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No, we didn't even try. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//09:27 ]
[ mood | (= lyrical. ♥ ♥ ]

Love is like falling.
Falling is like this.

forget me.

Scar myself with love and with hate. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//11:22 ]
[ mood | || lyrical || <><>< ]

But I can't stand to watch you bleed for me.

So can you stand to watch me as I breathe?
I'm breathing for you.

forget me.

hahaha lame. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//12:07 ]
[ mood | inspired to write lame things. ]

don't read into these words so much
i give you warning, but it's never enough
my lyrics equal honesty
the only time you'll ever have a complete me
yet interpretations differ
depending on what you think you know
compare this to her
and how she's sinking so low
so slow
within your reach, you can almost grasp
but time has frozen and now she's in the past
lost to you
never you
yes, i am listening
i never stop
no i'm not ignoring
you're just not right
but i'll feign ignorance
i don't want to argue again tonight
i don't instigate, that's all you
and annoy me is all you ever do
so when i ask you to stop i wish you'd listen
it's one sided and it's not fair
it's never fair
and whenever i need you you're never there
you should always know i'm here
and even though you're not willing to cave
i tell no one of your fears
and what you meant to say.
That is to say, this is what I meant to say.

4 may forget me.

I know it enough to believe it. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//12:54 ]
[ mood | i'mpurityhitmeagain. ]

I've posted this a bunch of times last year or the year before or something. It's probably one of my most favorite things I've ever written, and I wish I could write like this again. I doubt I'll ever be able to. But I love it. I especially love it because people always assume it's about someone that it's not.

"Twist of Fate" written March 2004:

Twenty thousand hours must I wait for you to come back?
For you I shall wait with bated breath.
Desperately I cling to wasted memories
I cling helplessly to those who shall never need me.
Now I look towards the window for a ray of light
collapse, away from the window, I see the future is as empty as night
I make a wish as I look up to the ceiling
A wish to know what you're thinking
Why must you always go away,
and leave me with so little to say?
A noise.. a noise... dare it be you at the door?
Oh, cease noise, it is only the wind, it won't be more.
I do wish for your return, forgive me please.
Forgiveness does not leak from your lips, my enemy...
I love you, so I shall wait...
You could care less, a twist of fate.

5 may forget me.

I'll do anything for you. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//02:32 ]
heeeeeeee heeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeee

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesourceheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

3 may forget me.

Wait. But what did I do to deserve all of you? [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//02:52 ]
[ mood | lyr. ]

Then tonight, goodnight, I'm burning Star IV
No, I don't want to think of you anymore.

forget me.

I faked it so real I was beyond fake. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//04:26 ]
[ mood | happy ]

[[[ wouldn't matter if i choked and died because at least it was on something so so so beautiful ]]]

                        [[[ nothing is as beautiful as this ]]]

forget me.

You're no rock-and-roll fun. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//05:39 ]
I need new bras.
1 may forget me.

You got some cash, then I'm easy to persuade. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//08:47 ]
[ mood | lyr $$ ]

No panties coming off
My love is gonna cost
'Cause ain't no way that you gonna get up in this for free.

forget me.

It's all the same in the end. [Sunday, October 09, 2005
//09:20 ]
Heh. Looking back, you can see how close we all used to be.
8 may forget me.

[Sunday, October 09, 2005
//09:33 ]
*points to entry before this one*

Mindsay, this is probaby the most depressing thing you've ever done to me.
4 may forget me.

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