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Monday, January 12th, 2004
9:29 pm	3'/3 4|\/| L337! p|-|33|2~~ Which MegaTokyo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: excited Current Music: BoA - Waiting (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:54 pm	1. What size is your bed?: Queen. 2. What do you wear to bed?: Cute/seksi pajamas. 3. How many people regularly sleep in your bed?: Uh, me, sometimes a kitty. 4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: Just kitties! 5. If you could wake up next to any famous person who would it be?: Umm.. nobody famous ^_^ 6. What would have happened the night before?: Heh. Sleep? 7. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 8. Who is the next person you would like to have in your bed with you?: Mikey ^_^ 9. What position do you go to sleep in?: On my side. 10. What position do you wake up in?: Same. 11. Have you ever woken up in a really weird position?: Upside down and stuff... 12. How many blankets/covers do you have on your bed?: A blanket and a comforter... only in winter though. 13. Do you hog the blankets?: I share nicely! 14. Have you ever found your pillows on the other side of the room?: On the floor sometimes. 15. When was the last time you fell out of bed?: Not since I was little. 16. Do you have any strange bed habits such as sleep talking etc? Not that I've heard about. 17. Do you snore?: Nope. 18. Hows about drooling?: I did once when I was sick, that was sooooooo yuck. 19. How many pillows do you have on your bed?: 3. 20. Do you tend to sleep with a fan?: Except right now. HAVE YOU EVER Fallen for your best friend?: Mike? Yeah. Made out with JUST a friend?: Greg still wants me -_-; Been rejected? Umm... not really. Not by anyone who I was actually trying to get. Been in love?: 3y3 <3 j00 ^_~ Used someone?: Nope. Been used?: You know it. Cheated on someone?: Never. Been cheated on?: Most likely, from what I've heard. -_-; Done something you regret?: Ouch, yes. Who was the last person... You touched?: My kitty Ewok. You talked to?: My dad. You hugged?: Oh, hell. Um... Mike ^^;; I don't hug people much anymore. You instant messaged?: Greg. You kissed?: Mike. You yelled at?: Damn cat ^_~ You laughed with?: I don't know... I laugh a whole lot. Have you/are you/do you.... Considered a life of crime?: Heh, of course. Considered being a hooker?: Stripper. *giggle* Considered being a pimp?: No. Are you psycho?: Not really. I'm weird. Split personalities?: Ouch, yes. Schizophrenic?: Heh, no. It's hereditary though in my family -_-; Obsessive?: Heehee. Obsessive compulsive?: I can be. Panic?: Nah. Anxiety?: Nope! Depressed?: You know it. Suicidal?: Not anymore. Obsessed with hate?: No. Dream of mutilated bodies: Ew, no. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: That, yes. Open-minded: Always. (heehee, Mike, if you're reading this, you'd so get it) Insecure: I can be. Interesting: Eh, maybe. Hungry: Nope. Friendly: When I'm in a decentish mood. Smart: I'd like to think I'm not a moron. Moody: You know it. Childish: Mike says so. *glare* Independent: Yes. Hard working: Lazy as all hell. Organized: Not at all, check out my car. Healthy: Nope, not at all. I'm gonna die ^_~ Emotionally Stable: Totally unstable. Shy: VERY SHY. Believe it or not ^^;; Difficult: I can be. Attractive: I get called cute a lot. Is that good? Right now my skin sucks. Bored Easily: Oh yeah. Thirsty: Nope. Responsible: Yes. Sad: A little. Happy: A little ^_~ Trusting: Nope. Talkative: Heehee. Original: Yeah. Different: Heh. I'm myself. Unique: ....yes? Lonely: I wouldn't be if circumstances were a little better, but I have to say yes. Color your hair?: Everyone thinks I do -_-; But I don't. Ever. Have tattoos?: Nope. Piercings?: Need to get these ears repierced, so I'll be able to wear seksi earrings to prom. *nerd* Have a girlfriend?: No ^_~ Floss daily?: For the most part ^_^ Own a webcam?: Yes. Heehee, Mikey and me and the webcam... Ever get off the damn computer?: Sometimes ^_~ Currents Current Clothes: Cute bear PJ's. Current Mood: Tired and snuggly. I'll probably grab a cat when I'm done here ^_^ Current Taste: Tropical punch stuff. Current Hair: Loose, I didn't do anything to it after washing it earlier, so it's not too cute ^_~ Current Annoyance: Mike's game. Current Smell: Nothing, just my house. Current thing you ought to be doing: Sleeping? ^_~ Current Desktop Picture: Dr. Pepper can. Current Favorite Groups: Hmm? Current Book: The Cunning Man by Robertson Davies. It seems decent so far, even though Fifth Business was way sillier. Current DVD In Player: Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure!!! Heehee ^_^ Current Refreshment: None. Current Worry: Mike. Current Favorite Celebrity: Anyone randomly sexy to stare at, I suppose. I like the gamer hobbits. (heehee Mike ^_^) Drink: Dr. Pepper/Diet Pepsi (it's almost a tie now) Shoes: I'm not wearing any, nor do I like to ^^; Candy: Any, mostly. Swedish Fish if I have to pick. TV Show: The Simple Life cracks me up. Even if I'm not rich, I love having a mind. Movie: LotR 3 On Dating.... Long or short hair? Short. Dark or blond hair?: Dark. Tall or short?: Tall enough that I have to look up to look into their eyes. *swoon* Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny?: Both, please ^_~ Good boy or bad boy?: Good, with a touch of bad ^_^ Hat or no hat?: No hat. Pierced or no?: Nope. Freckles or none?: Maybe tiny ones on his nose like I get. I'd bet money that Mike gets those too. Stubble or neatly shaved?: Umm... from my past week's experiences... SHAVE PLZ THX! XD (oh dear lord) On preferences.... Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: Hot chocolate w/o milk. McDonalds or Burger King?: McD's fries, BK bacon cheeseburgers. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend?: Can't I have both? I'm working on it right now... *evil grin* Mikey's never had a girl like me before! Sweet or sour?: Sweet ^_^ Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?: Dr. Pepper.... how can you even ask? Actually, root beer is my second choice if I want something sweet. Sappy/action/comedy/horror?: Comedy. Cats or dogs?: Kitty. Ocean or Pool?: Pool. Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese?: Cooler Ranch ^_^ Mud or Jell-O wrestling?: Neither. With or without ice-cubes?: None. Shine or rain?: Rain on a cool foggy day. Like France. I can see how so many writers/artists/musicians were inspired there. Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring?: Fall/Summer Vanilla or Chocolate?: VANILLA XDXDXD Gloves or mittens?: I don't like things on my hands ^^; Eyes open or closed?: When kissing? Closed for the most part, but there was this one time when we both kept them open and that was damn cool too... yeeeah. I'm right crazy about this guy. Fly or breathe under water?: Fly. Bunk-bed or waterbed?: Waterbed ^_~ Chewing gum or hard candy?: Candy. Motor boat or sailboat?: Neither ;_; Maybe a motor boat... Lights on or off?: On, baby ^_~ Actually, stuff is fun both ways. I just prefer to be able to see so I don't like, poke someone's eye out ^_~ Chicken or fish?: Chicken. What's your favorite:. Number?: 69 13 57 7 Holiday?: My birthday. Radio?: 97.7 Place?: My car, actually. Flower?: White rose. Scent?: Mike's French cologne, warm vanilla sugar on me. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: France or Mikey's house. What would you be doing?: Swooning on the beach or...heehee ^_~ Probably playing video games. What are you listening to?: Gackt. Can you do anything freakish with your body? I'll show you if you want. *giggle* Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be?: Kitty. fashion: 1. Do you wear a watch?: Yes. 2. How many coats and jackets do you own? A few. 3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: Black. 4. Most expensive item of clothing?: 300 dollar suit. 5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: All sorts. your friends: 1. Do your friends 'know' you?: Nah. Mike might. That's about it. 2. What do they tend to be like?: Nice. Silly. 3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: My sense of humor cracks most everyone up. 4. How many people do you tell everything to?: Mike/Greg. But Greg doesn't know some stuff that Mike does. music, film, books and tv: 1. Favorite band?: All sorts. 2. Most listened to bands: X Japan, Gackt, etc. I don't feel like writing a lot. 3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: HIDE OMG WTF!!!! Heh. And Gackt and etc. 4. Can you play an instrument?: *deepbreath* Flutepiccolosomeviolinandwhateverelseyouaskmetoplayprettymuch. 5. Type of music most listened to?: Rock/electronic 6. Type never listened to?: Country. general questions: 1. Who is the smartest man alive at the moment?: Not Mike. 2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Rainy and cool. 3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: In some ways. 4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: Nope. 5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: Oblivious. 1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: A skirt and a scarf. 2. Do you own converse shoes?: Nope. I need some. 3. Do you own saucony shoes?: Nope. 4. Do you own old school nikes?: No. 5. Do you wear tight pants?: Heehee. No. I have one pair. 6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: Some.. 7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: ... 8. Do you own a messenger bag?: Nope. 9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: That's what the sexy gay guys do. 11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: No. 12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: No. 13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: I could SO spike it. 14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: Nah. Too soft. 15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: Ew. 16. Is your hair black or red?: Brown/blond/red. Depends who you ask. I say it's pure brown, Tuesday says it's red tinted, and Mike says I'm going blond. 