michelle

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10th March 2004

1:37am: "times making changes,changes in my life, times rearranging, changing you and me"
oh thank god for you dear blurty it'sbeen too long i don't know, don't know if i can write yet so many changes, and/or thoughts about changes i just can't seem to deal---f*ck that is so getting to me. wishing for answer, watching and listening to signs -----help
1:23am: "times making changes,changes in my life, times rearranging, changing you and me"
oh thank god for you dear blurty it'sbeen too long i don't know, don't know if i can write yet so many changes, and/or thoughts about changes i just can't seem to deal---f*ck that is so getting to me. wishing for answer, watching and listening to signs -----help

9th August 2003

1:27am: still..................jetcitywoman.....................................
so much has happened where do i start......just a 1000 miles and i'll be there to make the clouds go away, time for some blue sky. i really love you

12th January 2003

12:45am: a new year, again, i feel like i'm gonna crack,depression,anger,resentment aka mindf*ckt

23rd December 2002

1:41am: i am so minf*cked right now, pissed off, confused and feeling pretty shitty, ever been there anyone?(TYPED WITH SARCASM)

13th December 2002

1:22am: 'now i see the times they change"--boy what true words. my life has been a mess the last month or so, i've recently had the joy of finding out my two closest friends have stabbed me in the back, and worse than that i have it in print. imagine that ? and one of them gave it to me to cover her own ass. what a friend huh? at ffirst i was so pissed and hurt i'm still hurt terribly, but i'm still angry too! the things i've shared with them, how could they? f*ck, why? but you know what? are those the kind of friends i want, or need? i trusted them both so much with secrets and private things. i'm going to get through this though, i'm not going to fight or fuss, i'm learning slowly over years of betrayal again and again, that friends, real friends, are far and very few in between. you know what really sucks? one of them is my boyfriends mom. nice huh? i will be wiser believe me and i'm not going to feed into the bullshit, they can sit around and talk about what ever they want,but i won't be there any more. actually, i guess i should be glad i saw it myself, now i know what kind of friends they were. i'm not gonna let this get to me! i'm bigger than this b.s. thanx journal for hearing me!!!!
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: alone i break

7th December 2002

3:41am: first entry here i needed a journal that is truly just me i'm very emotional right now and needing this.
Current Mood: mellow
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