..later}}




..when the road gets dark, and you can no longer see...just let love grow stronger...and have a little faith in me you..and when the tears you cry...are all you can believe..just have a little faith in me you..
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[02 Sep 2003|11:44am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

WILL! ELIZABETH! MONKEY! )

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[01 Sep 2003|03:42am]
[ mood | curious ]



Some people confuse me, some peple amuse me,some people I worry about, some are just here. Hope your doing fine. Later days.
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.. actually i find it rather exciting.. [31 Aug 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | ..potc-william and elizabeth.. ]



Babysitting for Tasha tonight..jesus been forever it feels like since I have seen her. Um, so far I have been enjoying myself Rpg Pirates of the Caribbean, I know I know, this movie came out forever ago,but you see thats what I like about waiting, everyone wants to be Elizabeth Swan, and everyone wants to blow up this damn movie, but I wait..and wait..and then once everyone calms the hell down about it, I go and see it, and of course, Love it..and well, I really took to this movie Heh. I have been Rpg Elizabeth Swan..gee go figure..That plus..hello hot men?...Lol. If Monika you see this..I still want to Rp, just been kinds keeping a low profile so to speak. Much love to you though babes. Well kiddies, I am off to watch Natasha...Much love all.
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.. actually i find it rather exciting.. [31 Aug 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | ..potc-william and elizabeth.. ]



Babysitting for Tasha tonight..jesus been forever it feels like since I have seen her. Um, so far I have been enjoying myself Rpg Pirates of the Caribbean, I know I know, this movie came out forever ago,but you see thats what I like about waiting, everyone wants to be Elizabeth Swan, and everyone wants to blow up this damn movie, but I wait..and wait..and then once everyone calms the hell down about it, I go and see it, and of course, Love it..and well, I really took to this movie Heh. I have been Rpg Elizabeth Swan..gee go figure..That plus..hello hot men?...Lol. If Monika you see this..I still want to Rp, just been kinds keeping a low profile so to speak. Much love to you though babes. Well kiddies, I am off to watch Natasha...Much love all.
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[30 Aug 2003|04:52am]
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..*..a crumpled yellow piece of paper, seven nines and tens..*.. [30 Aug 2003|03:35am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | ..*..hum-stars..*.. ]



Tonight was amazing. Chris Francis and Renea and I went out to this dueling pianos club called Jellyroll, dont ask, but it was at Disneys Boardwalk. Anyway, renea bought the drinks and what not. There were four piano players, 2 played for about an hour then they left leaving the other 2 to take over, What was great was I knew one of the Piano players he used to be a regular at my Starbucks. His name was Ray, anyway...if you have never been toa dueling piano bar, they both play off each other to songs you bring to them , requesting and what not. We requested alot of songs, they played some coldplay, bon jovi, elton john and billy joel and I can say one thing if I will not be angry if I dont hear another fucking song form Elton John or Billy joel, you can be a fan, but fucking A not that fucking fabulous. ANYWAY..I made a request for the piano player that I knew, ona napkin, Qeen, Bohemian Rapsody, and at the bottom I said..Hows Starbucks? Lol.

He looked up and read the Napkin out loud, said he had a stalker, I am sure some people will geta fucking kick out of that, and began to talk about starbucks as he played and then sang the song. I was all kinds of trashed I had a few Amarreto Sours, and some shot of something or other, Chris poor baby, all kinds of trashed along with and dont even get me started on Renea. Funny thing was when he was done playing, they switched out again, and I guess our table got the most attention, cause the pianos guys kept pointing us out, and trying to talk to us, Goodtimes. So anyway I get a tap on my should her here comes Ray, and he hugs me..and says damn woman you remember me form Starbucks, do you even work there anymore? See that was my job was to know each one of our customers..kinda scary corporate and all.

Anyway, we talk for a bit, as he is actually getting autograpghs..WTF? Dude all he does is sing and play the piano which yeah cool, but your drunk and want the mans autograpgh...fucking tards..anyway again...after we talked we hugged again and he went to the back. We payed our tab, but we wernt ready to leave, so Chris not my Chris but the very gay bartender comes up to us, and says that Ray wants to by me a drink..SAWEET..of course I said thank you, and got my drinks. Then when he came back to play I gave him some more tips cash and all, with a note that said thank you for the drinks, and your show is awesome baby. He held up his drink to mine and winked then contimued to play...BUT THATS NOT ALL..

Lol, damn this night felt like it went on forever didnt help much that my Chris and Renea are all kinds of stumbling, but another Piano player comes up see at the dueling Pianos its not only for them to play but its for us to singalong and dance also...>.<...we didnt stand up to dance cause no offense but I dont do the damn chicken dance. So the other Piano player comes up to our table grabs reena by the hand and tried to make her dance, then leans inot her ear and says something..she smiles and starts dancing...I come to find out he said...I know this isnt right, and kinds weird as I am tryingto make you dance but, I wanted to say your beautiful, and walks away.. O.O EW? ..Then the battender comes over and STARTS BUYING US DRINKS AGAIN...Jason was his name >.<..whats scary also..AND THI SI NO LIE JULIA...Renea I have to geta pic of cause no fucking lie she looks a bit like Britney Spears we always tell her that....-sighs- aint life grand?...anyway Now Jason likes her, shes drunk and she thinks she likes him, and just now got off the phone with him, they made adate for Sun. GAH.


