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stupid...idiotic MEN! I HATE THEM ALL!!! UGH [13 May 2003|03:52pm]
I don't know what it is about me that turns guys away. Is it because I'm too guyish for them? Cuz I'm too...mean? honest? I don't know, what IS IT?! Dammit, I just wish I knew! So that I could change and be every guy's fantasy. I thought guys like girls they could relate to, but I guess that was just to be friends with huh?

I know Nathan was never going to like me and that there was never going to be a "we" or an "us" ya know. But, it's so much harder when it becomes reality. Why is it that guys like me, but I don't like them and the one guy I truly like, doesn't like me AT all? Well not AT ALL, he is my friend and he talks to me, but, he doesn't want to be with me. And why do I always have to fall for guys that are older and have older, more mature and hotter girls to go for? I'm so stupid. UGH I HATE MYSELF SOMETIMES!! I just wanna go away, be gone, forever. Forget all my problems. I'm out..later

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