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Matt's Blurty:
| Sunday, December 21st, 2003 | |
| 10:17 pm | im the real shady ya "everyday" haha im a loser i dont have enough time to write everyday or every couple days. too much to do with christmas and everything. did you know that xmas was made by non christians cause they didnt believe in christ so they just switched it to xmas so the word christ wouldnt be in it. pretty interesting. last night we were at giant eagle, and as we were leaving these 2 dudes about 20 or so ask us if we could give them a ride back to their house cause their car broke down. so being the nice guy that i am i said sure and my best friend abe and i drove them to their house which wasnt very far, only a mile or so to evergreen road. we were talking they were really high and all that good stuff. but they were nice and very greatful that i gave them a ride so it was all good. he said if he had any drugs on him that he would have given them to us, but we wouldnt have accepted them anyways cause we dont do that kinda stuff. only drink. after that we met everyone at eatin park for a few hours got to see a bunch of people i havent seen in a very long time. it was fun, so after that we all just went home and that was that. o ya and lord of the rings return of the king was so fucking great i couldnt believe how kick ass it was. but they did kinda piss me off and left TONS of stuff out that would have made the movie that much better and that much longer. i still want to take shannon too it but she is always busy!!!!!! grrrr!!! but it doesnt matter cause i will see it over and over and over again! bye everyone (if there is) |
| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 | |
| 12:39 am | o ya i guess ill start reading again, you know so i can be in fantasy lala land haha. |
| 12:02 am | whoa whoa whoa guess whos back but not really better then ever! ya i have been busy with stuff so i could never update (well actually im just lazy). but thats besides the point i figured that since i want to become a writer, that this would be a good way to help me move along. saw lord of the rings return of the king today! holy shit i loved that movie it was so awesome just so fucking great i was sporting some serious wood the whole time, i couldnt stand up. it was that good. i miss shannon, even though she is home i still miss being away from her, ya i know it sounds obsesive but i love her that much. and ya i have realized that she does have other friends (damn her popularity). some i dont even know and i dont like, others i just dont get or care to figure out. but shes a grown woman and can talk to and be friends with whoever she wants. ive been feeling strange lately... it seems like im stuck between two different dimention. maybe im just getting sick or maybe its just the pressures of everyday life weighing down on my shoulders like heavy bags of concret. but im just not feeling right lately. i think i just want to leave pittsburgh and never come back (take shannon with me), a whole new town with new people, have to meet new friends and just... i dont know maybe i just need more excitement in my life well im done doing whatever im doing and ill get back to updating often. peace out Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: aus rotten |
| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003 | |
| 8:28 am | nothing too much to say... just that i am getting sick, i have a big test today and one tomorrow. haha im so cold. wow i cant believe arnold is governer elect, what the hell is up with this country, i mean seriously. this proves we dont have the brightest minds in office! ahh im pissed this is gay. you suck arnold... but ill still go see your movies, if you make anymore gov... Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: vgs |
| Tuesday, September 30th, 2003 | |
| 12:28 am | ya im a loser yup Have You Ever Had s.e.x outdoors: wish Went out with a member of the same sex: no Ran away: not for a long time Broken someone's heart: probably Been in love: yep Cried when someone died: nope Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yup Broken a bone: nope Drank alcohol: hell yes Lied: if you said no you’d be lying Cried in school: ya I fell this one time at the playground… Had s.e.x in high school: highschools are dirty ~~Which is better Coke or Pepsi: water Sprite or 7-Up: water Girls or Guys: girls Flowers or Candy: aww I would love flowers… Scruff or Clean Shaven: I like my women shaven Quiet or Loud: in between Blondes or Brunettes: brunettish blondes handcuffs or rope: handcuffs all the fucking way Nice or Playas: nice Tall or Short: tall enough but shorter then me Pants or Shorts: shorts sun or rain: sun but I like rain With The Opposite S.e.x What Do You Notice First: smile Last Person You Slow Danced With: Vicky at prom