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Full Name: Natasha Hamilton
Born: Liverpool
Star Sign: Cancer
Date Of Birth: 17/7/82
Family: Mum, Dad and Sister Georgina
Favourite Things: Pizza, Clubbing, Dancing, Eating, Singing and my Boyfriend.
Favourite Movie: Dirty Dancing
Favourite Actors: Martin Kemp or George Clooney.
Joined The Kittens: May 1999 after Heidi Range left the band (Now Member of Sugababes)
Ambition In Life: Tash's ambition in life was always to become a famous singer or dancer.
Favourite Kitten Song: Whole Again. Its the song that set of our career worldwide and its a lovely song'.
Status: Mother to Baby Josh, After breaking up with fiancé' Fran Cosgrove, she is now hooked with back up westlife singer Mark.


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[15 Oct 2003|01:15pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Baby boy- Beyonce ft. Sean Paul ] I'm totally knackered. People seem to be disappeared, even myself has not updated in ages less when I wished Nicky happy birthday *pouts* I guess eveyone's been busy with promo stuff or such, i don't know *shrugs* Well, today is a very special day *nods* 6 months since me and Mark started dating *does a engagement dance- is happy-snogs imaginary Mark-knows real Mark is jealous-snogs real Mark to death* :D I know you gave my engagement ring ages ago and I didn't give you anything back..well I did *coughs* lol but I don't mean that..I'm just bad at picking men rings, I swear I'd take them all and run off *laughs* but that about spending our anniversary in prison it's not really a good idea lmao This little thing for the biggest and wonderful man ever. Love you Marky :-* So, what's going on in Tasha's world? Actually...everything! *breathes* Me and Fran have started our own little custody war *gggrrrr* Isn't it enough to have Josh everytime he wants that he wants the full custody now????? All this is too much for me. And also he reckons that me, Natasha *coughs*Maria*coughs* Hamilton cannot possibly be able to devote enough attention to Josh when I'm so busy with my pop career >:O Ho he dares say such a stupid thing when HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE DATING A BITCH JODIE AND WORKING IN A NIGHTCLUB...WILL HE BE ABLE TO BRING UP A BABY???? >;O NO WAY!!!!!!!!!! *breathes more* Ok, I think I need a chill pill *sighs* I've put this in my lawyers hands anyhow...I can't stand this anymore *big sigh* All I have at the moment is my wifey, Jenny, Holly, my lovely boyfriend and friends supporting me but I reckon I'll need more than that >:'( This weekend I'm going to Sligo to meet the rest of Mark's family, I'm still afraid that they don't like me. I'll make sure to bring Josh with me *nods* I don't want my baby to be hurt by his stupid fucking dad. 5 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Go go go... [09 Oct 2003|05:06pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Guilty- Blue ] go,go,go,go,go, go shorty its ya bithday we gon' party like it's ya birthday we gon' sip bacardi likes it's ya birthday and we don't give a fuck if it's ya birthday (joking :P) YAYAYAYAYA! My Nickoletto is a year older *wipes aways some tears* He is all an oldie *laughs hard* I got you a nice and lovely gift that I'm sure you will love it *evil grin* it's even your perfect twin *nods* I don't make you wait anymore and take a look at this Electronic Talk 'N Pop Mr. Potato Head *dies laughing* Also I've cooked a nice dinner for everyone and later on we can go out to clubbing and stuff :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKOLETTO MARK I LOVE YOU :-* Can't wait to meet the rest of your family :x By the way... WHERE IS MY WIFEY???????????????????? 11 -- pet the kitty (read this)

RAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [03 Oct 2003|11:23am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | me yawning ] Hello my name is Natasha but friends call me Tash lol I'm kidding, it's just I've not had time to update in 586578 years :'( I hate my 'puter!! *thinks hard* I GOT IT!!! It's possessed :O I think I'm going to buy a new one *nods* I even accept gifts *coughs*anewlaptop*coughs* from anyone :D OOOOHHHH!! I have a new haircut *poses* You like it? *poses again and smiles* YEESS!! I letted my fringe grow up and also I've lost lots of a bit of weight. People said they didn0t really like it but I think it suits me quite good :D Now my wifey and I are two lovely blonde-brunette twins *dances about* Woot! These last days have been really weird since I got 73573298 some calls from Fran telling me he is dating Jodie...and why the hell should I want to know who is dating him?? *arghhh!!!* That makes me puke, I've even preferred him dating Jordan than that, but yeah it's cool cos I don't feel anything for Fran anymore, the only man in my life apart from Josh is Mark *nods* but what the heck has Fran seen in her? *goes mad* Also he did call me to go back with him, I know Fran was stupid but never thought he could be that much >:( Anyway he can do whatever he wants, I don't care anymore!!!! Another thing that I would like to clear up is I own Kian a black eye! *nods and flexes* I didn't like the way he was talking about Liz in an interview and despite we are all friends and stuff, none says that things about my wifey >:O By the way I'm pimping my new wifey-icon :D it rocks more than blue smarties ;) The other I was talking to my mum about the "mistake" Mark did texting her and she denies she got it *suspicious look* I don't believe her, if my mum fancies my boyfriend? :O *THUD* Nicky's birthday is in days and he promised me there will be male strippers for us at the party *goes all excited* How sweet is that? :) Now I'm thinking of buying him a BIG gift *grins* See, I'm still cool ;) *does a backflirt-falls over-nearly breaks her back-cries-gets up-dances* lmao 12 -- pet the kitty (read this)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee [17 Sep 2003|06:48pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Work it - Missy Elliot ] Yay!! I'm backies! I forgot my laptop at mum's home and I did get it back today :( I bet I'll leave my head somewhere one day! *sighs* NICKY NEEDS UPDATE!!! cos if he gets out of the community, I'll kick him out that hard that he won't be able to sit on anywhere in 2 weeks *nods* My wifey and myself are still on strike. We have voted about 845932154 times to get us shooting our next video in L.A. we have been trying to get some fans to go outside our record studio and they get out some more banners which say: WE WANT ATOMIC KITTEN TO GO TO LOS ANGELES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Liz and Tash rule!!! lmao Miss "I'm gonna buy Liz and Tash loads of Tiffany's" will get back home soon. We miss her as hell!! and we have been planning to throw some parties before our new singles are coming out. The kittens and Hollu Lollu will be performing at CD:UK next month :D I'm really mad at Kianus...he said *gasps* nothing could make the whole world end since me and my Mark got together >:O we are the perfect couple *nods* Look, we are the cutest and the nicest ones *grins* so HA! By the way...Marky, I'm in London so if you're still here, we could get together sometime to talk and stuff *coughs hard and evil smile* >:) AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! 5 months since me and Mark started dating, weeeeeee! It was on the past 15th but Happy Anniversary teddy *cuddles - licks - squeezes your bum - grins - snogs you to death* >:D Greg....babe....WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?? OOOOOHHHHH!!!!! I bet Bry will get angry in a week and I'm gonna win >:D ( OOC ) 23 -- pet the kitty (read this)

