Monday, March 15th, 2004
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5:49 pm
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no one keeps up with these anymore...sad sad...waiiiit neither do i....
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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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10:33 am - i have survived...
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so i made it though my first week of school but now i look at people in a different light...i don't know but i don't exactly see my friend like i used too...they're not the people i befriended...but that's ok i had a let down in dance so i'm trying to decide if i'm going to be auditioning for company later today...and i'm leaning towards no...even though i'll be gettin better faster...i'm not too sure....it's gonna be a tough decision...i honestly don't feel like writing any more...
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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8:46 pm - so i went to school...and i had a bad time...as ricky would say
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screwed i'm royally screwed....yep...but it's all good cause sex is fun...but not anymore i'm not into that shiza....i think i need a thereapist...cause i'm much too high strung...well no i guess not....i dunno haven't danced in almost a wekk i'm beginning to feel deprived...bah humbug...o well been working out my arches scott shall be proud of me...or at least he better...bar bar i'm sooo tired came home and went to bed...i got shpieled from the doctor to eat more....i'll eat her shorts!! sleep...befall my eyes again...
current mood: lotsa random shit... current music: mmm shit....rooney
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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
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12:07 am - bah humbug...
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school starts in like 2 days...sucks to my ass mar...i'm not even goign to pretend i don't even keep in touch with anyone from camp with exception of brian p and what's his name...andrew...yeahh him... and i wanted to keep in touch with oops but i think she wrote my name down wrong which is sad...but it's all cool...i've been doing not much with practically no one...jeremy and that's it...my parents have gone nuts and it's getting hard for me to talk and keep convos with people...i can't keep talking for long..plus i just feel out of touch...kristina and i went to waring...it was fun got chased by wild rabid kkk turkeys...it was scary... my mom yelled at me for not eating enough veggies!! me!?!? the vegetarian!! hahahha it was grand!! i was like wtf!?!? i eat thiem all the time!!...oh well...mike and i went to comfort...i really liked the time with him...a lot...he's a very cool guy...there's a demon watching me...he's nice to me...i don't know his name yet though...i will find out..
current mood: blank... current music: alanis morsette...
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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10:42 pm
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
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10:50 pm - yeah soo...
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debate sucks and i suck at it...sooo in conclusion therefore i quit....for if i stay in i shall lead to nuclear annaliation....
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Monday, July 28th, 2003
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12:35 am - oi oi
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so yo i am at debate camp...and whoo anarchy is FUN!!!! woot woot!
and my aff rocks my privates...yehahhhhh
ok well gosta go...jus thought i'd be like holla!!
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Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
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4:25 pm
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Friday, July 4th, 2003
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11:55 am - yet another suckfest!!
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yeah so now i'm leaving to corups in about an hour maybe and well jeremy's down there too but my parents refuse to let me go visit him but i will go visit him if it's the last thing i do.....i really wanna go down and visit this beach house of his and it's not like it's just me and him it's like me him his family another family and jerry and matt.....so tis a lot of people so i'm kinda pissed about that...yes cause i do not want to spend 4 depressing days in a hospital ward....no no no it's too scary and my mother sees it as disrespect for my family cause i don't wanna stay there....but it's nothign but oh so common fobias...blahhh on them for thinking i'm so sex crazed teenager who can't even be trusted with a bunch of hicks and jeremy's family...plus matt and jerry who count as family anyway!!.....blahhhhh
current mood: peeved
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Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
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11:13 am - sorry....
