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[11 Jan 2005|07:17pm]
I decided I wanted to update this I just don't know why this one. Daphne Loves Derby is one amazing band, they really do amaze me. I think I'm starting to like Nirvana a lot again, I found the Unsolved Mysteries episode about Kurt Cobain's murder. It hurts to get called a bitch by your own dad, I really learned that tonight. I think I'm going to start shuting down from people, big time. I think I might even delete my buddy list to where there's only like 20 people on it. I hate being confused about what exactly I want in life 'cause certanily I don't know what I want at the moment. I think I want to start furthering my playing of the guitar. I need a new guitar, I don't know what kind I want though. I just know I want a new one. I don't think anybody at all reads this, so this might be my last entry.

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[09 Jan 2005|07:11pm]
whoa.
look at this.

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[07 Dec 2004|09:32pm]
Lately, I've felt like I've had all these feelings bolted up inside of me. It's making me sick and I'm sick period. I have a sleeping disorder and something wrong with my stomach. I guess I'm getting checked for a sleeping disorder by one of those tests they do. Although, I know I have lost weight, I still want to loose more. I'm pretty excited because on the 10 of Febuary Danielle, Me and who ever else are going to a Hawthorne Heights show. I also want to go to the Matchbook Romance show on the 26 of Febuary, but I probably wont, since I saw them less then 2 months ago. Charley and I have becoming cool, I was talking to him Monday and he told me if I wanted a new guitar he'd get me one with a discount on it, so that's pretty cool.

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[30 Nov 2004|09:20pm]
[ music | Sleeping In/The Postal Service. ]

Well, I must say, things lately have been shakey. I still get told it's my fault because someone has a look on her face that she doesn't have friends, yet it really isn't my fault. People agree they say she should be able to make friends. I hate getting criticized for something really gay and just flat out stupid and I hate all the people around me, except my friends. In other news, my ex-boyfriend decides to call me out of no where just like he always decides to do when he want's something, I truly am over him and don't get why he calls. This computer consumes my life, I truly need a new life or hobby or something that'll keep me off the computer, I am over it along with everything else in life. I hope I bring my english grade up, currently I have a D in the class, but I want to get a B or some good grade like that, too bad it's psychially impossible, well kind of. I think I might get a job and permit. I hope I get my permit, I truly need it and want it, because in a year I want to be able to drive myself to shows and places whenever I would like too. I've been having very long conversations with Travis, I truly love that kid, and he is my best friend. Well, I have nothing else to jot down.

I wonder if anyone reads this anyway?

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[28 Nov 2004|07:49pm]
The cruise was good and all.
I met cool people.
Even 2 homosexuals (guy&&girl).

I was bummed because I wanted to go on the Bob Marley tour, but we didn't.
We ended up climbing the waterfall.
But I did get 2 Bob Marley shirts.

I want to go to a show.

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[28 Nov 2004|07:47pm]
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

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[12 Nov 2004|04:16pm]
[ music | The Pros and Cons of Breathing; Fall Out Boy. ]

Took a little trip over to UCF.
It was pretty niffty.
Saw 11 emo guys and 1 really hott other one.

I swear I have never seen so many chinks in one day.
There we're like 1 trillion there.

I think I'm possibly going to the movies tonight with Danielle?
I don't know yet.
I haven't talked to her.

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This is what living like this does [10 Nov 2004|08:30pm]
It's a shame.
Something is truly getting to my emotions.
and I'm becoming an emotional wreck.
It needs to be dealt with sooner rather then later.

Me and Danielle are going to take this hott picture.
I swear.
It'll be on myspace or something?

Hmm, I seriously need to go to a show.
It doesn't matter which one.
Just as long it isn't a really shitty band by the name of Strictly Faggot Business.

So, me and Danielle are getting our asses "beat" by some freshman girls.
Probably in like 2 years when they have 80 million friends to do it.

I don't have much more to say.
Maybe, I'll even start updating.
Who knows?

Oh yeah I got 3 massages.
They we're nice but thats not what I want.

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[18 Oct 2004|11:18pm]
I've decided on a couple of things.

I want to dye my hair black with a little blonde in the front or tips or something.
I want a trim too.
I want a new Fall Out Boy and Taking Back Sunday shirt at the concert.
I'm getting a new My American Heart shirt.
I'm getting a Before Today shirt.
I need new pants, again.
I need MONEY, Cha-ching, yes.
I need the BBABH ep.

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[12 Oct 2004|06:19pm]
I have no clue.

All this talk about homecomming annoies me.
And all the talk about the people running.
They're all whores.
Especially the dutchess runners.

I got my copy of Farenheit 9/11. : D.

