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Mine and Taylor's date was the best we've had in many months. I don't remember having so much fun and feel so comfortable with someone this past year. It's incredible to realise that one year ago we broke up and today we're back together and have a beautiful daughter. And we're happy, we really are :)
So we went bowling and I beat Taylor ;) I don't think he'll ever get over that, he swore on his leather pants that he'd take his revenge *laughs* I won, I'm the best, what can I do? ;P After that we headed to a nice italian restaurant and had dinner. I think Taylor enjoyed the food even though there were no M&Ms, cookies or other unhealthy things. We talked about random things and agreed on a day to fly to Georgia to see my parents. Its nice talking to him, he's good to talk to, no doubt about that. I think the fact that we can talk together about everything makes things easy between us. We've had our fights and our arguments but no matter what and even after being separated for a year, we know we love each other, and we don't need words to understand that. I think Emma is the living proof of our love. Everytime I watch her sleep I think that she'll grow up surrounded by both her parents, surrounded by love, tenderness, beliefs.. And I keep thanking god for that.
Am I rambling again? *laughs* thought so.
After dinner we went to some club, where we danced until pretty early in the morning. Taylor wouldn't stop, I thought I'd have to ask the club owner to kick him out *grins* It was nice, to feel like a teenager again, like the 19 years old girl that I am, just for a night. I realised that having a baby implies to make a lot of sacrifices, and one of them is going out. I have responsabilities now, I have a child and can't go out whenever I feel like it. In a sense I miss it, in the other I don't, it's hard to explain. One thing I am sure of is that I don't regret having Emma, she's the most precious thing I have ever had and will always be, along with Taylor. But yeah, I really felt like I was 16 again that night. Taylor was being the usual goof that he is and made me laugh beyond belief. I just love how he doesn't take himself serious, his capacity to laugh at himself and ignore people's opinions about him. I guess he's grown used to ignoring those due to his career. When I look at him I find myself thinking I couldn't have loved anyone else.
After that wonderful night, we flought to Georgia and stayed 3 days over at my parents. They were psyched to see the three of us. Needless to say, they spoiled Emma. Even my brother, who usually doesn't care about babies and things related to them was all over her *laughs* She really must be special. During a conversation with my mom she asked me if things were alright at home, with Taylor and the baby, if we managed to deal with everything and I reassured her. I think she was surprised to see that Tay could be a good father. And my dad thought it was necessary to have a private conversation with Taylor about how to raise a child *laughs* Poor Tay, I think he must know more about changing diapers than me now ;)
Anyway, we're back home now, Taylor's out with Ike and since Emma's sleeping I took advantage of my freedom to come online. So many people joining the community, it's great. If anyone feels like it, you can find me on AIM -> x nat bryant :)
Oh hey, someone needs to cheer Ike up and love him (besides me and his brothers, heh.) I swear to god he's a sweet, nice, honest, funny, awesome guy. MAKE HIM FEEL LOVED! ;) *hugs Ike*
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