woot woot!!!! [06 Sep 2003|07:25pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | the bloody pop up that comes out & says aol's not available ] What the hell is going on with aol and blurty lately? Blurty does not let me log in and Aol takes ages to open up arrrrrrrrghhhhh!!! *jumps-kicks-pees on them* when I'm on my way to comment I have to write my password again like I was not logged in!!! do Blurty and Aol agree to make my life worse?? >:O *coughs hard* Welll after get all this out of me... HAPPY BIRTHDAY mad KERRY!!! :D This is my gift since I stole borrowed your Gucci shoes last week *whistles and grins* I'm going to your Molly's party today and I'm bringing Josh too :) I will call Mark in case he wants to join us :D My holiday days have been pretty cool, I spent some days with Josh and my mum in Tenerife after Josh birthday party with my family. It seems like my mum wanted to get a nice tan or something. By the way Josh is already a 1 year old baby!! His first birthday party was amazing! He did enjoy all his presents and also his birthday cake. Mark came over too and talked to my parents. I think it was the first time they met Mark as my official boyfriend *shrugs* Anyway they really liked him and that's all matter *nods* :) Hmmm, I don't know what I should update about...our album is coming out in November and our first single has been pushed back and will be released in October..I bet all of you can't wait to get our new album right? >:D WOOT! YES DARLING!!! *dies laughing* My wifey is back >:) *evil laugh* Erm...I have been thinking of cooking for my wifey and Nicky since Nicky told me he would strip for us. I already knew Nicky wanted to strip for me, it was all about time *laughs* I do suck at this update...hopefully I can come up with something better next time *sobs-dies* EDIT: New boobie icon Marky >:D :-* 32 -- pet the kitty (read this)

[30 Aug 2003|11:00pm] [ mood | alive!! <333 ] [ music | Miss Perfect- Abs Breen ] ( OOC ) Yes! I'm back and I've been reading everyne's last entries and stuff...so How you doing? :D I missed my boyfriend and wifey like crazy, and of course Nicky >:) I'm back to pick on you again pervert potato!! *laughs* I'm kidding, stupid mood today babe :X Where are Holly and Kian? Bry? Greg? EVERYONE????? I know, pointless update but I'd like to take my time to my next update and do a long one :D Missing you guys *mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah* EDIT Hi teddy, I love you <33 ;) EDIT2 Pimping new icon weeeeeee!!!!!! >:D 22 -- pet the kitty (read this)

OOC... [24 Aug 2003|01:04am] [ mood | tired ] ( OOC ) 7 -- pet the kitty (read this)

dum be dum be... [15 Aug 2003|11:30pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | My wifey singing weeeeeee ] YAY! I'm back *grins* well, we are back at work *tries not to faint through the fact there will be non-stop promoting the new single and the new album WHICH *gasps* will be coming out SOON at the end of this year if things are going good as actually they are* Like my wifey Lizzie said...GO ORDER 1000 ALBUMS EACH NOW!!! thank you *big smile* I have to say that Lizzie is the best wifey on the Earth and people are just jealous of me cos I have her and not them so HA HA HA!! ANNNNNDDDDDD!!!! Let me tell you all that Kerry is a SWEET mad person *nods* Holly is a lovey pervert, Jess is so much pervert too *evil grin*...and better stop here before I get kicked by people that they know I wuv them *innocent smile* ok, Kian is a loon too, my boyfriend is...erm...*smiles all nervous* my boyfriend is...sexy? Bry is a *coughs extra mega har*big head*coughs and smiles* nice guy with temper *nods* and Nicky is....erm...erm...*chokes on her own coughing* erm....MEAN!!!! AAAHAAA!!! Greg is a cheeky and Tony is a COOKIE and a MUFFINS KILLER!!! *laughs hard* sorry, I had to say that! ME RULES!!! *grins* :D :D WEEEEE!!!!!! 4 months with my boyfriend *does a sexy dance* It's been like years when we started dating *snogs imaginary Mark to death* I'm hoping we are dating forever *smiles* and if he doesn't give me sign he is still alive I won't spank him anymore *whistles* :-* :-* So yes, I did have a GREAT time in the States with Greg. He is a really nice guy and I had spent a couple of days more there with him if I would have had time*kicks her stupid back at work* He came and picked me up at the airport early Tuesday and went off to the hotel to leave my luggage. Then he took me out to the most beautiful place in the city, it was pretty cool, I felt stupid taking pictures of everything, I didn't really need to put that hat saying "I'M A TOURIST" cos everyone just stared at me and started laughing...Greg just covered his face and whistled pretending he didn't know me *coughs and pokes him hard* I'm all carried away to get the films all developed. Since I'm a cool wifey, girlfriend and friend *nods and pats self* I got gifts for everyone but I'm too lazy to post them up right now so try to imagine what they are *laughs* I'm so mean, I know *pouts and sobs* I will post the gifts later on in a EDIT or in my next update ;) so..*coughs* Aaron Carter's show was so boring cool...tho I nearly fell asleep if those teeny screams didn't wake me up *sighs* Greg's show was absolutely amazing! I bounced, screamed and nearly got myself kicked out of the show by a security guy cos I went all fans mad BUT I told him I was Natasha from a British band called Atomic Kitten, that guy was stupid, How come he didn't know us? *kicks imaginary stupid security guy* anyway I just smiled and tried to be nice, he letted me stay there if I would not cause any trouble to people, for God's shake! I didn't do anything bad *rolls eyes and sighs* The best part was when we went out clubbling, you know, I'm a party animal *hysterical laugh* weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! We wanted Tony to come along with us but since he is a cookie he can't think properly *laughs* I'm kidding ;) It was great, I guess I just drank as always I do cos I didn't really what happened later..naaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!! GOTCHA!!! *laughs hard* we danced, got drunk, laughed, cried, wait, we didn't cry *scratched head* well, it was fun *nods* then Greg took me to the Hotel, stayed there for a while and went off to his house. I couldn't sleep that much so I called Mark and talked to him for a long..loooong time, and I said LONG TIME cos my battery was lower and my mobile died *sobs* Actually I don't know what I told him cos I was too drunk to remember, I hope I didn't say anything dirty *coughs hard* I swear I have never ever had sex on the phone, OH GOD! Ok, leave what I said, it sounds rude and SOOOOO dirty *dies coughing* The following day *coughs hard for no reason* was so sad *sniffs* I had to be back to the UK and said goodbye Greg at the airport *sniffs even more* the trip back was just TERRIBLE!!!!!!! A guy next to me didn't stop snoring all the time and the plane's turbulences made me puke once, twice or who knows how many times I had to go to the loo *cries* then that stupid kid broadcasting live the bloody trip: "we are flying over the sea, it's been quite cloudy and I wonder if we will end up crashing the plane into a mountain..." Wtf? when the heck there are mountains in the middle of the sea since???????? he just went on my nerves and hit him with his imaginary micro on the head, he started crying and his mum yelled at me so I had to change my seat if I didn't want her to kill me *pouts* it was not my fault!!! that kid was evil!!!!! I tell you, his eyes were like red balls on fire and he even could make his own neck revolve and throw foam out the mouth, too scary *shudders* WOOT!! This update is extra mega long *pats self and gets THE WIFEY award* YAAAAAAAAYY! Now I'm all excited that I could buy some Tiffany's diamods to my wifey *coughs* but I won't *looks around* I think this is over, if something good is coming up later I will Edit *nods* *finishes the update with the wifey dance and dies* SUPER EXTRA MEGA IMPORTANT EDIT TONY IS A PERVERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EDIT2: I miss my Marky :'( 22 -- pet the kitty (read this)