17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: No. 18. Do you own a bandana?: No. 19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: No. 20. Are you amused by safety pins? No. 21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: Yes ^_~ 22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? Nope. 23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from dogpile, lip service, or tiger of london?: My sex pants ^_~ 24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: Nope. 25. Are you disgruntled?: No, I'm gruntled. Beyotch ^_~ 26. Are you an anarchist?: Nope. Just disillusioned with democracy in its current form. 27. Does the American flag anger you?: Nah. Just makes me cough. 28. Are you "working class"?: My family is. Me, I try not to be. 29. Do you dislike "preps"?: Nah. I just laugh. 30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: They have silly stuff, so nope. 31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: No. 32. Do you smoke pot?: No. 33. Are you a thin waif?: Working on it. 34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: Nope. 35. Do you think meat is murder?: Yes ^_~ Yay! 38. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: EW no. 39. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor? No... 40. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: Yep. 41. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: Heh, sure ^_~ 42. Are you a member of the makeout club?: I should be in a club, baby. But not that I know of. 43. Do you say "rad"?: No. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: System of a Down - Innervision (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 15th, 2003
7:55 pm	http://www.livejournal.com/users/cutepsychokitty/ Blurty sucks. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 11th, 2003
4:36 pm	Tonight's the Christmas concert, you all get to hear Spastic Sara's Super Solos. Sara + insane amounts of coffee = who knows. We'll see, I guess. Mike's coming Mike's coming Mike's coming! I don't know exactly when, but sometime on the 26th. Much happiness here. Oh, let me know if anyone's doing anything fun/cool over the break. I need fun things to do so I'm not stuck at home cleaning things and/or being bored. If it's after the 26th, invite Mike too or I can't go ^_~ He says I don't have to hang out with him the entire time he's here, but uh, who else does he know in PC? I'm not gonna ditch him for my other friends, as much as I love you all ^_~ And from what I've heard, everyone wants to meet the elusive Mike anyway. Ugh, having orange blood is NEVER a good sign. Make sure you eat your dark veggies and meats and take your vitamins, kiddies. Death should not come at age 17 ^_~ Current Mood: sick Current Music: Malice Mizer - Seraph (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
9:32 pm	Disorder Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Very High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- Current Mood: shocked Current Music: Rage Against The Machine - Freedom (Comment on this)
Monday, December 8th, 2003
7:54 pm	Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you? Current Mood: amused Current Music: E-Type - Campione 2000 (Comment on this)
6:33 pm	Ugh. Putting off my UCF/UF applications so hard... I decided today that I'd apply for the hell of it. I'd honestly rather go to UF than FSU if I don't get into Emory and/or can't afford it. UF's a better school for smart kids, or so I hear ^_~ UCF's where a lot of my friends are, too. Sara's gonna be some kinda big shot doctor or something, yeeah. Frau Doktor. I don't know, I want to be a surgeon like muy badly, but I don't know if I'd be good at school enough ;_; Surgery is like, my huge interest. That, or some sort of languages... music's way up there, but I can do that on the side, you know? Wherever I go, I'm playing in the band. But I want to be someone with money when I'm older, and musicians won't necessarily do that. Mike doesn't want a wife who makes more money than him, so I'm like "Sorry Mike, we better not get serious then!" He laughed at me, he doesn't think I'll be rich. Silly Mike. Speaking of Mike, that fool wants to buy me a $100 Christmas present, plus take me out a few times. I'm seriously flattered, but I'm gonna feel bad. He says I can take him to dinner one night, but that doesn't equal all that. Help me out here, I need to get him a really nice gift. Ugh, I probably should write my application essay thingies. Baaaaaah. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Two-Mix - Just Communication (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 7th, 2003
10:15 pm	Mike IS coming. That is all. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: John Mayer - Comfortable (Comment on this)
