I'M NOW IN LIVEJOURNAL   
08:42pm 15/02/2004
  http://www.livejournal.com/~myzzi

so everyone do that now. quit blurty w/me!! :)
 
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today   
08:12pm 15/02/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: nsync: gone
stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because

todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life...

but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad.

okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna kick ass.

baby why can't you see...
that i need you here with me
 
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today   
08:12pm 15/02/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: nsync: gone
stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because i can't take it!!! it hurts me!! if you care about me you'll stop this!!! its ridiculous!!

todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life...

but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad.

okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna be really good. i'm anxious. i followed the case for a while. and now thers a movie. good good.

k bye ~

baby why can't you see...
that i need you here with me
 
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today   
08:12pm 15/02/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: nsync: gone
stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because i can't take it!!! it hurts me!! if you care about me you'll stop this!!! its ridiculous!!

todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life...

but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad.

okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna be really good. i'm anxious. i followed the case for a while. and now thers a movie. good good.

k bye ~

baby why can't you see...
that i need you here with me
 
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topics: BREAK!!:: VALENTINES DAY:: TODAY!   
08:42am 15/02/2004
  BREAK IS HERE!!! ahhh okay so most people are staying in troy over break but two of my best friends are leaving me??! not fair. Shyzzi, Lauren, have an awesoem time on your CRUISES!! i'm so glad ur not going together or i'd be like madd jealous lol but i'm still jealous. just not as jealous. ahh shyzzi comes back on FRIDAY (or saturday? i dont remember) but LB comes back on Sunday Night!! I MISS YOU LAUREN BRINKER!!! practice isn't gonna be the same without you!!! --which brings me to my OTHER point. we're practicing ALL WEEK >SAME TIME!! 5-7pm on BREAK!? theyre fucking CRAZY. that's not right. i emailed connie and told her that i wouldnt be here half the time cuz if i get off practice at 7 then i'm not gonna have time to go out & do anythign because i'd onl be ready to go out by like 8:30!! and everyones already out by then. this is not fair plus on Monday i wanna go to the edge, on tuesday i'll go to practice, wednesday i'll go, thursday i MIGHT go, friday i'm definitely not going because it s joyce's party. Olga is SOOO CRAZY. i cant believe she turned down LARIONOV on a trip to FLORIDA. idont care HOW married she is, she coulda gone w/the whole family! theyre like best friends w/him. she talks to him on the phone all the time. THIS IS CRAZY! larionov's daughteres have met eminem. >:O i hate rich people. otay i'm done with my complainage. i'm really excited for this week it's gonna be awesome. but SHYZZI and LB i'm gonna miss you SO DAMN MUCH!! especially you g, you're my best friend what am i gonna do without you for a whole week!?! ohh i miss u g. i still have ashlie tho and shes my favorite (I like to say favorite rather than best friend...cuz i have more than one best friend but you can only have ONE favorite!) and i''ll have her all week long. SCORE! :-P

SCORE!! valentine's day was a definite success. last year's was okay. i'm sure it was better for others (koochybah!! ahah i love u! happy anniversary!!!!!!!!!) i already said this but the movie was awesome. omg i think i gotta go see it again but i'd have to leave during the dog part because just WOW that just made me feel horrible. i guess whenever i see something like that, i always put myself INTO that person's feet.. like when ashton was watching tommy do that to his dog, I was ashton and i could feel like that was my dog and it just hurt. thats some of the most terrible pain like ever that i've ever experienced anyway. a;lsdjf. I'm glad I have my puppydoll. he's the best thing that ever happened to me like mentality wise. he seriously like saned me out. i realized what it feels like to love something and have it love you back with everything it has. and i love him SO MUCH for it. i'd die for my dog. i really would. there's not a lot of people i'd die for. only like, 10 to be exact. wait lemme think. probably less than that. okay enough 'bout that...hm..

i'm gonna say 7. because i just countd like 5 and i couldnt think of any more buti always forget one or oanot


in other news!! hahah this is gonna be an awesome day. okay whats up

+at like 12, i'm gonna call ashlie & we're gonna go for a walk (FINALLY!) for the first time in i dont know how long (i could know cuz i could just check the journal but i dont wantta!) and i have her til like 5:00! score! so obviosuly we're not gonna walk for 5 hours, we'l come back to my house, chill, and hopefully i can get my mom to take us to the mall cuz i gotta get joyce's sweet 16 gift. yess...