This weather.... [10 Aug 2003|03:50pm] [ mood | tired of this weather ] [ music | How does it feel- Westlife ] IS KILLING US! It's been AGES since London was not that hot and the only thing is coming out my mind is jump off a swimming pool *drools and tries not to faint* but I guess I'm going to put my head into the deepfreeze and have a cold bath too. I took Josh to my mum yesterday, Liverpool is being quite hot too but not as much as London is actually. Anyway I can take something good from this, I got a nice and lovely tanned skin *grins* I won't need the fake tan any longer, weeeeeeeeeee!!! *does the shoulder dance and bounces* Hopefully this BIG red mark on my back is gone soon *evil look @ her wifey and Hollu* >:( Woot! I just slept about 3 hours yesterday and I reckon I'm not going to sleep tonight either. I would like to spend today with Mark as soon as I finish packing my clothes and stuff :) I will be a couple of days off in the States to see Greg in concert and sightseeing in the city, Hampton Hill if I'm not wrong, I'm well lost about American geography, me and the Kittens were only in Los Angeles, New York and a few places more which I don't remember now :O It's gonna be great *nods* After having a little talk with Mark I think I should stay in a hotel instead of Greg's house, he has to take me out to see the city and go clubbing anyway *grins* I'm leaving tomorrow at 8 pm and I will be there round 11 am or so, this trip is gonna be worse than others with 15 hours on a plane =:| *THUD and gets up* I hate planes and I hate long trips too *pouts* AND NO GREG!! I'm not going to put a hat on where it says: 'I'm a Tourist' >:( people will think I'm stupid which they would be wrong cos I'm not *shakes head* Totally agree with my wifey, we should get online one day again but try not to end up arguing about anything or I will eat you all *nods* If we play something one day again it has to be something that we can't not argue about which is gonna be difficult *thinks hard* well, we will see. Go my wifey and Hollus! lmao dunno what I'm saying this but I felt like it :D OOHH!! I nearly forgot this, Mark has not got a dirty journal and if you all thinks so it's cos all of you are jealous >:O so stop calling us pervs!!! My boyfriend is sexy, I like whip cream and we have loads of fun together, what's wrong with that? >:( Said, I'm right *nods* I'm always right tho >:) YAY! *kicks sun and tries not to get burnt* I hate it >:'( anyway..I'm going to do what I said before and then meet up with my sexy kissable boyfriend :-* but first I'm off to visit my wifey to steal her lovely DKNY dress say hello :D 25 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Ermmmmm..... [03 Aug 2003|06:55pm] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | Hols pervertness ] Dunno why I'm posting this *scratches head* I'm talking to Hols right now and she has threatened me to post it or she will steal all the whip cream from me *pouts* I blame my wifey Lizzie too, she wanted me to post it as well *rolls eyes and nods* I tell you, I was under effects of the most pervert people on Earth and you know they can rub off on me and unfortunately I caught their pervertness...anyway...*coughs* For some weird reasons which I can't explain right now, something forced me look at some word into the dictionary when me all innocently didn't want to *sobs* So just ignore that bit *nods* ( bits of our innocent convo ) *bows* After posting this I think I'm done...hopefully noone comes and sue us for our little convos which are all so innocent *nods* EDIT: HEE!! Pimping new icon for my teddy Mark >:D 42 -- pet the kitty (read this)

la la la, how cool is update, tralala [29 Jul 2003|07:45pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Frontin- N.e.r.d ] Ok, it was s'posed I was like not updating anymore but then I wondered, why hell not? and here I am, Natasha Hamilton being silly once again. I've been trying to figure out why people say I'm lovely and stuff, I also have two faces and not always show my nice one. I can be a bitch or also an angel or be just neutral, dunno *shrugs and sighs* I'm not perfect and let me tell you all than I always put the foot in the wrong place and fall down and then put the foot in the same wrong place and fall down again and so on. Yes, I know, I'm not making sense as always. Most of you, I mean, Nicky, Kian and Hols cos Bry and Lee left before, already heard this but I'm so sorry and I just feel guilty for trying to get you all together to chat and play a stupid game which was funny at the beginning. And you are going to tell me, yes Tash, no worries, it was not your fault blah blah blah..but I know it was so let's stop here. I'm glad Liz and Mark didn't come, at least they didn't miss anything interesting. About leaving the journal, nah! I was just rambling, it's great to be here tho sometimes you want to give up...I guess I need to work more or not...who knows what I need *shrugs* It was cool to chat with Greg and Lee today. They are two great lads and I love them loads. I just wanted to say If I said something that hurt you guys, I'm sorry too. You see, this is my bitch face, I wish I could do something to make people feel better, anyway... By the way Greg, good luck on the Tour with Aaron Carter :) and me still wants bacon *laughs* I was also talking to Christian the other day and told me about the baby, it's just a shame and I'm so sorry, all I hope is Rach is doing great and also wish all my best to Christian and John. Chris babe, chin up *hugs* Things like that just happen and I thank to God I got Josh with me *hugs Chris* You know if you want to talk to me, let me know babe. Hmmm, I think I don't miss anything else. Oh yeah, let's forget the game and start again *stares at Nicky and Bryan* Done *big sigh* 19 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Me updating!!! [27 Jul 2003|05:30pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Hey Whatever- Westlife ] Weee!! It's been ages since last time I updated but I'm back :D Things are going great so far, it was like I went mad last time but now I'm ok *nods* and I wonder why people have those mood swings suddenly, I mean, you wake up on Monday in a good mood and on the following day you are more like killing someone or yourself, one, my wifey Peachy and Hollus are right and I'm a loon or two, that pair has a bad (in a nice way) influence on me and they are who make me be that way...*thinks hard* Ok, the second one wins *laughs* Ahhh!! Thank you guys for the spam, I really love it *nods* I nearly peed myself reading it less when you started talking about me and the girls stripping for you all *coughs extra mega hard* So I'm the 1st official stripper *chokes on her coughing* *points to the icon* There, that was all folks *Bry's voice* lmao I ONLY strip for my Mark ;) I was talking to my mad wifey and the perv one Hollus and we thought of doing also a club named "Men boxers wearing", this is gonna be a competition against Bry and Lee *evil laugh* We also were playing a game "Truth or dare?" but we finished up asking questions us three answering with all sincerity. It was cool *nods* we should play all together again, all together I mean, us three with all of you guys *TUT TUT* I was thinkig if it would be a great idea to post some of our little secrets so... ( Here they are... ) Hmmm, I think I've not forgotten anything...*thinks* YEAH!! *laughs and is scared* I'm afraid to post this here so better keep my mouth closed just in case, sorry wifey but I'm not likely posting the thing we were talking about *sobs* I'm done! :) EDIT New layout and pimping new icon :D *does a strip dance* EDIT SUPER EXTRA MEGA IMPORTANT Tomorrow at 4 p.m UK time get online to play Truth and Dare. Since this is the better way to let you all know... I WANT ALL YOUR ARSES ONLINE TOMORROW OR I WILL KICK THEM If anyone of you can't get online tomorrow, just tell me and we can get together another day, there is no problem at all :D 22 -- pet the kitty (read this)