Monday, December 1st, 2003
8:24 pm	Grr, am I tired. I think I've become more addicted to coffee/caffeine than I like to admit... I had a hard time staying awake even a little bit at school today. It sucks pretty hard. Mike's calling me unsexy... yeah, that was random ^_~ He cracks me up so hard. I drove the rental Taurus a bit tonight. The steering wheel is too small, I don't like the acceleration (that so doesn't feel like a V6!), the seats are uncomfortable, and the way it shifts sucks. I told my dad that I should get the Vette ^_~ At the car show we went to, the lady was talking about new cars for college right when I was sitting in the Vette. I tried to convince my dad that he was supposed to buy it for me to bring to college, but it didn't work at all. Bah ^_~ A girl's gotta try! The new GTO's pretty cute, they wouldn't let me sit in it or anything. I'll wait till one comes to a dealer and test drive it. Buahahah. I found my dream Jaguar... only $93,000 ish. Mike can buy it for me, right? And I sat in my most favorite Mercedes ever and it's great too. I want to drive one of those around. SLK230 Kompressor. w00t. I'd kill for any one of those cars, honestly. Mine's running like crap again. My dad's considering buying my mom something new, selling the van, and maybe getting something for me if I don't go to Emory -_-;; Bah. The school is having some competition for a trip to DC. I didn't hear that it was just for juniors, so I got excited for a second, till I found that out. I wanna go see Mikey, who hates that nickname ^_~ Maybe someone'll wanna go up there with me for like, spring break. *hint hint* Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Random radio song that my mom's listening to. It's nice. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 30th, 2003
6:31 pm	Yes, I had a fun few days off in Orlando. I've just finished explaining it all to Mike, so I'm in no mood to do so again. I still love him, let's see if we can't make it a permanent state of being. Sara might be settling down or something, gasp ^_~ I'm happy. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Dvorak - New World Symphony (Largo) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
8:35 pm	w0000000t. Am I hot? I didn't think so, but apparently people do. I'm so shocked, to be honest with you. Mike says I'm sexy, but he's on drugs or something. Anyway, we're heading down to Orlando in the morning. We rented a car, it kinda sucks. It's a Taurus. I don't like it and neither does my dad. Grr. He'll let me drive it if I want, but I'm mad and won't. Not really mad, but grr that we didn't get something cool ^_^ Stephanie's birthday is Thursday, yay ^_^ I'm going to get her something cool from Orlando. Mike needs to get his act together and figure out our Christmas plans. I want him to meet all my PC friends if/when he gets here, and he has to like hang out with me a lot. I still don't know what he sees in me, but I'm not complaining at all. He's Mr. smart/really freaking hot, I'm Ms. acts too blonde and uncute ^_~ He causes me so much angst indirectly. I keep worrying over why exactly he likes me. Is it cause he heard all that stuff from when I was dating Davin? I don't think he's that type, but who knows. I'm just worried that he doesn't like me for who I am, just what he thinks I'll do ^^; And I'm so fucking stupid that I'd probably do it, too. *sigh* Oh, by the way. For people who are complaining about people griping too much and just being pathetic and wanting their friends to read things. If you don't want to read it, don't. I'm considering making it private anyway because there are some things I don't like having to avoid because I don't want everyone knowing. My dad's frustrating, he keeps talking to me and I just want to space out and listen to music and rant ^_~ I can't ignore anyone anymore. Actually, I sort of did this morning. I just slept in my car all morning instead of having to deal with people. I turned the music way up and just passed out. If you thought I was ignoring you, I was. There's so much BS going around Rutherford. Right now, the only person I can tolerate for long amounts of time is Mike. We can sit there and stare at each other through the webcam all day and both be insanely happy from it all. He's absolutely gorgeous... heh. He says I sneeze cutely and laugh funny. The things you learn by staring at someone for hours on end ^_~ He likes to touch his hair for some reason. I'm jealous. I heart you, Mikey ^_^ Wait, he doesn't like being called Mikey in public. Heehee. Oh well, he can get over it. I could probably stand Greg fairly well, too, but I don't see him as much. I wish I did, he's such a great guy. And he thinks I'm some sort of musical prodigy ^_~ I'm so frustrated with the people I do see, though. I don't have anything to read on the trip tomorrow, grr. I've read every book in my house, I do believe. I just can't be satisfied, I guess ^_~ "Can't you keep