+which brings me to my other point joyce's party is now on friday. hmmmm.. intersting. haha friday-saturday? that means...wait i donno wut that means im pretty sure i don't have anything planned. 20-21st i think? yea. and if i did have something planned i'd cancel it haha.

+hey koochybah when u say "you can bring your boys but they hav to leave by 6:30" does that mean your boy has to leave too? haha. i really dont know the answer to that one kooch. :-P i'd bring a boy. but they have cooties. hehe. jp.

k i have written WAAAAY too much bye sweethearts. comment if u read all this!! :-P
 
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topics: BREAK!!:: VALENTINES DAY:: TODAY!   
08:42am 15/02/2004
  BREAK IS HERE!!! ahhh okay so most people are staying in troy over break but two of my best friends are leaving me??! not fair. Shyzzi, Lauren, have an awesoem time on your CRUISES!! i'm so glad ur not going together or i'd be like madd jealous lol but i'm still jealous. just not as jealous. ahh shyzzi comes back on FRIDAY (or saturday? i dont remember) but LB comes back on Sunday Night!! I MISS YOU LAUREN BRINKER!!! practice isn't gonna be the same without you!!! --which brings me to my OTHER point. we're practicing ALL WEEK >SAME TIME!! 5-7pm on BREAK!? theyre fucking CRAZY. that's not right. i emailed connie and told her that i wouldnt be here half the time cuz if i get off practice at 7 then i'm not gonna have time to go out & do anythign because i'd onl be ready to go out by like 8:30!! and everyones already out by then. this is not fair plus on Monday i wanna go to the edge, on tuesday i'll go to practice, wednesday i'll go, thursday i MIGHT go, friday i'm definitely not going because it s joyce's party. Olga is SOOO CRAZY. i cant believe she turned down LARIONOV on a trip to FLORIDA. idont care HOW married she is, she coulda gone w/the whole family! theyre like best friends w/him. she talks to him on the phone all the time. THIS IS CRAZY! larionov's daughteres have met eminem. >:O i hate rich people. otay i'm done with my complainage. i'm really excited for this week it's gonna be awesome. but SHYZZI and LB i'm gonna miss you SO DAMN MUCH!! especially you g, you're my best friend what am i gonna do without you for a whole week!?! ohh i miss u g. i still have ashlie tho and shes my favorite (I like to say favorite rather than best friend...cuz i have more than one best friend but you can only have ONE favorite!) and i''ll have her all week long. SCORE! :-P

SCORE!! valentine's day was a definite success. last year's was okay. i'm sure it was better for others (koochybah!! ahah i love u! happy anniversary!!!!!!!!!) i already said this but the movie was awesome. omg i think i gotta go see it again but i'd have to leave during the dog part because just WOW that just made me feel horrible. i guess whenever i see something like that, i always put myself INTO that person's feet.. like when ashton was watching tommy do that to his dog, I was ashton and i could feel like that was my dog and it just hurt. thats some of the most terrible pain like ever that i've ever experienced anyway. a;lsdjf. I'm glad I have my puppydoll. he's the best thing that ever happened to me like mentality wise. he seriously like saned me out. i realized what it feels like to love something and have it love you back with everything it has. and i love him SO MUCH for it. i'd die for my dog. i really would. there's not a lot of people i'd die for. only like, 10 to be exact. wait lemme think. probably less than that. okay enough 'bout that...hm..

i'm gonna say 7. because i just countd like 5 and i couldnt think of any more buti always forget one or oanot


in other news!! hahah this is gonna be an awesome day. okay whats up

+at like 12, i'm gonna call ashlie & we're gonna go for a walk (FINALLY!) for the first time in i dont know how long (i could know cuz i could just check the journal but i dont wantta!) and i have her til like 5:00! score! so obviosuly we're not gonna walk for 5 hours, we'l come back to my house, chill, and hopefully i can get my mom to take us to the mall cuz i gotta get joyce's sweet 16 gift. yess...