jsdnzgj zfkgdfk... [21 Jul 2003|05:40pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | Why do I love you?- Westlife ] Yes, nice subject, I was thinking of that all the time >:( I have nothing to say except I'm just mad at everything at everyone, well, not at everyone or yes, or sort of, or no...AARRGGHHH!!! whatever! Yes, I'm not in a mood, I should have stayed on my bed and didn't leave my house today. Today sucks. I guess I'm just going through a nervous breakdown and I'm about to explode!! *takes self head out the window and screams* phew! that helps *breathes* Woah, now my neighbourds are yelling at me! *ggggrrrrr* *yells back* What the heck are you all saying? I can't hear you!!! *covers ears* yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah..YEAH WHATEVER!!! *closes window* Weee....calm........ I will be a couple of days off, hopefully I will be back soon, dunno, maybe I will be back never but no worries I will let you know what I'm going to do. Arrghh, I suck today, just ignore what I'm saying here :'( I hope to be back to update about my birthday party which was absolutely great. I love you all and missing you already. Buh bye! 186 -- pet the kitty (read this)

*dances wildly around the room* [16 Jul 2003|11:25pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Miss Perfect- Abs ] If tomorrow is my birthday clap your hands If tomorrow is my birthday clap your hands If tomorrow is my birthday and you know it and you really want to show it If tomorrow is my birthday and you know it clap your hands..WEE WEE!! *dies laughing* Erm..well, I'm really sorry if I've been a real pain lately but this is my first Birthday that I'm going to spend with the Celebrity skin big family and I'm so excited! Hopefully this is not the last one and I can see more with you all *nods* BIG IT UP! Today we were performing in Legoland (Windsor) for her majesty The Queen *put fingers into mounth pretending to puke* nah! I'm kidding, it was wicked, even the Queen enjoyed our performance *nods* we rocked!!!!! *grins* It was so scary when Liz asked Carl to drive the van back to the airport, me and Jen all wanted to get off there when we heard two words in a same sentence: LIZ-DRIVING *faints* No panic, Carl finally said no and Liz was poking me all the time cos she said it was my fault to put into Carl's pocket £15...I didn't, I swear! me is totally innocent *nods and points self to her face* you see, I'm an angel *smiles* I'm all carried away since my sexy boyfriend Mark told me he would teach me to drive a car and now I know Jess is going to buy me my own car me is super-extra-mega HYPER!!! *jumps over the couch and screams* I wonder what she will buy me *thinks and dreams even tho she is still awake* a blue BMW Z8...or maybe a yellow Lamborghini Diablo?? it would be great *nods* oh no! a silver Porche 911 Carrera *THUD* Better I'm going cos I have to leave tomorrow morning to my mum's house with Josh to do a little familiar lunch before getting myself prepared for the biggest party at night! *big smile* Calling all the perv, mad and loonies *coughs*Liz,Holly,JessandifyouareagirlI'mcallingyoutoo*coughs* fancy a male stripper coming out of the birthday cake? *evil grin* EDIT: Nicky, Kian or Bry...can we borrow your cars for my driving classes? *puppy dog eyes* 17 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Sunday night....Bring it on! [13 Jul 2003|11:04pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | If you come back- Blue ] I'm bored *pouts* I know that I should update and tell some kinda story about the Kittens & co but actually I don't feel like it *pouts even more* Last week I was quite disconnected and was online not very often :( I miss talking to everyone on AOL *nods* I do hope to talk to my wifey, Holly and Jess and everybody this week *grins* and where are you all? *stares at Nicky, MARK, Kian and Bryan* Are you 4 lost anywhere and don't find the way back? >:( No, I'm not kidding this time *shakes head* Now leave what you're doing and go welcome Lee Ryan. He's back :D FOUR days for my birthday!! *TUT TUT* if anyone of YOU just forget it I will kill poke you not really hard since I'm an angel O:) 20 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Pitp, we rocked baby!!! [07 Jul 2003|07:15pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | me singing in the shower ] *waves to Mark* Hi love *pouts* I just wanted to tell you I miss you a lot and I love you *pouts more* I've been thinking like you guys will be in Glasgow a few days and The Kittens have not work, I can you join in and help you out with those Tae-Bo videos. Look, we can get up early morning and go jogging, then get back to the tour bus and do some push ups and press ups *nods* Also I will cook for you healthy food and after the shows and before we go to sleep I'll give you some nice massages..........*coughs and grins* Thank you for the flowers teddy :D it was such a lovely surprise to open the door and see that BIG branch of flowers with a card in *smiles* My mum thought I was going to faint *shakes head and laughs* Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Yesterday was Party in the Park in London. It was absolutely amazing *nods* The Kittens kicked arses there!! *shows claws and meows* lol For everyone who was not there *grins* We didn't finally sing our new single and I thought we did *laughs hard and bangs head* Jess was there with us but when we told her to go with the audience to see us performing. She probably got lost and Hols, Lizzie and I had to go and look for her everywhere. Then Jenben phoned us telling Jess was with her *snorts and rolls eyes* While Liz, Holly and I were on our way back, Liz just tripped over Craig David *pauses and starts drooling* She yelled: You stupid, are you...?? and Craig said: blind? Lizzie's face turned red and I nearly drowned myself with Hols drooling all the time *shakes head* then he said: later sexy senoritas, winked and smiled at us *THUD* After this, all three started arguing who he did smile at and stuff, all I know is he looked at me *grins and pats self* Then I pushed Lizzie and I ran off when suddenly I bumped into Strider of Blazin' Squad who was walking around and both of us fell down. Actually it was so embarrasing, the whole band were quite rude saying things like: Watch man, she can scratch you for making her falling down and it seems she has some nice company *ggrrr* he just helped me to get up, smiled and went off. Urrgghhh!! Stupid kids!! Already in our dressing room and notice I wrote in our in italics cos Hols got wrong and all three got into Blue's dressing room and caught them on underwear *still shocked and coughs* we just looked at each others and ran away from there. Later on we saw them again and Duncan just winked at us and said: excuse me? are you the new cheeky girls, right? *laughs* and I'm still wondering if that was a joke it was not funny at all *grrrrrrrrr* >:( Well, Liz and Hols are coming to my home tonight for a girlie night with me and Jess, I'm going to rent a movie! *mwah!* wweeeeee!!!! EDIT: Pimping new icon *grins* EDIT2: I'm having problems with the bloody AOL *pees on aol* it's just me or you guys can't get into it either? *cries* I finally got into it! weeee! *dances* 37 -- pet the kitty (read this)