Anyway, I know this is long but not fucking caring I am far form sober and wanted to write all of this down cause this night beat all so far. mary IF you see this sorry about not claling you back, was obviously kinda busy..alright kiddeis, much love and always remember to rock and roll..no matter what assy pop you listen to.. lol Later days.
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..*..i wanna go back to hollywood..*.. [29 Aug 2003|12:00am]
[ mood | Laughing ]
[ music | ..reruns of vma's.. ]





Damn, Ok..so the VMS's -yawn- but BUT...I am sorry I can watch Justins face over and over again as soon as they panned the camera, hell they didnt even pan that shit, they had it already on his face BOOM...SAFUCKINWEET. I again not a fan, but this had to be done..and damn..i only wish I had one of all three of them..cause did I mention..DAMN?....Lol..that was pricless. -sighs- AND Eloquent cunt rag, WHAT WAS MADONNA THINKING? Yeah, they all knew what they were doing and that was hot, if anyone has crabs its Madonna, but whatever....That was classic, I want a icon of madonna crossing from britney, to justin, then to christina that would be AWESOME..-sighs- damn..be back later with more Lol. sorry I just...yeah...
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..*..where has your pleasure gone, when the pain came through..*.. [27 Aug 2003|05:43pm]
[ mood | Ranting ]
[ music | ..*poe*angry johnny.. ]



I know alot of people do not know about this journal, but for some reason I have this deepening feeling some will "somehow" find it. Fuck it what do I care, so heres my rant. I am so fucking sick of people talking about trust..NO SHIT COCKSUCKERS...why do you think 99% of everyone is online? To what...Yeah...because no one online trusts anyone wether offline or on...so when people sit there and whine about how they dont trust people...you are not special no one is special. So to make things easier on themselves cause their are sp fucking bored with life, and they need some kind of substance in their life they have to make up bullshit, cry about their lives, and I know life sucks people..thats ...why they call it life. Now, don't get my wrong, my friends are dear to me, and I will listen to what they have to say, and be there for them, But those who I once "once" there for? yeah, your gone because I wanted you gone, just make sure you remember that, not because YOU left me, but I dropped you like a bad habit, your saccharine filled cries bring me nothing but disgust. I do not surround my self with fake, and or those who sit there and talk mad shit about someone and insult them, and then become so god damn bored with their life they have to run back, and make things "Civil" dont like what I am saying...do not read...easy enough right? and for those who read this and go running back like fucking little roaches scattering to tell another, make sure you know what the fuck I am talking about, you assuming bitchs. Life is to short I admit, but I am so sick of hearing one thing and then another happeneing...bitch about it why dont ya? This is my rant...I have many more ot come, so sit back and relax and then die. Thanks.


I can do it in the water
I can do on dry land
I can do it with instruments
I can do it with my own bare hands.


..*..but either way, either way, you know where it stands, I wanna kill you, I wanna blow you..............Away
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Your still so blind to me, no matter what you see your still so blind... [12 Feb 2003|04:19pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last

You love the way i they look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if i give in
My life, My pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you learn)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you learn)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you learn)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you learn)

You love the things i say i'll do
The way i'll hurt myself again just get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life, My pride is broken
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LET IT LIE DOWN... [10 Feb 2003|01:48am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Just let it be, you never cared..i get it ok, you won..I am no longer in your life, why do you give a fuck what I do? As I have said before..I made my apologies..things have not been said which obviously are being said. I didn't fucking hack into anyones journal or anything for that damn matter..again I can't even friggen hack into a watermelon let alone a damn journal..-shakes head- You won....I know who are my friends...you know who yours are..ok...it's over you told me that..I didnt say it, you got them againist me..he fucking gleeful for crying out loud...no more drama..be happy, be you and just be fucking happy. And little girl, you don't know me, never have, never will..make your own judgement...I DON'T CARE....I'm leaving soon anyway, so be freaken happy....I am moving on, and moving away to do what I love....-firm nod- I do not find anything to be funny..I do not have to defend myself to you.

You have each other, you should be pleased as fucking punch..so back off, as I have done and everything will be peachy. I don't need anyone...I make no excuses for what I do, I was there and YOU wanted me out of your Life...YOU said that not me. I..-shakes head-...whatever....Hope everyone is peachy keen. Much love. -throws up hands-

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Everyone is running... [10 Feb 2003|12:18am]
[ mood | restless ]

We came, we came, we came again
To stem the tide and point the blame
Came back for more
Came back to see what you had in store
Everyone join the line, everyone
Yeah

So you wanna spin the world around?
So you wanna spin the world around?
And anybody else, cut 'em down

So you wanna make catastrophe?
Won't you send it right over to me
I got some time
Everybody running high

The same, the same, the same again
To steal the time and haunt the graves
Just because it's there
Don't mean you see it anywhere
Maybe it's a trick of the light
Maybe, yeah...

