Goldie's Blurty

The park should burn!
Wow! I 've been keeping up w/the updating thing lately. Go me! I applied for that job today. I don't think I'll get it. Nevermind the fact that I am severely over qualified for it, but I just have a feeling that I won't get it. Sux. I really need the $.

It's been a weird day. I didn't get to do the errands I needed to b/c I was at home cleaning. Yuck. Oh, and my plans got canceled tonight b/c mom called me at 12 and said, "Just wanted to call and tell you that we need a sub for Bunco". I told her that I already had plans and didn't wanna go anyway. Then she says, "Well, I already e-mailed Nancy and told her you would, so you have to". Great. She told Nancy I was gonna come before she ever called me. Bitch. Did she forget that I'm almost the age that comes after 23?...(I'm not gonna say the number b/c I have decided I am staying 23 forever and giving up birthdays).

On the boy/f front...
We're working on stuff, but it's hard right now. Especially b/c we rarely see each other. Plus b/c I feel that he went out of his way to make time for other chichas when we were broken up. Why can't he take all that time out for me? I swear, I'm gonna find where that park is and burn it to the ground.

Damnit. I'm sorry to whoever is reading my journal these days. I just need to get away from people. They are making me f'ing miserable. I used to feel like a bad ass Ashlee wannabe, but these days I feel used up. I feel angry and betrayed and jealous. Why do I let him affect me so?! I'm in such a bad mood right now. I could kill my mom for coming up w/this Bunco idea!

PS- I STILL haven't seen "Phantom of the Opera"

Current Mood: pissed off