i can't say that i don't miss you and i can't say that i wish we could have what we never had. buti'm also scared to have anything with him now. it's like, i'm gonna get hurt. thats the only guarantee i can give about any relationship i can possibly have with him. i'm gonna end up being hurt and i don't want to an di'm so sick of hurting and i'm ready to see if i can do something about it just to stop hurting for a little while but i kno w that if things ended i'd go back to hurting. or myabe i'd get totally over it an di'd never hur tagain. i have no clue what i'm gonna do.
trey may be performing at the fashion show :-D YES exciting. sexi sexi. CRAZAY!! i love that boy 'n if he goes up 'n does it fo reall its gonna be SOO mothafuckin tight. i'm excited.
this is some crazy shit.
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