Goldie's Blurty

Life as of late
Picked up Aunt Gail from the airport this morning. Yay me! We went and had lunch w/Mom and her friend Lynne. Then I took her to Skinz, (we were cracking up), and then we went to Target to buy more stuff for the baby! I am the happiest soon-to-be aunt ever! It's so much better to have a niece than a daughter. I'm just not cut out to have kids. Anywho, Sue will be here tomorrow and then the baby shower is on Saturday. Fun fun.

I am seriously considering getting the TMJ surgery. I just wanna know how many people have had damage done to their ears. I don't wanna wake up deaf! So, I'm still kind on the fence about the whole thing, but I need to do it before the settlement, so I need to decide ASAP.

As for David. He's a f'ing asshole! Somehow I hope he finds my journal and reads about what an asshole he is. He disappeared, called me on my cell while I was at work about our "date" for Saturday...on Saturday! and when I called back (5 minutes later) he didn't pick up. He didn't call again till Monday night at 11:30! I missed that call too b/c I was downstairs. He told me that he couldn't handle drama and anger directed at him and he said I knew I was mad at him, so he decided to disappear again. I haven't heard from him again. I probably never will. Weird. Everyone that knew him, knew me, and knew us together says that even at his age, (if you know me, you know that David is substantially older than me), he is immature and that he must be f'cked in the head for what he did.

Onto John...
We are planning a date soon. I am not getting excited at all. Don't get me wrong, I am excited to go out w/him, but nothing may ever come of it, so I am not getting my hopes up. Of course, David and I were having fun and everything was laid back w/us and look what he did. Anyway, John and I talk a lot more and he has always pursued me more than David ever did. Plus we flirt a lot. Maybe maybe. Ok, I better get. Bye!

"Take me break me. Every mile further there's a part of me that slips away. One day you'll see. Even if you got down on your knees you couldn't make me stay. Drive all night. Never gonna get me. Night by night. To get away from it all. Fight fight fight. All you wanna do is hurt me. You wrecked my life. So I'm gonna have to drive all night" - The All American Rejects

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: The All American Rejects - "Night Drive"