backieeeeeessss!!!!! [04 Jul 2003|02:30pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Whole Again- Atomic Kitten ] I'm back!! *places her luggage on the ground and goes to hug everyone* Did you miss me? I bet you did *grins* I missed you all loads and loads and loads like a little kid misses a lollipop!!! lol *nods and sobs* I've been out about 3 days and it's been like ages! Me and Josh went to my house in London. Firstly I was kinda like going outside England but since I hate doing long trips for just 3 days, London seemed to be the best choice *nods* besides I know it like it was my second house. First day, I took Josh for a walk at Trafalgar Square when Jenben phoned me and asked me if I would like to attend to a Charlie's Angels premiere and then to the after party. I said, yeah why not? so I left Josh with my friend. It was great, I met up there with Jen and also Duncan and Simon, they are mad! I was taking a drink with Duncan at the after party and were talking about each other. It was not too late when I thought it was time to go back to home but Duncan insisted me to stay a bit lorger, I said no, Josh was waiting for me. He was so sweet and drove me to my house after I said goodbye to Jen who was with Dom *coughs and grins* Well, that was all my first day of my little holiday. The whole days were great, just playing with Josh, going shopping to Oxford St and walking down Hyde Park where is everything ready for the Party in the Park on Sunday *weeee* Now I'm in Ireland with my girls!! I missed my wifey Liz loads and loads and loads so I've thinking of taking her out tonight for a nice dinner and then partyyyyy!!! But I'm going to call Mark first of all, I'm seeing him in two days and it's been quite long since last time we were together *winks and rar* ;) My birthday is in 13 days *hint hint* :D EDIT: WHERE IS MY FAVE PEVERT??? >:) *points to Holly* hee!! EDIT 2: JESS!!!!! See you in two days in Birmingham at Party in the Park (obviously cos Westlife are going, wweeeeee!!!!) Wait till you go out with us party animals *laughs hard* EDIT3: Once again, Happy Birthday STE!! :D Got this Ralph Lauren's Coat for you babe. I hope you like it! *grins* 24 -- pet the kitty (read this)

It's not a good-bye.. [30 Jun 2003|02:42pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | Cradle- Atomic Kitten ] I'm going somewhere in England those few days the Kittens have no work. I've already packed everything and Josh helped me to do it *nods* well, it was more like I was packing and he biting and throwing his toys everywhere. Since this last weekend, I was thinking and came to the conclusion that I needed time for Josh and myself. Lately I've been spending most of my time with people I love and that doesn't help me neither them. Sometimes it's good not being in touch with your friends for a while *pauses* well, not...but this is the best thing I can do. I was taking to Liz and I told her I wouldn't celebrate my birthday, it's not worth it really. Anyway see you all soon, I will be back in July 4th, we have work in Cork (Ireland), Carl will phone me to tell me what hotel we are going to stay in and...everything, you know. Stop here, don't want to make this longer. Take care all, Tash xxxxx EDIT: Now I have even more reasons to leave this forever. Said it. Bye. 26 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Sunny Sunny day.... [28 Jun 2003|06:40pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Liz poking me *sobs* ] Today is a pretty sunny day which is good....NOPE!!! I went this morning to shopping with Josh, people just stopped and looked me up an down cos I wore a turtle neck, I nearly died cos of the sun and the warmth, and it s'poses England is never hot *laughs hard* My tomato skin is doing great, I'm in pain no more which is good..YES!!! *dances about all happy* KIAN YOU CAN CALL ME TOMATO WOMAN ANYMORE *evil laugh* and you're still being a potato man Nicky mwahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! *dances around the room again* Since I have nothing better to do... ( The Kittens *meow* ) I was reading in some AK forums I looked so skinny in that picture. I don't! and yeah, I read them cos I care about what people say about us *nods* anyway let's talk about another thing *grins* Mark finally trusted me and he letted me cut his hair *smiles* it was not bad as I thought, well it was not until he just passed out when I took a scissors *shrugs* then Bryan suggested me to use a electric razor to go faster, first I thought that it was another of Bryan's jokes but then he was right *nods* I have never used an electric razor before, but it was easy *coughs* Now I'm waiting for Mark not killing me *puppy dog eyes* nah! I'm joking, I tried my best and it didn't go as bad....hope so....*grins a bit* Me, Lizzie and Holly are planning to have a party animal tonight, wwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! well, Lizzie and Holly talked about it while I was absent, now you can see who are the bad influences on me *points to them* 6 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Go, Go, Go, Go.... [24 Jun 2003|06:55pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | In da club- 50 Cent ] Go, go, go shawty It's your birthday We're gonna party like it's your birthday We're gonna sip Bacardi like it's your birthday *puts a pair of baggin pants and a tight top on and pretends to be a rapper with a scarf rolling up on her forehead* 'Up man? c'mon you all! *raps and does a rap dance* My flow, my show brought me the doe That bought me all my fancy things My crib, my cars, my pools, my jewels .............. *baggin pants go down* ooppss!! *runs off* *is back* Erm...Hip Hop music doesn't go with me *shakes head* but I like those baggin pants, they are pretty cool *grins* except cos I need 3 Natashas to wear them *laughs* Me is still looking like a tomato *pouts and sobs* I can't hardly touch myself to put loads of lotion on. Jenben and Liz are evil!!! They are always tripping over something to push me or poke my back on purpose, arrgghhhh!!!! I can't even sleep at nights. Mum has taken Josh for a bit longer until I get over it *sobs*And he is turning 10 months today *sobs harder* I'm going later to mum's house to celebrate it, I hope this time Josh doesn't bite me again, his teeth are growing up and he uses my little finger sometimes, poor babe :( I also fell asleep wearing my sunglasses when I was sunbathing during our 3 days in South Africa and now it seems like a red lollipop with white spots in the shape of my sunglasses *cries* it was quite embarrasing when we were having an interview on the radio, the DJ didn't stop asking me why I wore sunglasses inside the studio, I was trying to avoid the question telling him the floodlight was hurting my eyes *coughs and sighs* Liz and Jen didn't stop laughing at me *pouts* Since Mark told me about that romantic vacation I've been looking for nice places to go. I got loads of travelling pamphlets at my house but I'd rather talk to Mark before choosing where we could go *is all excited* It'd be the first time we were all alone for a few days *rolls eyes and grins* Tomorrow will be a shopping day *nods* Liz and Holly meet up with me early morning to buy loads of clothes for moi and also buy my lunch *grins* I can't wait, hee!!! mwahahahaha! 16 -- pet the kitty (read this)