Worst Question To Ask?: whats this button for? Wait until Marriage? Ya right… mad props to anyone who can do that The Last Time Showered: this mornin had S.e.x: too long Had A Great Time With The Opposite S.e.x: hanging out with shannon What Is Your Good Luck Charm: I don’t have one Person You Hate Most: darian bowen The Best Thing That Has Happened To You Today: I had 3 dollars and an extra 1.25 in change for gas that I found in my car Favs Colors: forest green Last movie you saw: lord of the rings: fellowship Subject In high school: corny but true… todays foods soup: wedding Juice: orange Cars: viper Ice Cream: vanilla with a bunch of toppings Holiday: st. pattys day Season: spring and fall Breakfast Food: pancakes Who Makes You Laugh The Most: abe Makes You Smile: shannon Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: shannon Bad feelings: I don’t have a favorite bad feeling? Has A Crush On You: shannon Do You Have A Crush On: shannon Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: geeze I don’t know I haven’t felt bad in a long time Easier To Talk To, Guys Or Girls: girls Do You Ever Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: im not that much of a loser Save AOL Conversations: “” Save E-Mails: ya not by choice to lazy Wish You Were Someone Else: nope Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite S.e.x: yea right I would never leave my room Cried Because Of Someone's Mean Words: nope Best Cologne: I don’t like cat piss Perfume: whatever Shannon wears ( I have no fortay) Kiss: on the beach with all the stars shinning at about 1 am Romantic Memory: “I hope my gum doesn’t fall in you mouth” Last Advice Given To You: don’t piss into the wind fallen For Your Best Friend?: no made Out W/ Just A Friend?: yup been Rejected?: yup Been In Lust?: yup Used Someone? Yes long time ago Been Used? Yup for many years been Cheated On?: don’t know Been Kissed?: where? Done Something You Regret?: going to the 2002 warped tour, it was so bad Was The Last Person. You Talked To?: my bro You Hugged?: shannon Instant Messaged?: shannon You Yelled At?: cant remember You Laughed With?: luis Told You They Loved You?: mom do You. Color Your Hair?: usually have Tattoos?: soon enough Have Piercings?: pretty soon Own A Thong?: what if I did? Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yup its pretty easy Had sex? yup Had oral sex? Hehe… yes ; ) Had anal sex? haha Used more than 3 positions in one session? This one time I was the pitcher, 3rd baseman, and right feilder Devoted a whole day to sex? I wish Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? I wish Written an erotic story? I wish Fallen or lost balance during sex? no partner to climax using only hands? yes Brought partner to climax using only mouth? yes Had sex while totally dressed? I wish Had sex while standing up? I wish Erotically licked feet or sucked toes? Yuck no Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? I wish Used ice erotically? I wish Used hot melted wax erotically? I wish Shaved your pubic hair? Not shave tirm, “tiddy up” if you will Used a sex toy? On my partner? I wish Used a vibrator? On my partner? I wish . Used an inanimate object (bottle, candle, hairbrush, etc.)? ouch Used an inanimate object while having sex with a partner? On my partner? I wish Obtained money or a favor for sex? Not yet . Had sex with a virgin? Both were Had sex with someone 10 years older/younger than you? nope Had sex with your landlord? I live at home? Are you saying I would have sex with my parents? You sick fuck you! . Had sex with a teacher? I wish Had sex with a boss? I wish Had sex with twins? I wish . Had homosexual sex? NO . Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? What kind of sex . Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? mope . Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spoke different languages? I speak English (sort of) broken german, and broken panish Had more than 10 sexual partners? Haha 1 baby Had more than 100 sexual partners? Wow im not a slut Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours?nope . Had a menage-a-trois? What? Had group sex (more than 3)? I wish . Had sex in a public place? I wish If so, where? Church bwahahaha . Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? I wish . Had sex on the roof of a building? I wish . Had sex in a stationary car? I wish . Had sex in a moving car? I wish Had sex outdoors at night? I wish . Had sex in the host's bedroom while a party was goin on? Not sex… but I wish . Had sex in a public room while an overnight guest (kitchen etc.)