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[11 Mar 2004|05:52pm] well my life went from horrible, good, bad, now perfect....everything has fallen into place...a certain someone got fired at work which made me sooo happy! now i love everyone that works there again. hahah anddd my license in three fuckin weeks!! anyway, i have sg tonight, which should be alright...i have gone out every single night for the last 2 monthes, i'm always out driving, with friends, or at the movies. its a great lifestyle hahah. me and liz have been alittle shaky cause of everything that has happened in the last few monthes but were working on it, i love her so much so i hope everything goes well again. and brit concert with nick, ally, and coll!! 20 days man! i love alyson and nick so much, they are sooo great and going to this concert is gonna be a fuckin blast! i cannot wait for summer, i'm gonna be driving everywhere and just lovin, strummin, and tripppppppin. post comment

[07 Dec 2003|01:42pm] :( daddy...december 7th, 2003...a day that will live in infamy in so many ways. love you and miss you already. post comment

[04 Dec 2003|10:49pm] i miss my dad. post comment

[25 Nov 2003|11:02pm] [ music | a blossom fell-elizabeth longley version ] wowwww....today we had a half day of school, so me and liz decided to go to chili's then the movies, the movie sucked (we saw cat in the hat) we couldn't watch it more then a half an hour cause it was so bad, thank god we didn't have to pay for it cause i'm slick like that and get free movies. so she went and saw elf while i ran down to bj's and got the nd cd. then louise picked us up while we listened to liz's fourth cd, which is sooo beautiful. dropped her off at melissa's, then me and lousie went home and mom dad and zach were out at cch. so me and her slept till 6. we woke up and i took her out to max and erma's then after that she dropped me off at regal to check my schedule and visit nick and corey. zach is starting to work at regal again, so thats cool....GOD i love everyone at work, i love them so much...all me and craig do is give big group hugs to everyone...HAHA you got to love it! i miss lanza though! awww. but i got busted for stumbling home at 1 when i told the rents i would be home at 11. nick was driving me home but me corey and corey's friend stopped at wegmans whlie i got some shit. now since i came home late i'm not allowed to drive with anyone....lanza would always drive me home, but now he got fired...and corey drove me home once too...and nick lives close to me and that wuold of been convienent....but oh well, its still chill i can get away with murder. tomorrow after school me anne lousie and amy are gonna go to the mall and i'm gonna get 3 new piercings...its gonna hurt like a bitch but i want to pierce my ears all cool! then after that i have work till 11:30....whoooaaa hopefully my baby visits me! yeah i feel icky cause i ate some dough of cookies i made for english class...god i love english class its sooo funny. i have the bset people there...and tomorrow is ms. R's last day cause our old teacher has to come back. so i was talking to ms r and she gave me her email address and she wants me to email her whenever i need her for help or to talk, she is sooo cool god i love her and i'm gonna miss her so bad. man this whole break all i'm doing is working, but yesss i'm the only worker not working thanksgiving! hahaha it rocks, but then i have to work friday, i get off saturday for a baby shower, then sunday monday and tuesday i'm working all day. but at least i have my nights off. OMG britney spears new cd is sooo good!! awww i love britney soo much, i made corey go out and buy it for me but he refuses to listen to it haha. what a macho man. ok keep on rockin in the free world... post comment

[12 Nov 2003|06:30pm] By the way, everything I say is a lie. Except that. And that. And that. rest in peace brian...even though I never had long conversations with him, it just is horrible to see someone my same age die. I cannot even imagine what his family and friends are going through right now. All I know is that everything happens for a reason, as horrific as things may seem at the moment. I am someone who is used to death, i have seen many people come and go...but somehow this event just hits close to home and I don't know what to think anymore. All I know is I am truely sorry for everything and I hope that brian is alright wherever he is now and that all his family and friends will be alright. post comment

[31 Oct 2003|11:27pm] yeah i should not of said some of those things last night, i'm better then that...well i know no one read it, but just if anyone actually did. post comment

[02 Sep 2003|02:58pm] FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!! I HATE THIS ONE FUCKIN IDIOT, GET A LIFE!!!!!!! GET A FUCKIN LIFE AND MOVE ON YOU STUPID BASTARD! post comment

timothy leary's dead [27 Aug 2003|06:12pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | move your feet-junior senior ] my cookie's fortune said "start trying new things"...well well well i couldn't agree more with a piece of paper. -life's real good, i don't know what i think about school and all. callie's leaving tomorrow, waaahhh!! i'm going to penn state for the weekend to move zach in and things then its school. yeahh i'm gonna stop writing in this dumb blurty, unless i'm really bored because this journal just consists of me saying how my day was...i never say my true feelings about things because their too personal for some non important person to read. yeah well thats about it. post comment

there there [25 Aug 2003|12:07pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | open the gate-no doubt ] yeah yesterday was fun, i went shopping and got alot of stuff. then i came home, got bored, so i cleaned my closet...hahahha. then at 10 me mom and zach went to the movies and i filled out an application, i'm having my intereview there tomorrow at 6, i'm so happy! i have been waiting so long to work at regal, so it rocks. then i came home and talked to cj and things. i hope callie isn't mad at me, but whatever its cool. man, i feel weird though, like i have completely lost my appetiete and dont' know what to do with myself...i think what happened between me and cj is for the better and that it is cool just being friends with him, i hope he feels the same way. anyway, i'm leaving for band camp really soon. late. post comment

