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|Wednesday, May 21st, 2003|
So Ive pretty much Decided that I dont know what I need. My Boyfriend is halfway moved out halfway moved in and he dosent know what he wants. The more I think about it the more Im starting to not care. It feels like Ive waited on him my whole relationship. At First, I was waiting for him to get over his ex.... THEN I was waiting for him to get back from one of his vacations. Now Im waiting on him to decide where he wants to be. I honestly dont know how much more "waiting" I can take. I love him so I sit here and keep getting hurt? No Thats not how its supposed to work. Im at a point where Im wondering if letting him go is going to work out better than just sitting here day after day until he finds out what he wants. He is supposed to come stay the night tonight and he asked my permission.. I mean HELLO!!!! We moved in here together and you ask permission. It dosent even feel like we are together anymore. Im SO confused!
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Seether- Driven Under