I'm engaged!!!! [19 Jun 2003|09:20pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Why do I love you- Westlife ] Yup, I'm engaged with the most wonderful and cute guy ever, Mark *smiles and shows the ring all excited* I hope things work this time, my last engagement ended up in a horrible way but I think this time is different, this is special *nods* It's great to feel yourself loved, isn't it? *grins and snogs imaginary Mark* ha! *dries off her sweat* First day in South Africa, this is gonna kill me, the weather is the hottest and my skin is starting turning into a nice brown colour, wweeeeeee!! I'm getting a tan, even more tanned than Lizzie *rolls eyes and sticks tongue out at her* HA HA HA!! *moves her rear of the year even when she already knows it's gonna to be kicked by Lizzie* Today it's been quite tired, radioshows, performances, going here and there...I already forgot what working hard meant...I slept with Lizzie last night, it was quite funny *laughs hard* we were making prank calls on Jenny *dies laughing* you should hear her voice on the phone... ( HA HA HA HA HA ) *dies laughing* I had so much fun! Jen nearly killed us today! I pretended like I didn't know anything about that but she just pinched my cheek till it turned red *pouts* but it was fun!!!!! mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! Oh...by the way Nicky *coughs* I WANT MY STEREO BACK!!!!!! *breaths* thank you, love *grins* 32 -- pet the kitty (read this)

I hate days like this!!! [16 Jun 2003|07:00pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Josh playing with the spoon ] Today, Monday...ARGGHHH!!! Why does Monday exist? Who the heck did make this day? I mean, Friday is cool so is Saturday but NEVER MONDAY!!! oh and Sunday neither, or at least yesterday was not!! uurrgghh!! I hate feeling in this way, it's just annoying!! *big sigh* Me and the girls were performing at GWR Roadshow in Milton Keynes yesterday and today were in Newmarket (Suffolk). We are flying to South Africa in two days and I've not seen my boyfriend yet *pouts* I know he is on tour but I miss him like hell. Yesterday was 2 months since we started dating, it's sweet when you can spend the whole day with the person you love *sighs* maybe I'm really selfish with all this but I can't help it..well, I have nothing more to say, I'm not in a good mood today, better not talk to me. Update over. 16 -- pet the kitty (read this)

pointless update... [14 Jun 2003|11:40am] [ mood | hot ] [ music | Nicky saying nothing......... ] Yeah, I'm tired, hot and nothing to do actually. I hope everyone already knows about the bump-bop wedding, if you don't then go here and make sure to attend to it, hopefully we can see you all there *nods* I didn't even think of posting this here but the fact I'm bored made me re-considetare it. I did have a laugh when I found it *nods and laughs hard* ( WestPark??*laughs hard* ) Pointless update is over but it was funny, wasn't it? *laughs harder* EDIT: Pimping one of the wonderful icons that my wifey made for me* dances* 16 -- pet the kitty (read this)

me and my monkey... [11 Jun 2003|08:15am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Ben chucking oranges everywhere! ] *dodges an orange* arrgghh!!!! Ben is driving me crazy! I think he has already bruised my arm and my leg twice today *sighs* I can't believe how Liz manages to live with a monkey like this! and I thought that bringing up a baby was difficult *hysterical laugh* Holly came to visit us yesterday by the time my mum was taking Josh with her, it was not a good impression between Josh and Ben at first. Mum will look aftr Josh till Liz is back, it'll be better in this way *nods* *dodges another orange* BEN!! can you not stop a moment?? uuurrgghhh!!!!! I feel really offended, I've spent loads of hours cooking for a monkey and he just ate the donuts that Holly bought him *sobs* BEN! oh great now he's eating my couch *ssiigghhhs* After Hols left us, I took a shower locking Ben with me into the loo, I gave him my shampoo to keep himself amusing but when I finished, I saw nice bubbles popping out of Ben's mouth *shakes head* I'm taking him to see the veterinary today *sighs* Erm, it seems like Ben wants to say something to Liz, hold on: dhahjbffaibgflegaileruuuuuwaooiredzkigbewallllllwwwwwwafgesifggggggaqwigggeoggge It must be a code or something, anyway... *tries a pair of shorts and a tight top on* So when is the football match? *winks @ Mark* love you baby ;D *is hit harder by an orange**THUD* 34 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Learn to be a teenybooper... [06 Jun 2003|08:40pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Liz and Hols mumbling ] ( ...by Lizzie, Hols and Tash ) WARNING: 1- Reading this convo can cause heart attacks 2- rated over 18 3-Writers don't take charge what could happen when someone reads this 4-Writers were over-excited pretending to be teenyboopers *nods* 5-Good luck EDIT: I <333 you Mark *hugs* EDIT2: why is no-one online?? *pouts* LIZ!! GET YOUR LOVELY ARSE ON BEFORE YOU'RE GOING TO SPAIN!!! 35 -- pet the kitty (read this)

The Tide is High but I'm holding on... [04 Jun 2003|10:50pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | The Tide is High- Atomic Kitten *grins* ] I'm gonna be you're nummbbeeerrrr oonnnneeeeeee Yup, I'm pretty well today, everything is absolutely great actually...I love life, I love my friends, I love my wifey, I LOVE MARK and I even love Mr. Potato *laughs hard* Today I went out with my baby Josh for a walk, sometimes it's good to spend a day just with him *nods* We were shopping and got some new clothes for my baby *coughs*andme*coughs* It was quite embarrasing when Josh was shouting at the saleswoman for no reason, I wonder if this takes it from me *rolls eyes* Mark got his beloved Sandwich Grill broken *pets my Markie* so I bought a new one for you love, well Josh broke a small bit of the box that was in :O I hope you like it, maybe it's not as good as it was yours but...anyway, I want to be the first one you make a Sandwich *grins and and bites your lips softly* I'm going out tonight with Lilly and Jenben to get drunk have fun *nods* but I'm afraid Lizzie goes too far with the drinking thing and we have to take her to home later...nothing to do with me, you all know how responsible I am *nods and tries not to laugh* nah, we're just gonna have fun and dance all night long... I was talking to Hols today, she is not that bad, still down tho *pouts* Hopefully she's back in London soon. L and T are going to do a pyjamas party at T's home on Friday night and they are looking for people to come over. *HINT HINT* *coughs* We can play Twister and then eat sausages and chicken *nods* By the way T loves L's spamming so much *hands L a cookie and HUGE hug* T can't wait for hers and L's plan, T thinks they will have so much fun *nods* And also tell L that T loves her sooooooo mmuuucchhh and T will be L's boyguard always cos everybody knows T does so look like Schwarzenegger *flexes for L* I'm going *waves all happy and smiles* EDIT:New layout and I love you so much Marky *smiles* 28 -- pet the kitty (read this)