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sorry you guys i didn't mean to leave you alls hanging..on that one entry...but it's nota problem anymore....t'was just a fidelity problem....nothing tooo terribly bad...
i went bowling with the guys last night....and no boyfriend...but t'was me and just his guy friends....like 6 of em...and john said he had this bowling thing for free games well turns out that this thing only works before five and as it is it is nearly 8 so we're not even close to the margin...and well since the bowling was free we had no money...well sam and i did....but oh wait did i mention that this place was on cahallahan road!! which for those of you who dno't know is freaking far away!!...so i talk to the dude and he's like ok well we'll just charge you for one game and give you your shoes for freezy....and i'm like ok ok that's cool...so yes we bowled and i didn't get last!!! i got 2nd to last!!! yeahhhhhhhhh.......so then we go to leave...wait rewind...ok on the way there i got lost but only once and it wasn't too bad....there fore my name was losty i can't find u....and so we're leaving and we're getting on 410 welll....somehow we wound up downtown!!!! so yeah we were alll lost downtown for like 45 mins...and well....then a short way after we clued ourselves in we lost jerry who was following us...it was awful!!! but we made it home with out getting eaten by hobos, pigeons, or marachis....yeah we drove all the way through downtown before i turned around....yikes!! man we were way out there by pico de galleo!!!....sheeeatttt!!
now to go bare it all at a swim party!!!whoooooo
current mood: awake current music: firefall....luna sea
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Thursday, June 26th, 2003
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9:47 pm
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this is bad...really bad...i'm starting to do something that i thought i'd never do..
current mood: frightened and shocked
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Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
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12:21 am - welcome to www.adriana is silly and pathetic.com
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it's late and i still haven't heard from jeremy...i'm pathetic...well he usually calls me everynight to say good night...but not tonight and it's silly to think that such a little thing will make me feel so gosh dirn sad...but it does...
current mood: sad current music: girl like you-monte montgomery
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Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
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10:31 pm - stolen from kelly...
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adriana's insulting name consists as follows Zebra bastard zebra zebra zebra zebra fucker Gherkinpenis! What's yours?
jeremy's insulting name is Herpesmonkey Pissknickers! call him it daily or when you talk to him What's yours?
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10:22 pm - dream on adriana dream on...
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Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
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11:32 am - sam sent me one too...
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the first one is sam's....i'm evil like that...
1.WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Samuel Douglas Gardner 2.WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Jeans 3.WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The sound of my heartbeat, complimented by the easy rush of blood through my veins. Or, The ringing silence of an empty House. Or maybe the sound of absolute nothingness. Or the chaotic scramble of Brownian Motion. I can't decide which answer I like most. 4.WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 7060 5.WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? COFFEE 6.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Forest Green 7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Cool, with a beautiful sunset 8.LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My Mom. 9.THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes 10.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? Of course. 11.HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Excellent. 12.FAVORITE DRINK? Coffee-or coffee byproducts, the inevitable result of capitalist exploitation of the third world (read 'Starbucks'). 13.FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Not applicable. 14.FAVORITE SPORTS? Volleyball. 15.HAIR COLOR? Brown 16.EYE COLOR? Chestnut, which is a nice way of saying just brown. 17.DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Yeah. 18.SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? Madison, or Maxene, or Charlie, or something like that...somewhere between 10 and 30. 19.FAVORITE FOOD: ........damn.........too many.....cheesecake, steak, Greek/Mediterranean salads; Olive oil, spices, and bread. 20.LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Dumb and Dumberer 21.FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Christmas, even if that is cliche. 22.ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? Yes. 23.DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES BETTER? Scary movies with some preferably happy resolution. 24.SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer. 25.HUGS OR KISSES? Depends on the person. 26.RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS? Relationships. 27.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Caramel. 28.DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? Always 29.WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? None. 30.WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? All. 30.LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? In flux 31.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? The Illuminatus Trilogy, various and sundry Rand books, some stuff on Derrida, the nature of lies, and lots of Nietzsche. 32.WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? A tree being struck by lightning. 33.FAVORITE BOARD GAME? The Game of Life-I'm always a millionare. 34.WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? Wrote. 35.FAVORITE SMELL? The smell of bacon cooking in a frying pan very, very early in the morning, with pancakes. 36.FAVORITE CEREAL? This weird Vanilla almond Granola stuff. It's fantastic, take my word for it. 37.HOW DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE? Frequently. Any way I can get it. Black. 38.WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? It sounds weird, probably, but I think about the similarity of sleep with death, and how after falling asleep, I've effectively died, and now have a totally new chance to fix things.
this one is mine!!
