Blurty for MaRiYa.
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BREAK IS HERE!!! ahhh okay so most people are staying in troy over break but two of my best friends are leaving me??! not fair. Shyzzi, Lauren, have an awesoem time on your CRUISES!! i'm so glad ur not going together or i'd be like madd jealous lol but i'm still jealous. just not as jealous. ahh shyzzi comes back on FRIDAY (or saturday? i dont remember) but LB comes back on Sunday Night!! I MISS YOU LAUREN BRINKER!!! practice isn't gonna be the same without you!!! --which brings me to my OTHER point. we're practicing ALL WEEK >SAME TIME!! 5-7pm on BREAK!? theyre fucking CRAZY. that's not right. i emailed connie and told her that i wouldnt be here half the time cuz if i get off practice at 7 then i'm not gonna have time to go out & do anythign because i'd onl be ready to go out by like 8:30!! and everyones already out by then. this is not fair plus on Monday i wanna go to the edge, on tuesday i'll go to practice, wednesday i'll go, thursday i MIGHT go, friday i'm definitely not going because it s joyce's party. Olga is SOOO CRAZY. i cant believe she turned down LARIONOV on a trip to FLORIDA. idont care HOW married she is, she coulda gone w/the whole family! theyre like best friends w/him. she talks to him on the phone all the time. THIS IS CRAZY! larionov's daughteres have met eminem. >:O i hate rich people. otay i'm done with my complainage. i'm really excited for this week it's gonna be awesome. but SHYZZI and LB i'm gonna miss you SO DAMN MUCH!! especially you g, you're my best friend what am i gonna do without you for a whole week!?! ohh i miss u g. i still have ashlie tho and shes my favorite (I like to say favorite rather than best friend...cuz i have more than one best friend but you can only have ONE favorite!) and i''ll have her all week long. SCORE! :-P SCORE!! valentine's day was a definite success. last year's was okay. i'm sure it was better for others (koochybah!! ahah i love u! happy anniversary!!!!!!!!!) i already said this but the movie was awesome. omg i think i gotta go see it again but i'd have to leave during the dog part because just WOW that just made me feel horrible. i guess whenever i see something like that, i always put myself INTO that person's feet.. like when ashton was watching tommy do that to his dog, I was ashton and i could feel like that was my dog and it just hurt. thats some of the most terrible pain like ever that i've ever experienced anyway. a;lsdjf. I'm glad I have my puppydoll. he's the best thing that ever happened to me like mentality wise. he seriously like saned me out. i realized what it feels like to love something and have it love you back with everything it has. and i love him SO MUCH for it. i'd die for my dog. i really would. there's not a lot of people i'd die for. only like, 10 to be exact. wait lemme think. probably less than that. okay enough 'bout that...hm.. i'm gonna say 7. because i just countd like 5 and i couldnt think of any more buti always forget one or oanot in other news!! hahah this is gonna be an awesome day. okay whats up +at like 12, i'm gonna call ashlie & we're gonna go for a walk (FINALLY!) for the first time in i dont know how long (i could know cuz i could just check the journal but i dont wantta!) and i have her til like 5:00! score! so obviosuly we're not gonna walk for 5 hours, we'l come back to my house, chill, and hopefully i can get my mom to take us to the mall cuz i gotta get joyce's sweet 16 gift. yess... +which brings me to my other point joyce's party is now on friday. hmmmm.. intersting. haha friday-saturday? that means...wait i donno wut that means im pretty sure i don't have anything planned. 20-21st i think? yea. and if i did have something planned i'd cancel it haha. +hey koochybah when u say "you can bring your boys but they hav to leave by 6:30" does that mean your boy has to leave too? haha. i really dont know the answer to that one kooch. :-P i'd bring a boy. but they have cooties. hehe. jp. k i have written WAAAAY too much bye sweethearts. comment if u read all this!! :-P |
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BREAK IS HERE!!! ahhh okay so most people are staying in troy over break but two of my best friends are leaving me??! not fair. Shyzzi, Lauren, have an awesoem time on your CRUISES!! i'm so glad ur not going together or i'd be like madd jealous lol but i'm still jealous. just not as jealous. ahh shyzzi comes back on FRIDAY (or saturday? i dont remember) but LB comes back on Sunday Night!! I MISS YOU LAUREN BRINKER!!! practice isn't gonna be the same without you!!! --which brings me to my OTHER point. we're practicing ALL WEEK >SAME TIME!! 5-7pm on BREAK!? theyre fucking CRAZY. that's not right. i emailed connie and told her that i wouldnt be here half the time cuz if i get off practice at 7 then i'm not gonna have time to go out & do anythign because i'd onl