no subject... [31 May 2003|09:15pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | mum yelling at me arrgghh!!! ] Today is Saturday and what does it mean? nothing actually... Firstly I should talk about Mark's party, shouldn't I? it was absolutely great, but it would be better if LIZZIE was there with us *sighs* anyway, she didn't feel well and preferred to stay at home with Ben. Honestly and not giving so much details, the afterparty was better *coughs* I booked a suit in Birmingham Marriott Hotel, I was quite surprised how the hotel service treated us quite well when we arrived at the hotel. The suit was perfect, petals of roses in the bed, champagne and strawberrys on the table and Mark *smiles* The champage tasted so good but tasted better from Mark's lips *coughs* anyway, the rest of the night is censored, sorry folks *sticks tongue out* I was talking to Hols this afternoon; me, Liz and the guys are going later to visit her, she needs to cheer up so does Lizzie too *nods* Why guys are such as complicate people? uuggghhh!!! I guess I'm so lucky to have Mark with me, he's just...different, he is perfect *nods and smiles* that was I told Liz the other day. I'm off now, need to prepare myself before I go to Hols' home. Edit: Wuv you Mark! 122 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Today.... [28 May 2003|03:35pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Imaginary Diva- Westlife ] is my Markie's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE This is my 1st pressie ( hhmmm ) and this little 2nd *blushes* one, I knew you had a little thing for those things *sticks tongue out* and I wanna see you with it on tonight *grins*...oh well, I will give you my 3rd pressie tonight...after the show...in the hotel...happy birthday Mark. I love you!!! 8 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Just a quick update... [27 May 2003|05:00pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Back for good- Take That ] ( mwah ) I reckon Nicky will love this pic as soon as he watches it. Mark's birthday is tomorrow, so you people better have his present bought already!!! I'm in Birmingham spending most of my time with him before me and the Kittens are back to work. The guys have another show tonight and so have they tomorrow as well. I was talking to Lizzie yesterday and she got me so worried and also shocked, still in shock tho. She's so busy actually with Nicky Jr. He is learning to do The tide is high choreography, maybe he is joing us on tour, it would be great *nods* oh well, Nicky told me he and Mark would join Atomic Kitten as well calling themselves Atomic Puppys *shakes head* I've already made up names for my little innocent fishes, Hollylolo and Kianini *laughs hard* sorry, I've not come up with better names *shrugs* they are funny anyway, ain't they? *giggles* Update over...more coming soon *grins* EDIT: Love you Mark..wwwwwwwwweeeeeee!!! 3rd time *smiles all happy* 12 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Pointless update.... [25 May 2003|02:10am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Cry Baby- Jemini ] AAAHHHH!!! I've been watching Eurovision song contest before and United Kingdom didn't get ANY POINT!!! how bad could be that?? I SAID ANY POINT!!! I phoned Chris, in case you guys don't know who Chris is, he's in the band called Jemini the band that was representing UK tonight. He seemed to be so down, I was trying to cheer him up on the phone for an hour or so. Poor thing! They did their best and the didn't deserve this *disappointed* I got a prank call from Nicky the other day! I nearly killed him! he called me at 2 a.m when Mark got home all tired and he just wanted to sleep *shakes head* I think you guy are taking this rebel thing too serious *pinches Nicky's cheek* yaaay! if you look like an angel babe! *grins* LizzieBooBoo got Nicky today! I was so excited so I went to see him. He's so cute and I thought he liked me 'til he started chucking oranges at me...*pouts* I love you Mark (My 2nd update telling you this *grins* 11 -- pet the kitty (read this)

SA postponed... [21 May 2003|06:15pm] [ mood | surprised ] [ music | Cry me a river- Justin Timberlake ] Well, we have finally postponed our three day South African tour but promo dates will be re-announced shortly, meanwhile I'll be spending those 3 days in England *grins* The other day I was at Liz's home spending a girlie night with her. We did rent a couple of movies, eating pizza, having face masks...you know. I requested get jam on our pizzas but Liz refused it, wonder why...*thinks* I mean, people get pineapple on pizzas in other countries...and they say it tastes good...*shudders* we should try jam next time Liz, but strawberry jam, you know I love it! *laughs hard and shudders again* it was pretty fun, Liz is mad special and were talking about everything...guys, clothes...and also about a trip to somewhere out there...*closes eyes and thinks* beaches...sun...hmmm...hee!!!!! Holly joined us very late at night but we didn't know it was her...it was scary, Liz and I were watching a movie of Stephen King when suddenly someone knocked the door the same time as the murderer did in the movie *screams* no-one of us dared to go and open the door so...me took a knife in case it was..well, you know...*swallows* and went straight to the door with Liz on my back, I looked through the peephole and didn't see anything either anyone *breaths quick* then we tried to calm down a bit and when we just turned over that thing knocked the door harder...I swear I nearly had a hard attack and Liz's face turned white, she didn't need a face mask in that moment! then I said: "Ok Liz, we need to know who the hell is this, so take this knife and if something happens to me, run...run away and call 911!" Liz stepped away and I opened the door and jumped on that weak shadow and we started rolling on the floor whilts I was biting his/her arm, then that stranger's scream rang me a bell and stopped...it was Hols *shocked* poor babes, now she has a little mark of my teeth on her arm... I'm sorry babes *feels guilty* Oh! And it's absolutely impossible to sleep with Liz and Holly! when they can't sleep and you are in the middle of your dreams...they started a pillow fight jumping on me..rrrrrraaaaaaaarrrrrrr!!! I needed Jenben to defend me *cries* *deep breath* what a night! *shakes head smiling a bit* Weeeeeee!!! me and the girls have free makeup thanks to Nicky! *coughs*makeupthief*coughs* Wuv you baby! ha!! I saw a lovely and beatiful bracelet the other day in Tiffany's...*hint hint* *laughs* Oi...I found this pic ages ago of me with Kerry and Bry ( erm... ) Edit:Oh! I forgot it...I love you Mark *smiles* 156 -- pet the kitty (read this)

back... [19 May 2003|08:50pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | me sighing all time ] It's been ages since my last update but I've been busy *pouts* Did you miss me? I guess you did *laughs* anyway I'm off to Lizzie's home to watch a movie, eat hotdogs, pizza and popcorn!!! it's gonna be a girlie night *grins* I LOVE YOU MARK I missed you a lot babe! *hugs you* Expect a long update someday this week, I can't now actually *pouts more* 9 -- pet the kitty (read this)