1.WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Adriana Bea Hernandez 2.WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? well i'm wearing these green and white hawaiian flowery pants.. 3.WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? my necklace jingle...and an old fashioned wedding 4.WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 1070 5.WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? a bowl of corn pops...classic cereal 6.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? denim.... 7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? ummm sunny i think...nice weather.. 8.LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? jeremy..he woke me up... 9.THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? lips and the way they move when they talk.. 10.DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? yes..t'was samuel 11.HOW ARE YOU TODAY? i'm ok i ate breakfast with my parents.. 12.FAVORITE DRINK? anything from starbucks except the tazo berry stuff.. 13.FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? umm...smirnoff 14.FAVORITE SPORTS? dance and soccer 15.HAIR COLOR? brownish black 16.EYE COLOR? poopy brown 17.DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope 18.SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? josie and he is 15 i believe 19.FAVORITE FOOD: spaghetii... 20.LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? i WAS supposed to see one yesterday but we missed it...so dumb and dumberer 21.FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? umm...none really it varies from year to year.. 22.ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? nope... 23.DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING MOVIES bETTER? happy movies scary movies scare me... 24.SUMMER OR WINTER? winter..good cuddle season 25.HUGS OR KISSES? both!! 26.RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS? relationships...i'm no whore 27.CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? swirl 28.DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? ummm i suppose they can 29.WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no one i dn't think i'm sending it 30.WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? everyone..no one loves me... 30.LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? at home... 31.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? harry potter 4 and kushiel's dart and ummm i kinda started east of eaden...but i bought this new book so i'm gonna start that like next week 32.WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? taz going crazy in an office with stuff flying everywhere 33.FAVORITE BOARD GAME? ummm....candyland!! 34.WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? read and work my straddle... 35.FAVORITE SMELL? CHRISTMAS!!!!! 36.FAVORITE CEREAL? fruty pebbles...those things rock!! 37.HOW DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE? just about any way...but black... 38.WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? i wonder what kind of mischief i can make today and with whom...or mainly just what i'm going to do...that's usually when i plan my day..
current mood: bored
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11:25 am
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
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5:13 pm - king o the hill is spiffy...
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be careful boddy that's one of them there chinese fighting dogs.....
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5:10 pm - FREEDOM!!!!!... braveheart style...
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whooo hooo my dad's going to let me go to youth group..aka jeremy fucking sessions....just kidding but i do like to go visit him!! he's nifty..tis a little bit o freedom...until saturday..when i plan on seing malorie...whom i love so dearly before she leaves for camp....
nick's mom never liked her...nside joke...
current mood: shocked and amused... current music: the rememedy...abandoned pools
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Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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9:35 pm - yiz-oink
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unlike nick boredom + groundation = this.....yeah yeah i'm going to to one every day for the next like...till sunday...
1)Single or Taken: taken...yay! i really like this one... 2) Sex: yes please 3) Birthday: 10/08/86 4) Sign: libra 5) Siblings: one brother 6) Hair color: brown with red highlights 7) Eye color: brown..i'm dull/ not special 8) Shoe size/height: ummm depends but any where from a 4 to a 6 1/2...and i'm like 5 foot even possibly 5'1 *-;-* R e l a t i o n s h i p s~* 1) Who is your best friend: mal jeremy sam and nick are all close friends...pretty much best friends but i think nick would feel weird if i called him my best friend... 