See ya.

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[05 Oct 2004|04:27pm]
[ music | a rock n' roll fantasy - the kinks ]

farenheit 9/11 came out today.
i need to go grab a copy of it.

maybe i'll even go to school tomorrow.
Eh, maybe not?

24 days till the concert.
And I get to hang out with Danielle and Jeanie Weanie.
: D

yeah.
See ya.

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[27 Sep 2004|09:39pm]
Guess what

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[11 Sep 2004|08:49pm]
UnderOATH is good.

Hawthorne Heights is Snazzy.

I hate guys, bye.

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[10 Sep 2004|04:34pm]
Uhh I might attend a Hawhthorne Heights concert with Danielle in the Winter. : )

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[09 Sep 2004|01:04pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | In Bloom - Nirvana. ]

Well, I guess I've moved onto other journals or something. Things in Florida haven't been to good, we've had 2 hurricanes in 3 weeks, and 1 more is on it's way. I'm pretty much sick of living in Florida. I think pretty much a lot of people are.

I am over Ernie, he was really a waste of my time and life. I really do hate his guts.

I've met pretty much a lot of cool people in awhile. Pretty much I love them all <3.

I get to see Fall Out Boy, Taking Back Sunday, Matchbook Romance and The Varsity in concert in One month and twenty days. Jeanie Weanie and Danielle are going with me. I hope I meet Fall Out Boy.

I have a lot of bug bites it fucking sucks ass, and I'm cold yep.
I could never be amish. I'd fucking die if I was. I can not live without Air Conditioning. I'd have 80 million Asthma Attacks.
I don't have Asthma though, thats the weird thing.

I might start updating this, well once and awhile. I will change everything while I am here now.

See you.

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[04 Jul 2004|01:36pm]
Well, I haven't updated in here in awhile. I guess you could say I've grown out of Blurties and moved on to other journals. But yeah, I guess I will update once in awhile since you people just love reading what I write in here.

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[24 Jun 2004|11:08am]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...the only thing I desire
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...eternal
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

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[20 Jun 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | Just Watching TV.. ]

Well lately it's been sucky. I've had one and off thoughts of Ernie. When I was with him I was just so happy. Next year is going to be so spiffy. I can't wait to see Anthony, and Maybe Nathan if he decided to stay at High School and not go to night classes. I want to go Bungee Jumping so bad. I hope I get my lip peirced and my hair dyed before school starts (August 9). Well I suppose I'm going to go. I hate assholes. Good-bye.

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[15 Jun 2004|09:48pm]
[ music | Dear Jamie... Sincerly Me - HelloGoodbye ]

find your favorite band for every letter of the alphabet:
A | A Static Lullaby
B | Bombshell Rocks
C | Coal Chamber
D | Divison Of Laura Lee
E | Eyes Once Promised
F | Fall Out Boy
G | Gutter Mouth
H | HelloGoodbye
I | If At First
J | Jack Off Jill
K | Kleen
L | Lacuna Coil
M | Matchbook Romance
N | Nirvana
O | October Fall
P | Porno For Pyros
Q | Quickening
R | Rufio
S | Slayer
T | The Beautiful Mistake
U | Underoath
V | Velvet Revolver
W | Waking Ashland
X | Xavier
Y | Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Z | Zox
five artists that are currently spinning in your cd player:
1. Fall Out Boy
2. Hellogoodbye
3. October Fall
4. Avenged Sevenfold
5. Story Of The Year
five songs that get you STOKED lately:
1. Fall Out Boy- Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
2. HelloGoodbye- Dear Jamie.....Sincerly Me
3. HelloGoodbye- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
4. Fall Out Boy- My Heart Is The Worst Kind of Weap
5. October Fall- Favorite Mistake
five songs that remind you of someone special:
1. Hoobastank- The Reasons
2. HelloGoodbye- Call N Return
3. Avenged Sevenfold- Remenissions
4. Story Of The Year- Razorblades
5. Jason Mraz- You & I Both
five songs you could listen to over and over forever:
1. Fall Out Boy- Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
2. HelloGoodbye- Dear Jamie....Sincerly Me
3. HelloGoodbye- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
4. Fall Out Boy- My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weap
5. Avenged Sevenfold- Unholy Confessions

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yeah [11 Jun 2004|12:25pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | I dont know. ]