? I wish . Had sex at your office or other work area? I wish… I could just imagine bending hehe over the register Had sex in a public restroom? Ew that’s fucking disgusting . Had sex on public transportation? That’s even worse! But I wish Had sex in a dark theatre? I wish Had sex in the water? I wish . Had sex in an elevator? I wish Had sex in a cemetery? No but I heard some funny stories Had sex in a store dressing room? I wish Used alcohol to lower resistance to sexual advances? No im not that hard to get Allowed yourself to be felt up by a stranger? I don’t have boobs . Seen a live stripper? no . Seen a live sex show? no . Showered with a partner? I wish . Flashed someone (breasts, genital,mooned)? Haha ya Streaked with a group of six or more?nope . Stripped for someone? nope Stripped for a group of 3 or more? nope Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? Haha that’s funny . Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? nope Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)? yup . Showered while someone watched? hmmm . Masturbated? Haha a gentleman never tells . Masturbated while someone watched? yup Masturbated for a group of three or more people? nope Been walked in on while having sex? Nope Walked in on someone having sex? Eww no but I woke up when someone was having it… Had phone sex? I would laugh Watched a porno film with a sexual partner? hmmm Been the photographer for a nude photo? nope Been photographed nude? nope Been photographed having sex? Haha youd have a better chance trying to catch bigfoot Been videotaped having sex? Read above Used a blindfold during foreplay: I wish Used handcuffs during sex? I WISH Inflicted pain during sex? I wish Received pain during sex? I wish Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: the sweet sounds of tv |
| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 | |
| 11:59 pm | yup yup yup i havent updated in awhile so i think im going to do it right about nnnnnnnnow. toys r us is evil! remember this and you will be set for life, fail too, and good luck trying to get back on gods good side. fat and stinky people are the worst to deal with. because they are fat and stink. well mainly the stink part. this past weekend i lost my hat sticking my head out the window at about 80 mph... ya i felt real blonde. i failed so many tests in college, it sucks im beginning to wonder if college is for me... i guess ill stick with it. yup so im out like a boner in sweat pants |
| Friday, September 19th, 2003 | |
| 10:19 am | yes I GET TO SEEE SHANNON TODAY. you dont know how fucking excited i am. i feel im starting to get a little ill, my nose is stuffy but thats about it. for all of you who dont know (everyone) shannon is amazing... A fucking MAZING. |
| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003 | |
| 2:25 pm | pissed the band is no more... Current Mood: pissed off |
| Tuesday, September 16th, 2003 | |
| 9:34 pm | well i dont know im just going to type and see what comes out. today i went to school had a test in psychology ihad now idea we were having. had to sit next to this gay guy because my usual seat was taken. he smiled at me i cringed. i felt lucky it wasnt last week because i skipped a day. sat down with my friend then some creepy guy that likes her started talking to us. he was weird because it seemed that he tried to fit in with us and "relate" to us you know what i mean? talked to ali a little bit, shes really funny, something i never would have guessed because she is still pretty quite as a person. i love her eyes they are so penetrating (strange choice of word), kik. i stayed around for about 20 more minutes, and my stupid english teacher didnt even show up for our apointment. and she set the damn thing up, figures... i havent been able to read my book lately its kinda pissing me off. i think i might get off of this and go read but then my bro will get it and not let it go unless i pry it from his cold dead fingers kik! abe was tellin me how he was already getting ready to sign up for next summester. i thought that was a good idea so i think im going to do the same. and i have deceided what i want to do with my life. i want to become an editor or a writer or something to do with that. i like it even though sometimes i dont think i do. but in real life i would enjoy writing pieces or short stories or long sories or something to do with writing what i want. because i could make anything the way i want to and how i want things to come out and just have the power to make this whole new fantasy world with wizards and dwarves and elves and everything... i could create what happens and what doesnt. i could open up to the reader without even telling them about me and life experiences. well i think im done rambling on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on... and on. shannon cant wait for friday! Current Mood:  artisticCurrent Music: cocksparrer - take em all |