me warm, do or die... I can't be satisfied!" Sara hearts X Japan muchly ^_~ Such double entendres all through their lyrics which are in badly pronounced English. I love it. Greg used to hate them, then I converted him. He doesn't really like their image... hey, hair bands owned, and they weren't always a hair band ^_~ I'd so be in a hair band. Mr. Brown tells me wood glue would spike even my hair. Summer's got this bright red hair gel that looks kickass spiffy in my hair, too. I heart my Summer, I wish I saw her more ;_; So if I used wood glue and that hair gel, if my hair didn't explode from all the chemicals, I could be in a hair band! Can't you just see me in a hair band? Heehee. I'll tell Mike that one next time he's in a bad mood ^_~ He says I say the weirdest things and cheer him up. I don't know. I try. I like crazy makeup enough, too, so I'd so fit into a hair band. I'll get Greg to grow his out and he can be in the hair band with me. We always planned to be rock stars together when we were younger. We've grown apart ;_; He's Mr. sexy guitar player who sleeps with chicks and lives for music, I'm Ms. still in goddamn high school who cares about love and stupid abstract concepts like that. We used to be more alike. I think we both grew up some. He lost his idealism, I lost my willingness to...be a whore, I suppose ^_~ I guess I value myself more than that now. He doesn't. He's older than me, but you'd never know it, talking to us. I love Greg like a brother, though. A brother who I'd beat up daily, but a brother nonetheless ^_~ He's stuck with me through everything retarded I've done, which is more than I can say for almost anyone else. Rei has too, I heart you Rei ^_^ Everyone else? Nope. Screw you losers who can't handle this ^_~ I suppose I'm hard to get to know, but honestly? Everyone who has bothered, minus one, loves me to death. I guess I can't be 100% bad. Just 88.3, right? ^_~ I'm just ranting about random stuff now, so I'll stop. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Liquid Tension Experiment - Acid Rain (Comment on this)
Monday, November 24th, 2003
10:23 pm	Why is everyone so angry at each other? I just can't handle it... it feels like I'm the only happy person left. I love Mike and his faulty male intuition, I love my Dr. Pepper, I love my car, I love my upcoming trip to Orlando... heehee ^_^ BE HAPPY, EVERYONE. Life, the universe, and everything aren't that bad. If I can be happy, anyone can. Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Darude - Sandstorm (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
4:58 pm	I'm so freaking sick and tired of fake people. Why is it that nobody is who they claim to be anymore? I don't like being lied to. Me, I'm brutally honest. If I feel a certain way, I'll say so. There's no honesty in the world anymore. Maybe that's why Mike and I get along so much. "You're really cute, but could be better." See, I appreciate that. It's not an insult because he thinks I'm cute, and we both know I'm not the best. Yeah. I don't know, that's been bugging me like crazy lately. Fakeness sucks hard. Today my family did Thanksgiving, since we're gonna be out of town most of next week. It was nice, my brother and his wife came from Destin and ate with us. I ate waaay too much and I still feel like I'm going to be sick, but oh well. I didn't get to make my apple pie yet. Maybe tonight if I ever wake up. I had coffee but I'm still sort of dazed/sleepy. I went to bed at 9 PM last night accidentally. I was reading a book and dozed off, contacts still in and everything. Bleh. Stress affects me pretty badly sometimes. I need to finish my college applications this week, along with my volunteer hours and practice for my PAYING performance at a church. w00tness. Evan doesn't get paid, that still makes me laugh. And this is why you shouldn't do drugs, kids. Current Mood: blah Current Music: E-Type - Time (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
8:09 pm	Music survey What are your five favourite music genres? 1. Euro techno/club music 2. Asian pop/rock 3. Classical 4. Metal 5. Classic rock Pick one of the above and name five bands you like whose music is in that genre. Let's go with the Asian. 1. X Japan! Why? Toshi's silly voice, hide's mad guitar 5|<1|_|_z, Yoshiki being amazing on piano/drums, and the other random guys... daaaamn. This is what bands should be like. I didn't really dig their whole hair band style they had in the 80's, but their music was amazing. DOWNLOAD THIS NOW. They're a true band in that they go from crazy fast stuff to beautiful lyrical melodies. 