Well I've been in Las Vegas since June 3 so I haven't been to update anything till today when I got home. I must say going to Las Vegas I wanted to get away from everything in Florida, then I got there and I got practically Depressed on and off, I was either Depressed or Nothing. Everything we did there some how reminded me of Ernie. I realized I miss him, I shouldn't but I do. It really sucks when you gave something up then months later you wonder why exactly you gave it up. I swear it's all the damn pressur people put on you. I have friends especially like that. I really hate it, but I don't know. Some of those friends I just don't want to be friends with. Seems like now a' days everyone is in the relationship, except me. I feel "special". In Las Vegas jeeze there lots of Oriental people and Old people. I don't get the reason why the people like gambiling. I really don't. I can't stand how you have to be older than 18 or whatever just to gamble. There I saw these little kids seemed about 2 and 3 years old and it looked like their parents left them in a spot to go gamble. I don't know. But I guess I had some what fun, I wanted to cut myself so many times. It just sucked, and in Las Vegas theres seriously so much shootings I could never live there. Then where our campground was behind it was an apartment complex and whenever you're sleeping you'd here the black peoples bass, I thought I got away from that, but I guess I'm mistaken. My two favorite things during the whole trip we're going on the roller coaster and going shopping down freedmont street. I went on some roller coaster, I heard it's the biggest in the world, It was better than the Hulk, in my opinion. Then when we we're at Freedmont Street they had light shows and stuff, one was I guess a tribute to rock it had Jimi's face and the Rolling Stones tounge thingy. It was cool. I got to hold some type of Python I really love snakes, I hope I get one. And I got beeds and some tattoo's and such. It was a great time. I brought the question up to my mother, about getting my lip peirced, I think I'm making her give in and actually letting me get it, as well as dying my hair red with black tips. At the freedmont Street I swear I saw Patrick from Fall Out Boy. We went to a comedy show Rita Rudner was the comedian she was quite funny. We went bowling, jesus my Grandma kicks ass doing that stuff she beat all of us. Then my dad beat me when it was just me and him bowling. This 14 year old boy was quite the expert at bowling the guy told us he started bowling when he was 3 but he was good. We also went to the O show it was cool but the one in Downtown Disney is better, in my opinion. The O one was in water and it was mostly about Swimming and Diving but the one here is about gymnastics. We went to the eifel tower and the Paris hotel, I loved the hotel it was cool cause it seemed like you we're in Paris but yeah I got a big eifel tower cup thingy it's cool. Me and my dad went to see The Day After Tomorrow and Mean Girls. I loved The Day After Tomorrow. Mean Girls was alirght, sure reminded me of the high school I go to. We went to the Hoover Dam and Grand Canyon, The Hoover Dam was alright but the Grand Canyon was just flat out stupid. I really don't get why a big hole between mountains is suppose to entertain people. And because we went to that I missed some of Raw. Oh and if you think going to school for like ½ a year sucks think again, cause the kids over there go for a full year. Now that'd just suck. They had lots of water shows there but I don't get why that is so amazing, That's just me though. We went on a breakfast boat thingy it was alright, I got a free breakfast, eggs and baken that good stuff. But yeah we were on Lake Mead, it was cool stuff. A lot of guys there dress like skaters or whatever. It's interesting, but not as much as people here. haha, But about 3 days after we went on that boat thingy in Lake Mead some lady dissapeered in Lake Mead, weird. I got a picture with some stripper lady, my parents went to the strip place they said I would never want to be a stripper haha. My mom got pissed cause some stripper was just taking their money off the table. The one thing I surly will miss is having a Sabrro's or whatever right in the Hotel, Cooked pizza for breakfast is awesome. In the hotel they ahd a Sabrro's, Mc Donalds and Panda Express you didn't even have to drive. But in Las Vegas they had A LOT of Fast Food joints and uhh Wal Greens. No Super Wal Marts just Wal Marts. They had Slot Machines in the K Mart. Haha, Crazy stuff. But at night when you're driving down the streets you can see all the lights, it was bright but cool. And my parents hotel room you could look out the Window and see the lights it was beautifulish. I really loved the plane rides because well thats the coolest part. I didn't see any malls there but I saw some kid he was pretty, But yeah me and my grandparents went to Wendys and these kids came in, The 2 kids we're pretty especially the one with the used shirt on. I need some new shirts. I seriously do, but I have money left over from the trip I didn't really get anything wa bamly cool except my Marlyin Monroe shirt, I love it. In one shop they went in they had lots of Marylin Monroe stuff like plates and chips and stuff I loved it all. They had no Kurt Cobain stuff. I got grounded for tonight, So I don't know if I'm going to the Movies with Jean and I don't even know if she can go. We will find out soon. I get my eyebrows waxed today what fun. On the plane I read some book about a vampire hunter it was really good, I already finished it only took me one day to read. I guess I'm done.



English- C

Marketing Essentails- B

Algebra- C

Reading- B

My report card.

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