When are we gonna stand up as people... [15 May 2003|05:20pm] [ mood | touched ] [ music | Stand up as people- Lee Ryan ] Yay! I have this song stuck in my head from this morning! *ggrrr* I'm tired and I'm just updating cos Liz wants me to *yawns* Yesterday me and the mad Kittens were performing at Pepsi Silver Clef Concert. It was great, most of the people wanted us to sing Dirrty of Christina Aguliera but we finally sang Don't call me baby of Madison Avenue. It was great to meet up with Blue, Busted...CRAIG DAVID...Liberty X...and many more. I flight off to Liverpool today to see my baby and family. They are absolutely great and Josh is getting bigger! I love him! he just wanted to be with me, Lizzie and Jenben all time and didn't stop saying 'mum, mum, mum' yaaay! How cute is he?? *is proud of her baby* On the other hand I'm still afraid of talking to mum about this pregnancy thing. I s'pose I would set this aside and face it. I'll talk to her later..or maybe tomorrow *glups* Me and the Kittens have something to do here in Liverpool tomorrow but don't ask me what it is..*bangs head* Too many things in head to make a little place to our schedule *ggrrr* well, I have Jen and Lizzie to remind me what we have to do every day anyway *laughs* I was talking to Hols on the phone today, she's been spending the whole day with Bry...wonder what do they call 'spending the whole day' to? *giggles* Now I'm laying in hotel's bed wearing that little thing Mark bought me in Victoria's Secret, eating chocolate and with my laptop. Yeah I preferred to stay in a hotel that my mum had to see me puking *nods* Maybe it's not really interesting to say but a month ago just one day like this Mark and I kissed for first time *smiles* I need some action today!! this room is so quiet!!! *ggrrr* 12 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Days like this... [12 May 2003|09:30pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Invitation- Blue (Liz's fave song, hee!) ] make me sick!! As I promised Lizzie and Hols, I went to see the doctors earlier this morning. I got all checked, it was horrible!! I hate doctors! I hate them!! all of them!! arrgghhh!!! Marky came with me before he caught a fly to Sweden..poor thing!! I hope this tour doesn't get them too tired *sighs* My puking has stopped a bit, now I just spend half of the day in the loo and not whole like I used to *shakes head* wwwwwwwweeeeeeeee!!! *laughs* oi! I'll get an answer back after this complete check-up tomorrow *deep sigh* Hols' birtday party was...crazy!!!!! AMAZING!!! There wasn't too many drinks there this time, alcohol is not allowed right now *shakes head* water, all kind of juices and red bulls *nods* We didn't get Josh Harnett to strip either all those hotties we wanted *ggrrr* anyway the party was worth it! We got all Westlife to strip *laughs* wwwwwwweeeeeeeee!!! how great sounds that eh?? *grins* Hols locked Liz in a room and I finally told Kian there was a big raspberry ripple ice cream in the room where Liz was *giggles* So...we got both of them locked in the room..ahahahahaha!! I can't give you details cos they are the ones who know what happened in there...but we don't need to be too clever to know it, hee!! *coughs* I was curling up with Mark all night long, my stomach didn't stop hurting *sobs* and well, Bry and Hols snogging...Shane and Nicky dancing and doing things that just God knows to Tom! Now I'm going to eat something before I can puke it! *arrgghhh* 18 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Happy birthday my lovely little muffin'! [11 May 2003|05:52pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Dirrty- Christina Aguilera ] Should I update? I s'pose I should, I don't feel like it tho. Anyway, I just came to wish to my lovely sweet extra sexy mega talented Holly Valance...Happy Birthday. I told you I didn't get your pressie but I was just messing around *grins* Mark came with me so these little gifts are from both of us. well, honestly the last one was chosen by Mark *coughs* Enjoy your presents babe so do you Bry *winks* Well, off to the loo, my already second house now *deep sigh* 22 -- pet the kitty (read this)

pointless update just cos I have nothing to do.. [09 May 2003|10:03pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | not in a mood to listen to music now.. ] Life is unfair, just kill yourself or get over it I must suggest the second one just in case you don't have any reason to live, but I guess and hope everyone has no reasons to kill him/her self....children, friends, family... Thanks God I got my lovely son Josh who I love to hell, my family who has always supported me, my boyfriend, the most understanding and sweet person ever and all my friends who I do care about them, it seems to me they still don't know it tho...let's go to see who got the worst update today guys! *shakes head sighing* This is over. Edit: Congratulations to Liz and Kian, I'm happy for you pair *smiles a lil* 16 -- pet the kitty (read this)

wwwwwwweeeeee [07 May 2003|08:15pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | my heart beating... ] There is nothing to talk about actually, me is just getting ready for Mark, he is taking me out for a romantic dinner tonight, I'm more than excited *jumps up and down and kisses Tom* eeeeewwwwww ewwwwww ewwwww!!!!! *spits Tom's fluffs everywhere* eeewwww ewwwww!!!!! *shakes head* Who knows what Kian has done to this teddy....EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!! Off to have a shower *grins* EDIT: Liz and Hols are mad and Lizzie fancies.....*evil smile* bwaaaahahahhahahahahaha 18 -- pet the kitty (read this)

and the oscar goes to... [06 May 2003|04:12pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Liz asking me to put this part of our convo up! ] ( wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeee ) 23 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Still in Germany [05 May 2003|07:30pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | ZZZzzzzZZZzzz ] I was chating with Lizzie Boo and Hols this morning, they are so much fun, I love the way they are cos they are mad!! you wanna a proof of this...check this out: [Hols and Liz, please don't kill me when you see this *swallows*] ( 2 crazy women and an innocent girlie *points to herself* hee ) Oh well, I was a bit down today and none better to cheer me up than Lizzie and Hols *smiles* how crazy are these girls *laughs* Liz scared me with that pigeons thing. We were talking when in the middle of our conversation, a bunch of pigeons appeared at her window, scary! poor babe, it's like those bloody pigeons were stalking her, she needs a man to protect her *hint hint* ohh! but not that postman you had a crush on! Thanks God you wore your glasses in time! *phew* I promised her to come with her to an eating-fire class, hopefully I don't end up burnt after this *goes in knees and prays* Hols misses Bry a lot, I don't understand her, Bry is just....uuuugghhh! he can't stop tossing at night *grrr* he didn't allow me sleep last night!! *points to those little bags under her eyes and pouts* Oh well, nothing to do with Nicky's mumbling and Shane snoring, more than a bus it seemed like a circus! *yaaaaawwnnss* me is tired *lays in Mark's bunk* wtf? *takes out Kian's teddy under her back* ohh! It's Tom *takes a thread and a needle and starts sewing up his arm* well Tom, me and you..all alone...on the Westlife tour bus, do you hear that? *silent* nothing, right!? it's peaceful...*looks at the teddy* hmmm, your arm is back to you now, you are one-armed no more *grins* oh wait, why the heck am I talking to a teddy?? *shakes head and rests him on Kian's pillow* Today's been quite boring, I went sighseeing in Hanover. I think I've already been here with the Kittens, but all of you know I'm not good at geography at all...I spent hours and hours walking on its streets, it's a great place to go shopping...you see how nice am I that I got some pressies for my girlies *smiles* Than I caught a taxi and back to the tour bus. I will be back in London on Thursday, I hope guys don't get so tired of me *pouts* *goes straigh to refrigerator and takes out a bottles of wine, uncorks it and pours out in a wine glass**goes back to Mark's bunk laying in and starts sipping the wine* well, I have nothing better to do *shrugs**pours out another glass of wine and drinks it in a gulp and pours more until she finishes the bottles* ahahahaha *starts laughing for no reason and falls asleep with a little smile on her face* Edit: Thank you Bry for the Kiwi's things, my back is better now *grins* 54 -- pet the kitty (read this)

Pointless update.. [04 May 2003|09:20pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | No good advice- Girls Aloud ] Hey! I know this is pointless but I just got a new layout *big smile* And I'd really want to thank to eternal_eliza, eternal_eliza, eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza,eternal_eliza for your help dear! <3<3<3<3 19 -- pet the kitty (read this)