2. Malice Mizer Why? Amazing theatrical skills, HUGE baroque influence (which kicks ass in a rock band, by the way.) Just as talented as X Japan, guaranteed. I prefer Gackt as singer, and it's so sad that Kami died. (drummer) They've got huge variety to their songs, and Gackt's voice lends itself perfectly to their gothic feel. Watch them perform sometime if you're interested in gothic costumes. Damn. 3. Gackt Why? Yes, he was in Malice Mizer, but he so gets a category of his own. This man is the definition of great singer. He's classically trained as an opera singer, and does an amazing job. I hate how he sold out when he left Malice Mizer, but hey. He is SO HOT too, matching his amazing voice. His piano playing is superb. 4. BoA Why? Korean group. Very versatile, MAJOR talent. Definitely worth a download. 5. Plastic Tree Why? Very... emo sounding, almost. Really, really good stuff. I'm not as huge into them as I am into the other groups, but they're great. Pick one of the above and name your five favourite songs by them. X Japan! 1. Forever Love Why? Mournful, melodic. The first of their songs I ever heard. The vocals are gorgeous. 2. Sadistic Desire Why? I love the name (heehee) and the guitar solo. Greg needs to play it more often. 3. Drain Why? It's got a very different feel to it than most of their songs. Very interesting sound. 4. Tears Why? It makes me cry. Yoshiki wrote it about his father's suicide, and it really carries the point perfectly. 5. X Why? The definition of the group. It must be heard to be understood. Pick your favourite of the above songs and find the lyrics to it. Heck, they're in Japanese. I'll quote part of Endless Rain... Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me You're just an illusion... When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep I'm a rose blooming in the desert... Again from the same band, pick your favourite member. HIDE! Why? He's the guitarist. He's amazingly good on guitar, very talented at writing music, and you gotta love the pink hair and silliness. He's what I'd be like if I became a rock star. And he committed suicide. Out of the five bands you named earlier, have you been to any of their concerts? I WISH. To those you haven't, would you want to/are you planning to? I'd love to, but most of 'em are broken up. Don't TooL just rock your socks? They're okay. What about Dream Theater? *swoon* Go by one of their albums then. Uh, I have one. Good. (bitch ^_~) Anyway. Who would play in your ideal band? Hmm. Vocals: The dude from VNV Nation. He's hot sounding. Lead Guitar: hide ^_^ Any Other Guitar: My Greg! Bass: Mana (Malice Mizer) Drums: Yoshiki! Extra [Keyboard, decks, backing vocals, etc]: Myself (heehee)! What would they be called? Ghetto Phenomenon! What would their debut single and album be called? "I Am Hot" on the "Don't Buy Me" CD. Would there be a dog with a head-cone in the video? Nope. What about Dave Grohl dancing on a table? No, sorry. Do you want to do anything to do with music in your career? Yes. Which band should be spanked with starving monkeys before a gore-ridden feast on their live organs? Uh... Linkin Park. Have you heard of Stephen Lynch? Si. Don't worry, no one has. ....? What are you listening to right now? hide - Genkai Haretsu What are you going to listen to when the survey is over? My telephone. Well it's over, get listening. Yeah. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: hide - Genkai Haretsu (Comment on this)
2:00 pm	I don't know why, but all of a sudden, my life is back on track. I'm honest to god happy, not just acting it at all. Mike's amazing, school is going well, my family and I are sort of getting along, I'm going to get to go to the college I'm in love with (probably)... Last night was great, but I'm not gonna publicly discuss it. Today was fruit distribution for band. Evan's awesome, we're getting to be even better friends. He's playing at the church thing I'm going to, too, except that I get paid and he doesn't. Score. I'll buy him a donut or something ^_~ Yeah, anyway, life is amazing. I think there's a 'meant to be' thing with me and Mike... no matter what, we keep gravitating back towards each other. I don't mind at all, he's great. I don't know why he thinks I'm good at all, but he's a really honest person, so if he believes it, it must be true. I don't know. Just as long as I'm happy with it all, which I am. Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: X Japan - Endless Rain (Comment on this)
Friday, November 21st, 2003
11:03 pm	I'M IN LOVE WITH MIKE! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Mike's voice ^^; (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
