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And most of you don't give a shit that your daughters are porno stars. [08 Oct 2005|09:31am]
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What would you do if it was you?
Would you take EVERYTHING for granted like you do?

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I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it. [08 Oct 2005|09:45am]
[ mood | this new diet's liquid. ]

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SO DELUSIONAL, LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN FOR THIS LATER HALF OF YOUR LIFE. YOU CAN TAKE CONTROL. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT'S BEEN TOLD TO YOU. STOP CHOKING ON THESE SPOON-FED LIES. DON'T BE SO NAIVE.

THIS IS WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT FROM ME.

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I'm withdrawn from crack so bad my blood itches. [08 Oct 2005|09:49am]
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I can't change the way I am, and I can't change the way I think.
And if I offended you?? GOOD.

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Still can't find what keeps me here. [08 Oct 2005|12:26pm]
[ mood | ===lyrical===> ]

Watching me, wanting me. I can feel you pull me down.

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Because you suffer. [08 Oct 2005|12:31pm]
In my over 1.5 years on mindsay, I've made 956 entries.

In my 8 months on blurty, I've made 851 (well, after I post this, 852) entries.

Am I the only one who sees something just . . . not right with that?
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This just came out of nowhere, heh. [08 Oct 2005|02:07pm]
[ mood | inspired? ]

there is an image reflected in the mirror
covering up someone who i used to be
within this image lies a vision
of being someone you could never see
invisible and free
nothing is ever what it seems
these lies i've bequeathed to you
are mere reflections of a paler me
conceive an idea foreign and new
imagine a world of truth
no lies, no deceptions
no immaculate conception
if you're wise you'll understand
why this dagger is in my hand
why you're part of this master plan
i saw you in a dream one night
my eyes lingered away from a mimicking gaze
i dreamt of telling you what i ought to do
but this fallacy is pretty
and your grievances lack meaning
so who's to take you seriously?
but i still want to show you what i mean
clarification means everything to me
this is me, take me, just take me in
examine me, complicate me, judge me
innocence is wearing thin
your time is running out, i've heard
and every scar on my body that i refuse to show
is some lesson i've had to learn
some truth i've come to know
i want to go through this alone
not lonely, but alone
you must accept this difference
my end will bear no witness
but this mirror holds a truth so vicious
that your burning eyes will never learn.
Surrender here, it's my turn.

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Passive agressive bullshit. [08 Oct 2005|02:19pm]
2 separate people:

* You fucking conceited bitch.

* You fucking hypocritical bitch.

And that is all.
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I am 32 flavors and then some. [08 Oct 2005|06:50pm]
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I see beauty.

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Stab me like a stalker. Rape me and be my hero. [08 Oct 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | ===lyrical===> ]

god wants a piece of my ass.
I'm a blasphemous girl.

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I'm Miss World. Somebody kill me. [08 Oct 2005|10:18pm]
[ mood | uninspired. ]

So, um, yeah. I need to make a new layout. =P

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This is what you left. [08 Oct 2005|10:28pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

FAKE.

It's not that I don't care. I just treat you how I want you to treat me.

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