Goldie's Blurty

Time has passed, but the wounds have not healed
Here's my horoscope from yesterday...(so accurate!)...

"You just wish everyone would get their issues out on
the table, where they can be dealt with in your
preferred forthright style. This particular weirdness,
however, is going to take a day or two to come to the
surface"

So, today is NOT a good day for many reasons. Mom wants to go see "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" to get my mind off what day it is. (*Never thought she'd do something nice*) Was in a very nostalgic mood last night. I couldn't sleep AGAIN, so I stayed up and watched a few episodes on my Monkees DVDs and looked at pictures. Found some of Sarah and I & also some of Jimmie and I. In case I haven't mentioned this before, Sarah and Jimmie have recently contacted me through classmates.com. I also found some very interesting pics...Justin and I from prom in '98 and then the ones of us from Delta Chi's formal. We haven't changed. Haha. I love that guy. That's probably why I had a dream about him last night too. Strange. I need to put some more pics on my site. I noticed that I never posted pics from my graduation. I also wanna put some pics up on there from middle/high school of me and my friends. I also have some "Then and Now" of Sarah, Lana, Justin, Robbie, etc.

I know I've been pulling away from everyone lately and I'm sorry. I just need my space. I am completely depressed b/c I am without someone today. I am also depressed b/c my phantom has not been very easy to live with these last couple of weeks. I will feel better soon and once again give y'all the attention you deserve. Please be patient.

Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Shania Twain's "Up" CD