9:42 pm	I keep finding great surveys. .[EMO]. xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? Once in a while. xx.What makes you sigh? Mike. Both good and bad sighs. xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? I don't have time. If I did, I'd spend all day. xx.Who or what always brings you down? The Man! *giggle* My family. xx.Do you wear glasses? Sometimes. Usually contacts. xx.What frightens you? Spiders. xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? Hardly ever. xx.What makes you tick? Music. xx.How many times has your heart been broken? Twice. xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? Somewhat okay. *cough* .[PUNK]. xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law! ....which one? *grin* xx.What or who pisses you off? A lot of people at school. xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? Homebody. I'd kick a sissy's ass. xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? Sex. You know it. xx.The Clash or The Ramones? Ramones. xx.What do you think about Anarchy? I'm digging socialism ^_~ xx.Tell me about a prank you played! We all hid Mrs. Boutwell's M&M stuff and left a ransom note. xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? Not much anymore. I'm becoming a health freak. xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?! My house? Like everyday.. xx.Are you in trouble all the time? Nah. .[GOTH]. xx.Do you want to die? Yes. xx.What do you think about graveyards? Inspiring. xx.Do you write poetry often? Nah. xx.How much black clothing do you own? Plenty. xx.What type of makeup do you wear? Eyeliner, eyeshadow, mascara, lipgloss. xx.What do you think about pain? Heh heh heh. xx.Masochism or sadism? Masochism ^_~ xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? Fuck that. xx.Do you cry often? Too much. xx.What do you think about vampires? Ew. But biting is fun ^_^ .[METAL]. xx.How messy are you in general? Extremely. xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? Accidentally ^_~ xx.What do you think of mullets? Ew. xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? 16 ish. xx.Do you go to concerts often? Wish I could. xx.What bands rock your pants off? I can take my pants off? d00d. xx.What do you think about violence? Funness. xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? I homicided you! Um, people I hate. xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic? No, that's retarded. xx.How wild are you in general? Extremely. .[GRUNGE]. xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? Completely. xx.How often do you do the laundry, anyway? When my dad makes me. xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? Not ever. xx.When was the last time you showered? About an hour ago. xx.Do you speak clearly? I do. xx.Are you a lazy person? Extremely. xx.Do you play any instruments? Mostly flute. xx.Who or what do you rant about a lot? People I hate. xx.Empathy or Sympathy? Both, please. xx.What do you think about Nirvana? Good stuff. .[INDIE]. xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? My outlook on life, religion, fashion sense, musical sensitivities... xx.Who or what makes you bitter? His name's Davin. xx.What was the last big decision you made? I'm not sure, actually. xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? Not really, but I sure act it. xx.What do you think about conformity? Fuck that shit. xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? Not very. I'm pretty lazy. If it wants me, it'll make an effort to get me. *cough* xx.What do you resent? Davin. xx.Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? I tease a little, and apparently it gets misinterpreted if your IQ is like 100. *cough* xx.Do you trust others? Not really. xx.Are you a loyal friend? Yes. .[RAP]. xx.Do you live in the ghetto? No ^_~ xx.Have you ever even held a gun before? No. xx.How much bling do you own? None ^_~ xx.Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga? Neither... xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? I'll bust a cap in YOU ^_~ xx.Big butts or big boobs? I have big boobs. *shrug* xx.What's your best pickup line? Just "Hi" in the way that Mike likes. He says I make it about a 2.5 syllable word. xx."Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? Fo sho, woman ^_~ xx.What race are most of your friends? Um... at school, white. I have a bunch of Asian friends not at school. Only a few black friends, which is kinda sad. xx.Ever been to prison? No. .[POP]. xx.Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants? Nothing. xx.Prep or Yuppie? Neither ^_~ xx.How much money do you spend on bad music? None ^_^ xx.Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? Nick Carter isn't quite as creepy. xx.How many of your friends still listen to NKOTB? I have no idea. xx.Do you like mainstream music? No. xx.Do you want to be a pop diva? No way. xx.How many times, on average, do you say "like" in a sentance? Too much sometimes. xx.OMIGOD or OMG? Oh my gosh. xx.Ditsy or just plain stupid? Ditzy. Tis me. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