be ready to go out by like 8:30!! and everyones already out by then. this is not fair plus on Monday i wanna go to the edge, on tuesday i'll go to practice, wednesday i'll go, thursday i MIGHT go, friday i'm definitely not going because it s joyce's party. Olga is SOOO CRAZY. i cant believe she turned down LARIONOV on a trip to FLORIDA. idont care HOW married she is, she coulda gone w/the whole family! theyre like best friends w/him. she talks to him on the phone all the time. THIS IS CRAZY! larionov's daughteres have met eminem. >:O i hate rich people. otay i'm done with my complainage. i'm really excited for this week it's gonna be awesome. but SHYZZI and LB i'm gonna miss you SO DAMN MUCH!! especially you g, you're my best friend what am i gonna do without you for a whole week!?! ohh i miss u g. i still have ashlie tho and shes my favorite (I like to say favorite rather than best friend...cuz i have more than one best friend but you can only have ONE favorite!) and i''ll have her all week long. SCORE! :-P SCORE!! valentine's day was a definite success. last year's was okay. i'm sure it was better for others (koochybah!! ahah i love u! happy anniversary!!!!!!!!!) i already said this but the movie was awesome. omg i think i gotta go see it again but i'd have to leave during the dog part because just WOW that just made me feel horrible. i guess whenever i see something like that, i always put myself INTO that person's feet.. like when ashton was watching tommy do that to his dog, I was ashton and i could feel like that was my dog and it just hurt. thats some of the most terrible pain like ever that i've ever experienced anyway. a;lsdjf. I'm glad I have my puppydoll. he's the best thing that ever happened to me like mentality wise. he seriously like saned me out. i realized what it feels like to love something and have it love you back with everything it has. and i love him SO MUCH for it. i'd die for my dog. i really would. there's not a lot of people i'd die for. only like, 10 to be exact. wait lemme think. probably less than that. okay enough 'bout that...hm.. i'm gonna say 7. because i just countd like 5 and i couldnt think of any more buti always forget one or oanot in other news!! hahah this is gonna be an awesome day. okay whats up +at like 12, i'm gonna call ashlie & we're gonna go for a walk (FINALLY!) for the first time in i dont know how long (i could know cuz i could just check the journal but i dont wantta!) and i have her til like 5:00! score! so obviosuly we're not gonna walk for 5 hours, we'l come back to my house, chill, and hopefully i can get my mom to take us to the mall cuz i gotta get joyce's sweet 16 gift. yess... +which brings me to my other point joyce's party is now on friday. hmmmm.. intersting. haha friday-saturday? that means...wait i donno wut that means im pretty sure i don't have anything planned. 20-21st i think? yea. and if i did have something planned i'd cancel it haha. +hey koochybah when u say "you can bring your boys but they hav to leave by 6:30" does that mean your boy has to leave too? haha. i really dont know the answer to that one kooch. :-P i'd bring a boy. but they have cooties. hehe. jp. k i have written WAAAAY too much bye sweethearts. comment if u read all this!! :-P |
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stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life... but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad. okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna kick ass. baby why can't you see... that i need you here with me |
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stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because i can't take it!!! it hurts me!! if you care about me you'll stop this!!! its ridiculous!! todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life... but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad. okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna be really good. i'm anxious. i followed the case for a while. and now thers a movie. good good. k bye ~ baby why can't you see... that i need you here with me |
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stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because i can't take it!!! it hurts me!! if you care about me you'll stop this!!! its ridiculous!! todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life... but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad. okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna be really good. i'm anxious. i followed the case for a while. and now thers a movie. good good. k bye ~ baby why can't you see... that i need you here with me |
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http://www.livejournal.com/~myzzi so everyone do that now. quit blurty w/me!! :) |
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Blurty for MaRiYa.
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