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You can take me anywhere your sick mind wants to.
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[05 Nov 2006|10:53am] |
1. What makes you laugh?
I laugh at many things. Including: stand-up comedy, stupid people, my brothers, myself . . . and more.
2. What makes you cry?
Since March I can no longer handle watching movies in which (younger) people are dying in a hospital.
So, yeah. I pretty much cry every time Angel dies.
3. What makes you angry?
Honestly . . . pretty much everything. But it normally takes about a milisecond before I get over it. For most instances.
4. What makes you calm?
Night time. Outside. All alone. Wind blowing at my face. ♥
5. What is the one thing you wish you were doing at this very moment?
I wish I didn't procrastinate like I did and I wish I could bring myself to do my physics work.
6. What is your biggest goal in life?
To have everything work out.
7. What is your biggest pet peeve?
Ignorance.
8. What is your favorite TV show?
Probably those Real World/ Road Rules challenges on MTV because, other than that, I don't really watch TV.
9. What famous person do you admire the most?
Christina Aguilera is my hero.
10. What non-famous person do you admire the most?
My mother. (=
11. What is the most disgusting thing you have ever done?
Toy with people's emotions. I think I finally realized how disgusting that was.
Too bad I'll probably continue to do it.
12. What is the most kind thing you ever done?
Sometimes I throw away major plans to help someone out. Even though they decide they no longer need that help and then I'm just screwed.
13. What is the nicest thing someone has done for you?
The nicest thing anyone could do for me is just HONESTLY BE THERE FOR ME. None of this wishy-washy, I'll-only-be-there-for-you-when-I-feel-like-listening shit, but the genuine stuff. I've been lucky enough to have just a few people do this for me when I really really needed it.
14. What is you favorite color?
Orange.
15. What is your favorite day of the week other than Friday?
I don't like Fridays. They are too busy.
I like Saturdays, because of work. (=
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| haha i stole it from jen on myspazz. |
[05 Nov 2006|11:37am] |
Anorexia
[/ elbows] you have dry skin.
[x physically, yes] you're very weak.
[x because it hates me =( ] you hate your body.
[. . . i should.] you starve yourself.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[/ i could do with it or without it.] you need to be skinnier.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 3
ADHD (attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder)
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[/] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[/] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
TOTAL: 5
Bipolar Disorder
[x] you can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[x sex? yes please =D] you abuse alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
TOTAL: 6
Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you eat fast.
[ ] you have overly excercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[no, i say i fat, because i am. i'm chubby. =D] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 2
Conduct Disorder
[x] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[/] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (ex: knife, bat, etc.)
[x to humans, NEVER to animals] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose.
[/ not always, and it's usually only to get myself out of trouble] you always lie
[/ i like to] you stay out all night.
[x] you have ran away from home.
TOTAL: 7.5
Depression
[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you always are crying.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[/ sometimes] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be anti-social.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[x] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
TOTAL: 6.5
OCD (obsession compulsive disorder)
[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[/ depending on the things] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again. (ex: checking door repeatly)
TOTAL: 5.5
PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder)
[x] you repeatly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[/] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x i don't worry about it, i just assume it's going to happen] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age. (ex: thumbsucking, etc.)
TOTAL: 8.5
Schizophrenia
[x] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[/] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfullness.
[/] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygeine like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 6
CONCLUSION: I'm pretty fucked up, but we all knew that. =P
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[05 Nov 2006|04:24pm] |
Angie: "All day I just fanatsize about food and sex."
Me: "Well, what else is there to fantasize about, really?"
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[05 Nov 2006|07:01pm] |
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IT COMES AS NO SURPRISE.
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[05 Nov 2006|07:54pm] |
That automatically makes me think less of you as a person.
and it shouldn't.
haha i've got to stop that.
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