9:34 pm	I did it in 15 seconds. I deserved an A!! Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!! 1) We all know your real name, so let's have a name/handle that you would give yourself.: Kourin 2) What symbol/icon would you choose to identify yourself with? (assume that if someone saw this symbol, they would recongize it as related to yourself): Kitty 3) What would your favorite meal consist of?: Alfredo's (the restaurant) fettuccine Alfredo, sweet white wine... 4) You get one wish, be honest, what would you wish for?: Bill Gates's money. 5) If you had the money to support it, what animal would you have as a pet? (any real animal): Kitty. 6) If you were in a fantasy world, what archetype would you be (Warrior, mage, theif, etc.), and why do you say so?: Oh, I want to play a chaotic good elf mage ^_~ 7) Repaint the world....(choose new colors for the following): *Sky: Pink and purple. *Trees, plants, grass (what would be green): Orange. *Earth (soil): Blue. *Water/snow/vapor (tinted): Red. 8) Fill in the blank. You would be the best _______ in the world if given the choice. person. 9) Choose. If you could have the power over a devastatingly destructive force, or the ability to heal aliments, sickness, and revive, which would you choose and why?: I always play the healer in NWN or whatever ^_~ 10) If you could erase one of your human requirements for life (eating, sleeping, breathing), what would it be?: Eating. I HATE EATING. 11) What would be your ideal place to live (as fantastic as you like)?: NYC or Tokyo or Hong Kong. 12) If you didn't have to worry about an income, what career path would you indulge in?: I wouldn't if I didn't have to worry about money, hell. 13) If you could break one law (once) free of consequence, what would it be and why?: I'd steal Bill Gates's stuff. Yeah. 14) Increase a stat! Would you rather become more intellegent, mentally enduring, physically enduring, physically stronger, dexterous, charismatic, beautiful, or lucky?: Mana, baby ^_~ Mental endurance! I've got plenty of charisma/luck, I don't care about being beautiful, and I'm fairly physically strong enough. 15) If you could erase one aspect of modern day society, what would it be and why?: Hypocrisy and/or hate. 16) What's your favorite smell?: Vanilla. 17) If you could negate a negative trait of yours, what would it be?: Fidgeting. 18) What creature, if given the choice, would you transfer from either legend or fantasy (not just the fantasy genre, but any fantasic media) into the real world?: Elf! Chaotic good! w00t! 19) If you could invent/create anything, for either personal or commercial use, what would it be and why?: I'd invent a device that predicts the future. I wanna know stuff. 20) You're singing kareoke, what song are you singing?: I'd so sing "Like A Virgin" again. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: Marilyn Manson - everyone's favorite song (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:37 pm	Thievery. A - Act your age - Not your shoe size. 8 1/2 ^_~ Or 17, if I must. B - Breast size – Um... I think you all know. Too damn big. C - Chore you hate - Dishes. D - Dad's name - Jerry E - Essential make up item – Lip gloss and eyeliner. F - Favorite actor - Orlando Bloom is hooott. G - Gold or silver – Silver. H - Hometown – I don't feel like I have one. I - Instruments you play - Flute, *coughoboecough*, violin, piano, whatever you ask me to.4 J - Job title – pr0n star, Sara the Stripper (I heart you Greg ^_^) K - Kids – Uh... no. L - Living arrangements – I lock myself in my room. M - Mom's name - Wendy N - Number of people you've slept with - Greg so doesn't count, I slept on him. *grin* O - Overnight hospital stays – Stomach issues, a few. P - Phobia – Water, being touched, claustrophobia, etc. Q - Quote you like - I have so many. Um... *checks current AIM profile* "Combining Swedish fish and chocolate is one of those really great ideas, like combining Playstation 2 and oral sex." ~Lore R - Religious affiliation – None. I am Sara, hear me grar. I have my own beliefs and I don't feel like I belong with any organized religion. S - Siblings - Adam, Scott, John. T - Time you wake up – About 6 every morning for school, but if I don't get woken up, I'd sleep all day. I have a sleep disorder, apparently. Score. U - Unique habit – I twitch. Watch me sitting still sometime. V - Vegetable you refuse to eat – I eat almost all vegetables except... PEAS. W - Worst habit – Eating. I need to stop. X - X-rays you've had - Stomach (ultrasound as well), head, teeth, leg. Nice. Y - Yummy food you make – Sara can cook anything. I like cooking apple pie, though. Z - Zodiac Sign - Taurus! Not the Ford variety, they suck. Current Mood: geeky Current Music: Crystal Method - Trip Like I Do (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 16th, 2003
2:58 pm	I've found out what love is. Love is staying up on the phone with someone until 3 AM, even though you have to be up at 6 the next day, just because they're upset and can't sleep. Love is also honesty. When I'm being retarded, I'd like to be informed before I go too far with it. And last but not least, love is being supportive, no matter what. It's nice to know that someone thinks I can do anything and be anything. I love Mike. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: I'm hearing Demerssemann's Italian Concerto in my head. (Comment on this)