+which brings me to my other point joyce's party is now on friday. hmmmm.. intersting. haha friday-saturday? that means...wait i donno wut that means im pretty sure i don't have anything planned. 20-21st i think? yea. and if i did have something planned i'd cancel it haha.

+hey koochybah when u say "you can bring your boys but they hav to leave by 6:30" does that mean your boy has to leave too? haha. i really dont know the answer to that one kooch. :-P i'd bring a boy. but they have cooties. hehe. jp.

k i have written WAAAAY too much bye sweethearts. comment if u read all this!! :-P
 
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butterfly effect   
11:24pm 14/02/2004
  wow what a good movie. that was so good. just wow. i'm speechless. i loved the way it was written love how it was acted out. wow wow wow. except that dog part. yeaa maria had tears when that dog died i like broke down. jayme was yelling at me lol. 'n then i came home 'n told ashlie & mario about it ash was good mario was like making fun of me?!?! wtf ok he was being a jerk.

overall: AWESOME VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jayme thank u lots for bein' my valentine. ;) :):) i had an awesome timeee. especially getting in. ooo were we sneaky. it was beautiful.

tomorrow- mall?? ok something liek that.

byes
 
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lets go back to first grade...what sound do chickens make?   
06:41pm 14/02/2004
  perfctly flawed1: chicken!
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: BAKAW
perfctly flawed1: bakaw?!
perfctly flawed1: wtf
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: baka
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: chicken!
perfctly flawed1: wtf
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: chicken
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: says bakaw.
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: BAKAW
perfctly flawed1: OOO
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: BAKK AH.
mYzZi33 eMiNeM4e: u IDIOT
perfctly flawed1: hahahah
 
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ahh!   
07:33pm 13/02/2004
  ok so whose "special valentine" am i!? jus lemme kno who ua re cuz taht kinda stuff is kinda stalkerishly freaky so if ur one of my friends u should kno i definitely do not appreciate that kinda stuff if u dont tell me who u are!! bah.

practice = hard
meet = tomorrow MORNING! >:O
valentines day = JAYME!! ohhh i can't wait i love this girl so much, its always nonstop laughs when jayme's around!!!!! :-D k bye sweeties~

mariya
 
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how come i'm feeling like this?   
04:18pm 13/02/2004
 
mood: lethargic
music: my immortal
i didn't even know the girl. how come it's hurting me?

today during lunch chrissy started crying and talkinga bout how selfish people at foley are 'n stuff. and i was like holding back tears but i didnt wanna cry cuz i didnt want anyone to see me cry. but then again WHY CARE!??!!? that poor girl. i feel so awful for her family, for her friends...she can't ever come back. she's just gone .

so i decided from now on i'm gonna befriend more people. tlak to more people and take more chances. i've already said that but it's for sure. i'll let u know how that goes over break. i plan on malling and univeralling and making lotsa new friendsss. :)

break is finally here (on the bright side) and i'm excited. but then again allie can never experience mid winter break. maybe it woulda been a good break for her. maybe i woulda run into her at the movies or something...said hi, i donno. something coudla happened to change her decisions.

i have to stop thinking about this. i'm going. practice...bye.
 
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I'm making some definite changes in my life   
10:06pm 12/02/2004
 
mood: distressed
music: evansence: my immortal
Change #1: i'm never saying anything mean behind anyone's back or to anyone's face ever again.

Change #2: i'm gonna enjoy my life and stop complaining about it because life could be worse

Change #3: i'm gonna stop being so scared to be in a serious relationship

Change #4: i'm gonna stop listening to rap so much because i think it depresses me

Change #5: i'm not going to listen to my friends tell me how much they hate their life. so if you are one of those people who likes to complain, STOP. because think about how much worse it could be.

Change #6: i'm gonna try really really hard to stop caring so much about what others think of me, and try to love myself more. this could be my hardest one.

Change #7: i'm not going to let another chance to be happy slip right through my fingers.


