|Sunday, March 28th, 2004|
Journal, it has been a long time, huh? Yes, it has. Not a whole lot has really happened as always.
It has been warmer the last few days. I love spring. It's so cool. Warm weather always puts me in a good mood.
Things with Dustin have been really good. I love him a whole lot. I really do, and, he loves me. He says it a lot now. Not as much as I do, but I really can't help it. I tell him he's cute, and beautifu,l and that I love him all of the time. He likes it. I can't help that I do though. When I look at him, he's so flawless in everyway. He's not perfect, he doesn't make a lot of money, he doesn't have an impresive job, or a nice car, or his own place, or anything like that, but who cares? He knows how to have fun and just because he doesn't have any of those things, doesn't mean he doesn't have dreams and that he won't have all of that some day. To me he is such a beautiful person and I wish there were more people out there like him. I am so in love with him.
We've been having fun a lot lately too. We just hang out at parks and everything all of the time, but we have fun doing it. The other day we went to Wal-Mart and after we got out of the store we decided to sit on one of the porch swings they have sitting outside. It was dark and cool outside. We just sat there and held eachother and everything. It was nice and we both enjoyed it a lot. Last week we went and chilled at a baseball diamond and they had toilets just laying around. Like 4 of them and I sat on one and we took pictures of it. It was funny. Lol. I was actually going to use it, but, it's a good thing I didn't because some people came right as I was getting off of it. Good times, good times. Awww yeaa! Hehe.
Sublime is awesome just so you all know. I love the band and I think Brad as a beautiful voice. He's definately one of my favorites if not just that. Yup, everyone should listen to Sublime. They are great. Yay!
I need to lay off the pot for awhile. I have gotten high everyday for over a week now. Today I just got a buzz while I was on break. I need to slow back down to once a week. I don't want to be a pot head. It's not me and I refuse to let it become me. I don't agree with doing it every day and I am only being a hypocrite if I do the same. That's really the only thing I don't like about Dustin, but only because I don't want it to interfere with him becoming something. He is really so intelligent. I love him to death too. All I want is for him to be happy.
Steve is cool. I don't know if I have wrote about it or not, but he sent me a package with pics and his album. They seem like they are a cool band. They really have potential it seems, but I need to hear more of their music. I like what I have heard though, and I think if they put more music out maybe they will get a record deal. See, the first and last song kinda sound alike. That's my only critisism. And I don't really think it's a bad thing because a lot of bands have songs that resemble eachother. Odium Halo just needs a little more variety in the music. That is all. They probably do now. Steve said they have 4 more songs, I believe is what he said, and they are probably very good songs as well. I really do like the songs I have heard and I am excited about hearing more. I hope he doesn't get mad at me or anything for saying that about his music, but I didn't mean anything bad by it. I think that may just be the reason they haven't got a deal yet. The labels just need to hear more, that don't sound just the same. I really don't mean any bad by it at all. I love Steve and I love those three songs. I really do. They could be a really great band. They are cool now. =)
Lalalala. I wish I were in a band. Oh, well. I am not, and probably never will be. I am going to learn bass some day though.
Well, I am sleepy so goodnight all.
current mood: sleepy
current music: Classical...It's just so relazing when i come home from work
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