2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes...as a matter of fact i do..and i love him a lot lot lot 3) Did you send this to your crush? don't got one..i'm taken REMEMBER?? plus i'm not e-mailing it....unless....no 4) Did your crush send this to you: no...welll i got it from nick's journal and kelly's journal...decided i'd be trandy like them... *-;-*F a s h I o n S t u f f *-;-* 1) Where are your favorite places to shop? thrift stores, and basically any where that sells shirts that are less than 25 bucks a piece.. 2) Any tattoos or piercing?? in my ears but i don't like them so no earrings for me...and tatoos..as soon as i work up an immunity to needles i want one...but i'm a pansy *-;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *--* 1) Do you do drugs? what kind of drugs? like what's considered into this criteria?? 2) What kind of shampoo do you use? coconut or the little sample packets...those are fun and random but i never see them at the store...i'm a really bad seeker...that's why i suck at hide and go seek... 3) What are you most scared of? failing...in life, dance, and grades 4) What are you listening to right now? myself type...but in my head i hear the ataris.. 5) What car do you wish to have? umm i'm pretty happy with mine but ideally i want a light blue jetta with a sun roof.. 6) Who is the last person that called you? mandi..though i'm not sure why... 7) Where do you want to get married at? sunset...outside...doesn't matter where as long as it's not too hot not too cold 8) How many messenger buddies do you have right now? 6..i've deleted the ones i don't like talking to... 9) If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? my legs...they're chubby...my eyes..i want hazel...my teeth..they're not white enough and they're too round...my stomach...tisn't pretty...my toes...they're not cute anymore...where my neck meets my shoulder...jeremy doesn't like that...my legs i want longer...and more places but i'd rather not go into deatail about them....ie my ass... *-;-* F a v o r i t e s *-;-* 1) Color: midnight blue 2) Number: don't have one 3) Food: spaghetti and mushrooms 4) What you'll name your boy? umm....i like malacai...but i forgot the name...yeah jeremy and i picked out names.... 5) What you'll name your girl? autumn rayne...or chrystyan joan.. 6) Your best subject in school? theatre...or yeah theatre 7) Favorite animals? all animals...did you hear about that new one in puerto rico?? 8) sports: soccer, and dance > >-;-* H a v e Y o u E v e r *-;-* 1) Given anyone a bath? well we tried but my water got shut off....i've taken a shower...doesn't that count?? 2) Smoked? yes 3) Bungee jumped?:nope...wanna though 4) Broken the law?: nope what me NEVER!! i'm a good child...yeah like everyday tis a daily routine.. 6) Gone skinny-dipping?well....i don't recall...i have no memory... 7) Been in love? yes...and currently am in love.. 8) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes...it worked....i love it... -* F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o M i n d *- 1) Red: blue 2) Cow:moo 3) Socks: nasty 4) Greenland: dr suess...i dunno W h a t 's w o r s e?*~-;-~* 1) Barfing on your date or your date barfing on you? barfing on my date.....my date bled on me?? does that count? *-;-* F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s *-;-* 1) Do you like filling these out? right now...yes...when i'm in a rush ....no 2) How many people are you sending this to: none not sending it 3) Who will send it back: see previous question 4) If you could be someone else for a day who would it be? well...there is someone i'd be intrigued to find out ow their mind worked...just to see if things are as bad as they make them to be... 5) Gold or Silver? silver 6) What is the last film you saw at the cinema? dumb and dumberer...t'was funny... 7) Favorite cartoon character? sid...from hey arnold... 8) What did you have for breakfast in the morning? nothing... 9) What is the farthest away from home you have EVER been? umm new york city... 10) What is the weirdest thing that you have eaten? umm...i'm not too terribly adventurous... 11) Who would you hate being locked in a room with? ummm...i can name a few...but like nick said..it depends on how long and what the room was like 12) Who would love being locked in a room with? ...jeremy....tee hee hee...as long as there were no windows or cameras...and he had his wallet..and i had my purse...
current music: nothing
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8:32 pm - suckfest 04
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yeah so i'm grounded until sunday which is the day mal leaves for 3 weekes and gets back the day i leave for 4....i'm really pissed...my dad's an ass
and he called the dance studio looking for me...yeah so they come into the studio looking for me and are like your dad's looking for you cause he doesn't know where you are...and i wanted to cry because that topped off my allready bad day...
t'was really frustrating...i couldn't get any of the steps....not even if my life depended on it...i'm going out on friday i don't really care what they say...i want to see mal...
fuck you mom and dad...
on the ok side i ordered jeremy's present...tis nonrefundable and costed 59.33 or some sort like that...yeah...i hope it works...reallllllly bad!!
current mood: pissed off current music: ataris...so long astoria
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