-i heard from jayme that a girl at foley killed herself. and i thought, how can a person hate their life so much? how can they not want to live? how horrible must that feeling be? i remember last year when i didn't really feel like living anymore. i just wanted to give up. but deep down i know i didn't. i knew i was still needed and i knew i was still loved. and this girl, she just had nothing. when you have nothing to live for anymore, whats the point of living? it's such a horrible way to end your life. how much must it hurt to have no friends...people making fun of you...it would damn hurt. and i feel so awful about anyone i've ever said things about. and i won't even try to deny that i haven't. nobody deserves to hear stuff like that. so i'm never going to do it again. i can honestly make that promise. i dont ever want to be even close to the cause of someone else's misery like that. all i want to do now is just make people smile. i want people to be happy. i want people to remember me as someone that could make them smile. not cry.

sweet dreams everyone -

<3always<3
Mariya
 
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hehe.   
03:47pm 12/02/2004
  okay so today...

law test went ok i think...
chris is still my FaVoRiTe.
valentines day i don't even know what happenin' til trey gets a car...
i was gonna be stayi'n after school for like FOREVER 'n a HALF...but luckily jake gave me a ride home after toruting me for like an hour saying he couldn't but i was in the libarary w/chrissy n joyce 'n he came back 'n YESS i'm home ahaha. SCORE!


ok i gotta study for my trig & GBE tests so i'm not goin' to practice today = O WELL! its drylanding anyway so its all good.

ok life is great right now. no more uncomfortableness w/him. its just over and i'm really glad.
 
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i like the way u do that right thurr   
10:49pm 11/02/2004
  ok for clarification WHO READS THSI!?!?!? cuz NOBODY comments so i'm thinkin' u guys forgot i was alive & i maybe doing this blurty for my own personal reasons (cuz i wanna look back in 2 yeras 'n belike damn i was a lil loser fallin' forhim!!!!) but i want others to read toooooooo. so comment if u do

 
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i love christopher david sommers   
03:01pm 11/02/2004
  i don't know where i'd be without him. ohh my god. chris you are ultimately the coolest. and the 3rd best friend i could ever ask for!!! thank u SOOO MUCH... even tho it was all me...ur guilty by association and i LOVE U FOR IT!!! oooooooo wow.

i'm in the best mood right now ...seriously.

u sounded nothing of the sort.


chris it woulda all been perfect if u hadn't added that last part but HEY! if it worked it worked.

i can't believe there was a time when i hated this boy. in umm 7th grade. for two weeks. hahahahahahaha.


okk my amazing mood is gonna go now- bye sweethearts
 
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someone still needs a lesson in maturity!! BIG TIME   
09:21pm 10/02/2004
  grow up.  
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smile sweetheart the worst is over   
06:59am 10/02/2004
  :) i'm in a really good mood. actualy i've been in a really good mood for a couple days now. its all thanks to JAYME and her master plan that i wanna be a part of SO BAD that i just had to get over my sadness...haha

what is it...like FOUR MORE MONTHS til SUMMER!! !!! omgg im so excited...this is gonna be the best summer i've had all year. yesssss....... i love summer. yes yes yes yes yes! and the pool is gonna be good so everyone that wants to come over finally CAN! ugh last summer was icky water.

k school time i'm late =-O bye sweeties
 
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some people need to grow up.   
07:43pm 09/02/2004
  seriously you don't really understand when you've crossed the line. GROW THE FUCK UP stop being so god damn immature. ur fucking 16, i'd expect even someone as stupid as you to understand when you're being a fucking retarded imbacile.

on a brighter note mariya's about ready to go venture out into the world again. :-P as LB said, "it's just a fling" because we're gonna go to Universal sometime after she gets back from break so she can pick up some hotties haha she so cute. well she deserves one after the shit **** put her thru. which proves my most important theory in life... men are assholes .