| 12:00 am | tell you what im pissed off because my parents are threatening to kick me out of the house if i get any piercings. blah fuck them ill do it anyways, id reather be homeless then live by their rules... i took a test in us history today. i had to do a fucking essay that was 7 paragraphs long. and on top of that i didnt finish the test. on a lighter note... I GOT TO SEE SHANNON!!!!!!!!!! even though it was only for like 45 mins, it doesnt matter because i still got to see her. i had the biggest smile driving home from eat'n'park tonight... im so glad that i met her. she so great in every aspect i wish i was with her 24/7. Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: lower class brats all the way! |
| Saturday, September 13th, 2003 | |
| 12:41 am | WOOHOOOOOOOOOO IM FUCKING 18!!!!! |
| Friday, September 12th, 2003 | |
| 4:28 pm | HEY BLURTY... YA YOU I HATE YOU Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: leiclek - blurtys gay |
| 4:27 pm | testing one two broccoli |
| 4:23 pm | ok i am updating on matts journal |
| Saturday, August 23rd, 2003 | |
| 1:16 am | yeah... started college, got a car, got a job, abes back, things seem to be falling into place. except for everyone is leaving or already left for college... im kinda sad, i was hoping i would get to talk to shannon before i go to bed. but shes probably sleeping getting ready to get up early and move to her new apartment. i ask just one more day... just one more day before she goes to college... Current Mood:  sadCurrent Music: DRI |
| Thursday, August 14th, 2003 | |
| 9:42 am | time warp i went out with luis last night, and went to see tomb raider 2. instead of seeing the previews we were watching a movie that wasnt suppost to be out for another month! it was called the fighting temptations. one of the stupidest movies i have ever witnessed. im going to check out a car today with my dad. and if i end up buying it im going to go and drive up to shannons cottage, to see shannon (sigh) cause i really miss her. 6 days is too long to be apart from her. |
| Tuesday, August 12th, 2003 | |
| 8:59 pm | lonely... im so lonely... well i got a job at toys r us, im kinda excited for that because i can buy a car now. this sucks, ryans in iraq, abes in germany, and shannons at camp. and i dont want to hang out with jockel because all he does is drink. i have no problem with the kid hes always fun, just he drinks every night. luis is fun but hes starting to drink alot and he kinda pissed me off alittle sunday. he told me that i am a pussy at drinking (which i am) i can admit that, but then he started saying that everytime i drink someone nurses me. i was like what the fuck no one does. blah i dont care. i dont really hang out with anyone else, i could but i dont want to. and jon the guitarist in the band is acting shady and not calling me or chad back for practice. above all that school starts in a week!!!! it just crept up on me. i feel so alone. this sucks. i really miss shannon. so fucking much i just wish she was hear. i read to get away from everything, its like drinking for me. like a secret place that no one knows about but me. i can be in my own little world and pass the hours away without a care or a thought of missing something. god i miss shannon... Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: motorhead - killed by death |
| Saturday, August 9th, 2003 | |
| 10:56 am | cars well for the past few days i have been looking around for different cars at different prices. and i have come to the conclusion that im more then likely going to get a dodge neon. perferably a 98' or up. they only cost around 5k which isnt to bad. |
| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 | |
| 11:20 am | my day yesterday after spending the day with the ever beautiful shannon, the rest of the day was shit. well yes and no, i would have loved to spend even more time with her, stupid work... on a lighter note, toys'r'us called me back and i got an interview on friday. and if/when i get the job, im gonna get a CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited about it cause i wont have to bum rides from anyone anymore and i can leave wheni want to!!!!! hahaha hell hath frozen over! so ya i went to a party with luis around 9:30, it was fun they had half a barrel there. i only had a few drinks, i didnt feel like drinking too much that night. then chad came with another girl and stayed for awhile. well luis decided to stay over night so i bumed a ride off of chad. which was cool except we went to another party with everyone that chad USED to hate... it was gay as fuck, i knew alot of people there but they were all snorting pills and smoking weed and drinking. the sooner we left the better. and we left around 1:30. i was thankful to get out of there with all those druggies. stupid hippie fucks... Current Mood:  relaxedCurrent Music: motorhead - ace of spades |
| Sunday, August 3rd, 2003 | |
| 11:08 am | na na im not going.theres only a couple of bands that i would go and see. |