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[Thursday, May 15, 2008
//11:57 ] |
I don’t love you, I'm just passing the time.
You could love me, if I knew how to lie.
But who could love me?
I am out of my mind.
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forget me.
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| May 14th, part one. |
[Wednesday, May 14, 2008
//10:27 ] |
Brent: "Jill. Justine just asked me to go to the bathroom with her. I can't do that, you know, that's my boy's girl."
. . . later . . .
Jill: "So you asked Brent to go in to the bathroom with you?"
Justine: "What? Of course not."
. . . later . . .
:Brent explains to Justine what he had told Jill:
Reasons why this bothers me:
1. Brent lied to Jill.
Actually, this doesn't bother me, because I know he was joking. What he lied about doesn't bother me at all, honestly.
So what really bothers me:
Jill believed him.
What.The.Fuck.
And, what bothers me most of all:
He referred to me as "Mike's girl."
Mike does not own me.
He does not own my body,
nor does he own my heart.
I am no more his than he is mine, and he is not mine, because he belongs to someone else.
SO fuck Brent for saying that.
And I find it hard to believe Mike has never told Brent about us.
And though I find it hard to believe, I still think it's true.
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forget me.
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[Wednesday, May 14, 2008
//02:50 ] |
so long,
bitch
you did me so wrong
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forget me.
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[Tuesday, May 13, 2008
//11:21 ] |
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"Why don't you walk back there and bend over for real?"
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forget me.
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[Tuesday, May 13, 2008
//09:54 ] |
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akfjlhldsfj;sdlka jdamn it
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forget me.
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[Sunday, May 11, 2008
//10:30 ] |
I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use. Broken and bruised. Do you understand?
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forget me.
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[Saturday, May 10, 2008
//01:57 ] |
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What got me into this mess that devoured me?
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[Friday, May 09, 2008
//10:48 ] |
I make [him] feel right when its wrong like lyin'.
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forget me.
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[Friday, May 09, 2008
//01:07 ] |
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am i too lost to be saved?
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forget me.
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[Friday, May 09, 2008
//10:06 ] |
blurtyyyyyyyyy
i use mindsay more than youuuuuuuuuuuuu
sorry babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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forget me.
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[Friday, May 09, 2008
//10:01 ] |
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Actions speak louder than words . . . you gotta show me something.
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[Thursday, May 08, 2008
//11:22 ] |
and i did good :]
because that was not what i was expecting, lol!
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forget me.
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| Stuffed it down . . . it's back again. |
[Thursday, May 08, 2008
//03:19 ] |
tonight i will not be
possessive
insecure
worried
paranoid
jealous
obsessive
do you hear this?
tonight i will not be possessive.
tonight i will not be insecure.
tonight i will not be worried.
tonight i will not be paranoid.
tonight i will not be jealous.
tonight i will not be obsessive.
DO YOU FUCKING HEAR THIS?
these feelings (fuck that) are NOT ALLOWED.
I will be confident and perfectly okay with whatever happens.
I have NO RIGHT to be
possessive
insecure
worried
paranoid
jealous
obsessive
I have NO RIGHT to be possessive.
I have NO RIGHT to be insecure.
I have NO RIGHT to be worried.
I have NO RIGHT to be paranoid.
I have NO RIGHT to be jealous.
I have NO RIGHT to be obsessive.
I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OBSESSIVE.
I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OBSESSIVE.
I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE OBSESSIVE.
They both will just take what they can get, and I will be okay with that.
I
WILL
BE
OKAY
WITH
THAT.
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forget me.
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[Thursday, May 08, 2008
//02:42 ] |
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i wish i could just throw up and get this over with omg :[
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forget me.
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[Tuesday, May 06, 2008
//10:33 ] |
I'm in a weird Fallen mood.
WTF @ me being 14 all over again.
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forget me.
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