Goldie's Blurty

I know I'm meant to say "no"
Plans for tonight got canceled. Oh well. Good things come to those who wait. And goddess knows I've waited long enough, but a little bit more time won't be that terrible. It'll be worth it in the end. Thanks to everyone for their advice and constant support. I know I went crazy a few times. I'll post as soon as anything happens. Amazing things are happening around here. The sun is shining on me and that hasn't happened since I fell in love w/Gary back in '03. But now in '05 Gary and I are at odds and the sun is shining on me for new reasons. I told Lana today, (she had the day off and called me at Skinz), that this time everyone will just have to accept what I'm doing in my life, (i.e. - my mom, my bro, and my sis (in-law) ). This is too important to me to give up b/c they have a hard time understanding it. It's not for them to understand. I promised my dad that I would do whatever I wanted w/the rest of my life as far as I was happy, and this is what has made me happy for the past 6 months. Ok, now onto a fun game for all!

So I guess I'm supposed to list my 6 favorite songs of the moment, and my favorite lines from them and then tell 6 other people to do the same.

A random LJer told me I had to. So I have to. =)

1. "Irresistible" - Jessica Simpson
2. "Girl" - Davy Jones
3. "Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again" - Phantom of the Opera
4. "Just Can't Wait" - Stroke 9
5. "Lonely No More" - Rob Thomas
6. "I Will Play My Game Beneath the Spin Light" - Brand New

1. "Don't you try to tell me that he's not my type. To hide what I feel inside. When he makes me weak with desire. I know that I'm supposed to make him wait. Let him think I like the chase, but I can't stop fanning the fire. I know I'm meant to say no, but he's irresistible"

2. "Girl, look what you've done to me. Me, and my whole world. Girl, you brought the sun to me with your smile. You did it girl. I'm telling you girl, something unknown to me makes you what you are. And what you are is all I could ask for me. And its good to feel that way girl"

3. "Too many years fighting back tears. Why can't the past just die? Wishing you were somehow here again. Knowing we must say goodbye. Try to forgive. Teach me to live. Give me the strength to try"

4. "And every single little bit of love that I spread is coming straight for you. Would it be all right to go out tonight? It doesn't matter where we go. You're the only one that I want to be near and try to get to know. Cause you got eyes that I would love to look through. A life that I can't wait to get in to"

5. "What if I was good to you? What if you were good to me? What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside me? What if it was paradise? What if we were symphonies? What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you?"

6. "Every minute is a mile. I've never felt so hallow. I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles. My secrets for a buck. Watch me as I cut myself wide open on this stage. Yes, I am paid to spill my guts. I won't see home till spring. Oh, I would kill for the Atlantic, but I am paid to make girls panic while I sing"

And uh... people who have to do this?
1. Reid
2. Sarah
3. Jolene
4. Demi
5. Lana
6. Jen

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Jessica Simpson - "Irresistable"