Goldie's Blurty

3 quotes and 23 years
"I feel just like the President's daughter" - Ryan Cabrera

"You are a blah blah blah" - Lana

"We're all from Michigan!" - My grandmother

...Actually that was her b-day toast. Haha. We don't know what she meant or where it came from, but when she did it we all busted up laughing. I looked at my Aunt Gail and said, "Doesn't she mean West Virginia?", and my aunt laughed and said, "Yeah, and she's never even been to Michigan". All we can figure is that she heard one of the other people in the nursing home say it and so she repeated it. She wasn't all there on Thursday night when we went to see her, but she was being really funny. She kept laughing and saying all kinds of off the wall stuff. Anywho, we went there to see her and have a 91st B-day party for her. It was my mom, me, my Aunt Gail, Uncle Keith and Aunt Sherri.

Friday was my first day back to work since I screwed up my back. I had 2 days off and I did nothing but lay in bed. Blah. My docs still want to do surgery on my neck and back b/c of the ruptured discs. But they cannot fix them 100%, so why risk nerve damage for something that isn't 100%?! It's not worth it! Plus, they want to do surgery for my TMJ, but it's the same story there...it'll always be there and surgery won't make me "good-as-new". With the TMJ surgery I risk nerve damage and the possibility that they'll screw something up and I could wake up deaf. Great.

The only news I have is to tell you that good things come in pairs...
On Sunday Lynn brought over my new dwarf hamster. He is the same color as Draven, (my chinchilla), was, so I named him Chili. He and Hamtaro live together now. Aww. How cute! On Monday I bought 2 CDs...The Killers "Hot Fuss" & My Chemical Romance "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge". On Friday I bought 2 DVDs, "Alfie" and "The Incredibles". I haven't watched either one yet, but I am dying to see Alfie!!!! I think I'll watch it tonight.

A week from today it will be my non 23rd b-day. Boo. Mom is on spring break so she and I are gonna go to the Diana exhibit in St. Pete on Thursday. On Saturday I'm gonna go party w/my friends. The guest list includes: Jeryl, Lana, Angelo, Blake, Nick, Tanya, Susanne, Jolene, and Justin, and maybe Jen. It'll be my first b-day w/o Dad or Anthony and I am devastated. Those were two of the most important men in my life, (my brother is the only other).

Other than that...I had a hot dream about Landon from "The Real World" (he's so f*ing hot!!!), I'm still looking for a new job, I have written one of my letters & I have 2 others to go...along w/the most important one, I think the singer from The Killers looks hot in the "Mr. Brightside" video, only a few weeks till ASHLEE SIMPSON!!!!!!!!! KIK ASS!

"I'm coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine. Gotta gotta be down because I want it all. It started out with a kiss. How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss" - The Killers

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: The Killers - "Mr. Brightside"