oh and certain seniors need to understand that if they're annoying as all hell let out then no their team is not going to like them. grow up! STOP LISTENING TO PEOPLE'S CONVERSATIONS!! oy!! this girl i swear!! lol

in return for returning chris's hat tomorrow i get..PURE JOY. YESSS!! christopher david sommers i LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! you are the shit. serioulsy u guys i love this boy so muc he's my best friend and my fiancee and you can't love someone much more then you love your fiance. OOO i have 2 fiancees. i'm marrying tristam and i'm marryi'ng chris. :-P yesss. that's sexi . thats besides the point I LOVE YOU CHRIS!! okayy thats that. lol

i miss jayme!! over break we're gonna hang out for SURENESS. right jayme? yess. dont forget our war against depression!!!!! i'm doing good.

today i was so fucking unbelivably hyper i think i was about to shoot someone's eye out. when olga was talking to us i kept like blowin gin her face. hahaha it was from like 3 feet away buti was blowing HARD. hahahaha and she kept looking at me 'n then like shaking her head & laughing...we have like this major meet tomorrow and i'm sitting there goofing off. its ok we got the lift so hopefully that's gonna be a good thing. YESSS. lol

here's some foonie quotes to remember me by...

I'm a little teapot, short and stout, here is my handle, here is my other handle . . . wait a minute, I'm a little sugar bowl.

I have a firm grip on reality. Now I can strangle it.

You can measure distance by time. "How far away is it?" "Oh about twenty minutes." But it doesn't work the other way. "When do you get off work?" "Around three miles."

I like dogs. I do. But they're not that bright, really. Let's examine the dog mind. Every time you come home, he thinks it's amazong. He can't believe that you've accomplished this again. You walk in the door. The joy of it almost kills him. "He's back again. It's that guy. It's that guy . . ."

I wore a neck brace for about a year. It wasn't an accident or anything. I just got tired of holding my head up.

I haven't taken my Christmas lights down. They look so nice on the pumpkin.

To do is to be.
--Plato

To be is to do.
--Kant

Do be do be do.
--Sinatra

A friend said, "I quit smoking cold turkey." What do you smoke now? Ham?

When you're driving, ugly thoughts come up. . . . There've been times when I'm stuck on the freeway and I think to myself, "If half the city died right now, I'd be home already."



see ya sweethearts


loveeez~ myzzi
 
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ohhh   
08:24pm 08/02/2004
  wow i feel fat.

today...went to grandma,s had some popcorn...lol...

then got home did some hw then went to old country (which is now hometown) w/dad & pigged out on potatoes & chicken (YUMMM)...ok and htere was this realy hott black guy sitting in the booth like almost across from us so i didnt wanna leave cuz he was really yummy looking. bahahahah i'm evil.

t o m o r r o w is gonna be a good day.

OoOoOoOoO. lol doesn't that look cool? ur jealous. STOP BEING JEALOUS!

i swear i'm like psychotic today. will someone leave me a FUCKING COMMENT!?!? thank u.
 
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anti-depression   
02:01am 08/02/2004
  woops that was bad. me'n jayme (as u can read in her journal!) started our *thing* as she calls it hahha. to rid the world of depression!! so i was the first person, so now we're ridding the world of depression with help from our mascot, the Wallaby ,which is always HAPPY therefore it's our mascot. i swear we went thru a million & a half animals before she settled on the Wallaby!!!!!! :-D which is quite an interesting name, might i add.

yes i'm tired. its liek 2am?? yea i am tired.. i hope i'm up by the time LB calls tomorrow!! LB if u read this call me at HOME cuz my cell ringer is off & i'll most likely be asleep bythe time u call!!!!!!!

we're goin to the community center tomorrow to burn off my cheeeesecake. and oreos. cuz damn i had a lot of oreos tody. finished off the whole pack. WOW i'm fucking huge lmfao. i feel really fat today so i definitely need to go work it off tomorrow!!!!! yay.
 
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i'm sad   
01:14am 08/02/2004
  i don't rightly know why i'm sad i just know that i am. and i don't know what to do about it..

still no plans for valentines day :'( oh well. i dont really care tho either.

shaza 'n lb are leaving for their (separate) cruises on sunday...

and ashlie's stayin ghome. with MEEEEEE :-D

omg me & ash had an esp moment today. it was just weird. thats all i can say about it.
 
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