MaRiYa's Blurty

Subject:	good morning
Time:	8:21 am.

once again i'm up very early. tonite i have to got o sleep early & tomorro get as much sleep as possible because damn i've been sleep deprived this weekend.

soo rite now i'm up early because i'm goin to the community center w/lb to work out in 20minutes...then yesterday was ashlie's solo & ensemble (KICKASS!) haha. kick bass. wowo. she got a 1. it was sexi.

yesterday night amounted to nothing...seroiusly. moms n dads friends came over (the ones i lovee) so it was okay...n then i went for a walk with corey...but i had to be home by 9?? god they crazay. theyre so strict. and they still dont like corey & chris beause like LAST YEAR they had red hair. is that not ridiculous??? bah. o well.

my contacts are starting to hurt because i've had 'em for almost 3 weeks and my new ones havent come yet so bah ow. lol when i was putting htem in it stung for like forever & a half. ookay.

thats all i reall gotta say cept today is more or less homework day (TRIG TEST ON TUESDAY!) i have to get an A on that test because i HAVE to prove to mr.clary that i can do good in his class. i just have to. it's not even about mom or dad or scool anymore its about me proving that i'm not an fucking idiot. to myself. because dunlap thinks i am. and i have have have to prove i'm not. i have to.

okay its 8:24 and lb will be here in 20 minutes and i'm not even ready. bahhaha. okay byeeez~

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Subject:	ugh
Time:	4:54 pm.
Mood:	cranky.
Music:	luda - splash waterfallss.

ok after a week of not talking to me THATS what u say? fuck you

umm yea today was good...i got a lot of sleep so life is good...andi havent yet watched any superbowl stuff but i omst likely will later today if i don't = oh well! lol

this morning was bah! lol actually no it was really good i went to eh community center w/LB and we worked out for about 2ish hours (give or take) i went on...treadmill forlike 10 minutes cuz i HATE running, ellipse for half an hour then we did like abs & ish. & i wasn't gonna eat when i ot home but i finished the cheesecake and then had some apples....i feel GUILTY! but bah. i'm not eating any more today & if i lose the iwllpower i'ma do what emily did &i'ma call LB. lol shes my happiness counselor.

i have a trig test tuesday & damn i hope i do good. i think my grades are OK right now. i'm pretty sure i'll be okay. i gotta do my history right now. & then later today i think i'ma take willie for a LONG walk just the two of us & my CD player. cuz i'm really tired. and i just want to walk with him. nobody else cuz i dont wanna talk to anyone.

shaza's such a freakin cutie pieeee. i love her.

k i'm out see yaaz~ myzzi

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