So you wanna spin the world around?
So you wanna spin the world around?
And anybody else, cut 'em down

So you wanna make catastrophe?
Don't you send it right over to me
I got some time
Everybody come alive

Yeah
So you wanna spin the world around?
So you wanna spin the world around?
And anybody else, bring 'em down


So you say we haven't turned around?
So you say we haven't turned around?
Just everybody else is going wrong
Going wrong..




Life is what happens when your making other plans.
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Random [08 Feb 2003|01:57am]
[ mood | Nervous, Contemplative, Weird ]
[ music | Metallica~Hero of the Day ]

Alright all you kiddies...new Layout, and slightly new icons...Joey baby your icons have been sent. Hope you enjoy, I'm still using some for my other journal when I get a chance to use. So -nods- Hope you like, again I did not make them, but I still consider them mine so...now they are yours. -winks-

The days seem...-shrugs- weird you know, thats life and all, but...I don't know. I'm just glad I got to know some of you, and had this time to meet those I truely enjoyed, though we never worked together or went to the movies or..you know...we still had our simularities.Whether it was Buffy, and of course the all to well Roswell, we had something you know. And I often wonder if I will remember you all down that road to...where I am off to I suppose. I probably will be getting rid of AOL in about a month, if my addiction sees it through ok. Lol. When I get bored at home after work, I just head straight for here, unless I am tempted of course by friends or movies..Lol..I'm just trying to keep a low profile until I get to Cali. So until then, I'm here..love me or leave me. Heh. And dont think I know.

And thank to those..-motions with one hand-.. it seems like alot of people are doing their own intense thinking and so have I thank you for allowing me to see who I can and cannot trust. Sad but true, everyones always saying trust this trust that..who I trust, who I dont trust, I guess thats easy doing that on here. Theres always IM's, and e-mail's..etc etc so -raises brows- whom do you? My walls will remain up, gotta protect yourself and all. But I'm going to keep an open mind and just do what I can for now.

I didn't need anyone really to show me the light, I kinda saw it on my own. Goodtimes..your loved, always. Later kiddies and remember never take any wooden nickels..burn rubber, not your soul...and always Rock and roll.



Excuse me while I tend to how I feel, things return to me that still seems real, so build a wall and crawl behind it until you see the light...the moment they try and break me...



On and on I got nothin to hide...Done, done and then I'm on the next one...

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Random [06 Feb 2003|02:19am]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Metallica~Wherever I Roam ]

Slightly new Icons thanks to the almighty Kim, hope all is well....Boo-ya.

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We don't need to know..because we already do.. [04 Feb 2003|07:51pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | None ]

This wasn;t on mine but when I saw this..-nods- yeah weird..
You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.


Makes alot of sense...

Glad to know I wasn't the only one it came out...with the freaky shit for. Heh.

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[04 Feb 2003|04:38am]
[ mood | awake ]

Impressive, yet terrifying )

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[02 Feb 2003|10:07pm]
[ mood | Tired, Here ]
[ music | None ]

So suck 101! The concert didn't go as planned. Damn Blues busser, which makes no sense to some. Wasn't there, so in turn no concert. -shrugs- It happens. No worries, Aimme Mann will come again, just a concert. And on another note, it's amazing how much you find something new every damn day about "things" So much for that stick part. Heather and I are suppsoe to go walking after she gets home from work, get some one on one time to talk about the move and all. I think I might let her keep the furniture of mine, just until I really need it once I;m settled. I know 4 months seems like a long time. But in truth, not so long. And again to the anomymos, Judge yourself ass, before you go around not knowing a fucking thing about ..well anything, and talking shit. Peace!

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One Ren for hire... [01 Feb 2003|03:32am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | The Sicks/Maj~Hell and Bliss ]

Just another post, I wanted to mention Ren once again, so a bet was won, and a movie was given. He promised a movie, goodtimes...no pressure. But the unbeleivable news from him was that he decided to move to California also...::blinks:: I mean..yeah...no deals here. He's gotta do what you know..::shrugs:: he's gotta do..see that see how incredibly calm I am..heh...::nudges Parker::..Yeah, so anyway...I will not gag anyone with the sick rambles of Ren, he's just another guy right?...::wide devious grin::..So, anyway lifes peachy fucking keen, and only gets better..tomorrow it will anyway...It's Rock and roll Jits......and never take any wooden nickels.


The true test of time is distance but I am not willing to see, I wont damage with nonsense what actions show is meant to be



Is it still worth it, even if you could still lose?

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