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An update long overdue.
Matthew C has been a real jerk lately. I've decided to not see him as a friend until he sorts his act out. I still have to put up with his intranet emails at work though.
Today is kinda good, it's only me in the office because there's no work to be done, but they still need someone reliable here in case things go pear shaped! It's great because I've got some time to myself, I'm getting paid time and a half, and I feel like I'm in charge.
I'm really worried about Angela, but I've seen years of her behaviour and I know she's going to be Ok. I guess even though she's going to be ok, she's not ok now. Her behaviour patterns fluctuate regularly and she has a hard time keeping up with herself. Sammy says that she's seeing obsessive compulsive behaviour, a possible eating disorder and definately self harm, but it looks like it's being brought on by something called bipolar disorder. Sammy is trained in all this psychiatrist, psychologist stuff, and I've never heard of bipolar before. By the sounds of it, it's big. I see bi = going two ways, and polar = kinda like extremes, so going between two extremes? I guess that sounds right, because she's always fluctuating between two extremes of mood, almost like two different people. I still love both of her though!!
She put me in so much trouble the other night though. I was tired of sitting and waiting around to be rejected, so I used Angela's email address and sent my last two journal entries to Matthew, that guy I really got the hots for that I posted about in the last two entries and just sat back to wait and pick up a reply. I tried to catch the reply before Angela came back online, but she got the reply, and some unexpected consequence. MSN Messenger. Matthew is one of her contacts. I don't know what was said between them though, I just know that Matthew was confused and Angela had a lot of my explaining to do. I'm really sorry but it was fun!!! I really wanna know what was said between the two. All Angela actually said to me is that she gave him the URL to this journ..... Noooooooooooooooooo *flaberghasted expression*...... But that means he could be reading right now.. He could be spying on me as I type, well not as I type, after I click update.
Well anyway, Matthew, if you are reading this, CONTACT ME! Click on the "comment on this" link at the bottom of the page, you don't need to be registered to leave me a message!
Hey, or you could sign up for a journal cos they're free, and I could add you to my friends list and we could chat and stuff... I don't know what shit goes on in your life, but a lot goes down in mine, and I find this place great for ranting and raving, and even better, you can make the entries so only you see them, only friends see them, or public! Just whatever you do, don't put your year of birth, cos they'll suspend you...
Oh, and then we could start a campaign, me, you and Illona and send lots and lots of messages to Angela saying "Sort ya shit out" and stuff, cos we love her very much and don't want her this way...
Oh that is assuming you actually care about her, you're her futur brother in law, how cool is that!!
Oh god I'm rambling.. Im talking to someone who I don't even know is reading this. To be honest I got a bit excited too. I could send an email from Angela's account again....
To be continued. Eth.
Well, actually, one more quick thing!! I learned how to make things bold and Italic and underlined And all at the same time.
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