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[31 Dec 2006|11:42am] |
wait wait wait.
this year is ending?
lol.
i don't even remember it beginning.
So blurty, tonight i am not going to any parties.
I'm working 4-7.
Maybe watching Donnie Darko or The Virgin Suicides with my mom.
Hopefully I'll remember to watch the ball drop. =/
But I'm actually very conscious of a new year starting.
This one I'd actually like to remember, please, thanks.
and i'm sorta scared but no one needs to know that.
And I honestly believe I will make everything work out.
It's like I have 100% confidence in my will and in my drive.
And I fucking hope I don't lose this, because it's probably all I've got to keep me going.
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| Please myself. |
[31 Dec 2006|07:50pm] |
all in all, today and tomorrow are just like any other day.
my "new year" mentality is not here.
whatevaz.
lol.
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[31 Dec 2006|10:00pm] |
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Soon Ill grow up and I wont even flinch at your name.
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