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How is it that when summer is near, life becomes stressful? Or maybe it's just the fact that Taylor keeps running here and there, to the studio or the music store because he needs to get something for his keyboards. Not that I mind, I know things are slowly putting themselves together for him and his brothers and hopefully they'll be out on the road again very soon now. Taylor's a ball of energy, I know the tour and the release of the album are two things he's definitely looking forward to. Can't blame him though, I think everyone here is looking forward to both things :) For now, it seems like the fans have responded positively to the 5 new songs they could hear on the fanclub's cd, which is a good thing. I know Taylor's more than psyched about that.
Emma's growing up more and more each day, she's become such a doll. I am so glad we decided to keep her because I couldn't imagine my life without her. She's turning 4 months pretty soon, time flought by so quickly. She's mumbling to herself, it's adorable. She mumbles a lot when Taylor sings her to sleep, it's the cutest thing. I think the three of us have well adapted to life together, which I find amazing because we're still young and we don't always know what to do. There are still moments I fear not being able to calm Emma down when she cries, or not knowing what to do if she ever hurts herself in any way. I mean, it's happened before. Moments I have panicked because she wouldn't stop crying and Taylor couldn't calm her down either. We learn every day from our daughter, which is something I find amazing. How can we learn something from someone so small and innocent, who doesn't even know what life really is? And still we do, every day that god makes :)
I was watching Taylor sleep last night (no comment hey :p) thinking that if I hadn't told him about Emma, we probably wouldn't be together today. It's a painful thought but for some reason can't get it to go away. I shouldn't think about things that could have happened, because he's here now, and so is Emma, and we're happy together, but still. It took our daughter to make us realise we still loved each other and we wanted to raise her together. *sighs* I'm an idiot.. I know he loves me. I shouldn't think about that kind of things.
Alli came to visit us today, it's good to see her. I hadn't seen her in quite a long time, she's been busy with work and honestly I missed her. She finally saw Emma and she was amazed at how big she already was *laughs* I think she held her in her arms almost all day, it was sweet to see. I dropped Emma at the Hansons since Diana was kind enough to accept to babysit her and Alli and I went shopping. She's a shopping freak, let me tell you. She can spend 2 hours in the same store, trying each and every piece of clothing she finds on her way *laughs* So we ended up spending one hour and a half (almost) in each store we went to. It was really fun, I love how alli isn't scared of making a fool out of herself. I mean.. Can you believe she put various tops on, various skirts and pants at the same time and added a bra over everything and walked around the store that way? *laughs* I thought the people there were going to call a doctor or something *grins* I think we should do that more often. Next time, I'll do that too *chuckles*
Anyway, I better go. Taylor and I are going to rent movies for tonight. He says I'm going to be scared by one of them, which I don't agree because I don't get scared easily. But he keeps saying it'll scare me, so we'll see. If it does, I can always curl up next to him *grins lightly*
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