Goldie's Blurty

What has become of my sanity?
The boy/f is on my shit list. Long story. Needless to say, we didn't go see "Phantom of the Opera". I haven't even heard from him in two days. And to think I was gonna work all day Thursday just to help him out. Grrr. It's very difficult being back together. Lots of things have changed, (w/him, not me...TRUST ME!!!), and it's taking a lot of getting use to. Plus, some of the trust is gone after certain things that have happened in the last few days. We love each other and have vowed to make it work no matter what, but I am the one dealing w/all the stuff. What I am bringing to the table is damn near perfect and what he brings...well, let's just say there is a HUGE storage space of baggage w/his name on it, and I am the one who has to adjust to that. (Yes, there are things other than the ex's he's still around).

It is so damn cold! Damnit, this doesn't feel like Florida! We moved from West Virginia to Florida to get away from the cold!!! I hope it warms up soon. I have a thin skin and I can't stand the temp below 80 and it's in the teens here! Anywho, I found a rad survey that my friend Kristin has on her LJ. So, I decided to "borrow" it. It's about my senior year in high school.

What year was it?
1999

What was your high schools mascot and colors?
The Falcons - Red and Black and White

What were your three favorite bands?
Blink 182, Mighty Mighty Bosstones, Rancid

What was your favorite outfit?
Blink 182 shirt, baggy jeans, and strappy sandals

What was up with your hair?
Curly, long, and light brown...(and magenta at one time)

Who were your best friends?
Lana, Brian, Matt, Glenda, Katie, and Jamie

What did you do after school?
Chilled with my friends or was at Musical Theater practice

Where did you work?
Fletcher's Music in Countryside Mall

Who did you have a crush on?
Mark Tetrault!!! (*so hot*) and Dave Rowlands (*my friend who I was in love with*)

Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on?
Mark Hoppus

Did you smoke cigarettes?
Nope

Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack all day because you were too nervous to find your locker?
I had a locker, but still had some books in a back pack b/c I had a kik ass backpack with a ton a patches and buttons

Did you have a 'clique'?
I was always included in the group "The Punks". At least, that's what the popular kids called us. We kicked ass though.

Did you have "The Max" like Zac, Kelly and Slater?
No. Dunedin is -and was- hella lame!

Admit it, were you popular?
Completely popular w/my friends, but an outcast w/the popular kids...and I loved it!

What did you want to be when you grew up?
An FBI Profiler

Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now?
Having torrid sex w/Mark Hoppus in every room of our mansion in L. A.

"Well it's 9 pm and you still haven't called me back. And if I try again I think you'll feel like you under attack. I don't think I can take it. I don't think I can make it. I just want this to go away. Trying to be someone that you know you're not. It gets harder everyday" - Ashlee Simpson

Current Mood: infuriated
Current Music: Ashlee Simpson - "Harder Everyday"