Goldie's Blurty

The Plan
I haven't written my most important letter yet. I can't get the words out. There are too many other things that are going on in my head to be able to give the letter the proper attention. Plus, I can't let those 3 people, (yes, I said 3), take me over right now. I have too much going on. But they are all so distracting! So, instead...here is "The Plan"!

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I'm getting a new job in a week or so. Due to this new job I will have more money to spare and will be happier because I will have something to fill my days, (other than standing around for 8 hours at Skinz). With my new job I will have 1 of 3 options...1) Work my way up in the company, 2) Quit and get a different job, 3) Get a job w/my degrees. During this time I will get my settlement from my lawsuit. I'll invest some, (with a Morgan Stanley Financial Advisor! hehe), and put the rest in the bank. In a couple of months I will pack up my stuff and move my "kids" and I to Tampa. I will continue with my exercise routines and continue to feel better about myself as time goes on. I will spend more time with friends. I will spend ATLEAST one of my days off, (every week), on the beach. I'll find time to fit in more of the reading/study of scientific books. In a year or 2 I will pick up and move me and my "kids" once more to Key Largo or Key West, which has been my dream. I will buy that dream condo I found on-line, (near the beach). I'll have to dye my hair more often, as it will fade quicker in the Keys' sun. I will enjoy the salty air and the downtown atmosphere. I'll walk (not drive!) downtown and visit all the shops. I will make friends in downtown and visit them often. I will smile when the sun bakes my skin and makes it taut. I will live with the sand and salt crusted in my hair. I will visit where Elena was buried and where Von Cosel was buried. I will one day have a pet that I will name Hoppus. I'll (eventually) put up pictures of my dad in my house. I'll start painting my toe nails and wearing more pairs of shorts. I'll visit Mr. James and have a beer w/his dad. After I've nestled myself comfortably in the neighborhood I choose in Key Largo/West, (and after I've tanned naked outside my apartment), and I've reached the age of 30, then maybe I will take the time to look for my Noah Calhoun. (*Otherwise, there is always that pact I have w/a friend! Haha*)
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If you have this CD, listen to #8, "Change Your Mind". I associate someone with this song. The other top ones are...

1) "Who's Your Daddy" and "Good To Go To Mexico" - Toby Keith (TO)
2) "Amazed" - Lonestar (FB)
3) "You're Still The One" - Shania Twain (RA)
4) "Surf Colorado" - Bowling For Soup (TO)
5) "Change Your Mind" - The Killers (SC)

...Those are not initials, but codes that I will use to describe who the songs are for!

"While I ignore, that we both felt like this. Before it starts to show. So if I had a chance. Would you let me know? Why aren't you shaking? Step back in time. Graciously taken. Oh you're too kind. And if the answer is no. Can I change your mind?" - The Killers

Current Mood: horny
Current Music: The Killers - "Change Your Mind"