sound of silence [24 Aug 2003|10:47am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | america-simon and garfunkel ] holla. yeah i had my par-tay last night. it was fun, everything was cool and liz came too, so that rocked. it was cool seeing my family again and pushing the little kids around, that was fun. yeah i got like 150+ bucks from everyone, which is sweet. and my gramps gave me a digital camera...so me and stef were taking pictures of eachother to make icons, but we couldn't find the place to hook it up, so whatever. hahah. yeah so now stef is taking a shower while i write...then later today i'm going 'back to school' shopping, which i'm not looking forward to, but heeeyyy my mom's paying for them so its all good. yeah i feel bad, zach is mad sick and when he came home from the airport yesterday he just slept...but he came home early to come to my party, awww. yeah cj should be coming home today! yay! man next week is gonna be school, that freakin' sucks! fall sucks, but when halloween comes then all the holidays follow..good good. i hope liz has fun recording today, me so excited for her! alright, i'm out. post comment

baby you can drive my car [21 Aug 2003|10:32pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | there there-radiohead ] yeah...i haven't written in a while because i have no freakin' time. it just occured to me that i'm a really bad friend, actually i always have been, but yo its cool. i miss siegy wiegy! hahaha. yeah...but i've been doing band camp and i fuckin suck like no other! i'm the worst colorguard person possible, it sucks so much. i want to quit like no other mutha f-er, but i can't...i would feel bad and feel guilty. THAT SUCKS! so it blows...but yeah i'm gonna be cool and not talk about my life anymore, cause bucky thinks its pathetic and i should be cool like t...so i'll do that. now i'm going to talk to bob aww. post comment

well here i am [18 Aug 2003|12:54am] [ mood | confused ] yeah today i turned 16, it was a great day. my mom woke me up early, made me waffles, then the whole family (exception of zach) went to atlantic city. i slept the whole way there, then me and louise went in the ocean for an hour, came out, walked around for a while then we all got bored. i called cj a few times, since he was going to atlantic city at teh same time as us, but right when we were driving out cj called and they had just arrived, so that sucked that it didn't work out. but we decided to go to manyunk. we went there ate dinner and just sat and watched the sunset, it was like one of those moments where life couldn't get any better. it was really nice. then on the way home we listened to coldplay, it was mellow and it was finally sinking in that summer is actually over. tomorrow i start band camp, boo hiss, i can't sleep, i went to bed at 12 but i just keep thinking about so many things. i'm so confused about things that it keeps me up at night. i don't understand my emotions, but i'm over it and i'm over myself. yeah, i'm going to try and sleep, but if i can't i'm going to read or go in zach's room and watched the downloaded seinfelds. post comment

CALLIE HAS BIG BOOBS!!!! [16 Aug 2003|03:25am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | my head-goldfinger ] YO YO YO YO!!! today was sooo bangin!!! man, i had such a blast being with all my friends again! i loved being with everyone, cause when were all together its so great...and i was soo happy cj and stef were there too! i mean their my friends too, but their more then just friends, like cj=bf and stef=cousin...but heeeeyyyy its soo chill!!!!!!!! yeah, ok well we went to uno, ate, and i got all the waiters to sing me a little happy bday song, very very nice!! then back at my place, chilled with louise, walked around outside, FUN FUN! watched exorcist, but cj had to leave and i was sad, but yeah seeing the girl in the exorcist be really freaky cheered me up, so that helped. then after we all just chilled out and talked and everything, it was fun...but everyone fell asleep at like 2..pssshhhh. so here me and callie are at 3:30 still wide awake, its cool, I LOVE CALLIE AND HER BOOBS!!! HAHAHA jk, i can't forget about her butt!! i love her tits and ass!! HAHAAHAHAH! yeah ok ok ok...heres what i got from my friends: a beautiful necklace from cj which is soo me! i'm soo happy he got it for me! and cool plastic rings, nice nice! and then a great book from stef and a totally bangin braclet from hot topic...then callie gave me a gift cert. to v-secret!! YESS!! now cj will be happy! hahahah! and yeah then chloe got me a cute book and a cool necklace and earrings! and liz gave me a diary and 'second helpings' and mary gave me two cool books that i love!!! me so happy, not that i become really happy from presents, but i love my friends so much! and i love how they care about me and i love EVERY FUCKIN THING!!!! i love being with cj and stef too! i mean i consider stef and cj my pals too, i just don't want to think i'm not including them in my friend circle, cause their defiently apart of it...GET IT?!?!!?!?! OK BYE! me and callie are gonna hang out and shit! 1 comment|post comment

lizzy and callie love me!! [14 Aug 2003|04:21pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | jessica-allman brothers ] hey now. yes, i'm writing an early entry, but i don't think i'm going online tonight so this is my only time. today was quick kinda, i woke up, ate pizza, cj called, talked, did all my chores and now i'm here. yes yes, tomorrow is finally my cool par-tay...heres the list of the lucky ones coming: cj, liz, callie, stef, chloe, mary...whoa and thats all...all my good close buddies who know everything about me. so yeah thats cool, i hate big birthday parties when you invite people you kinda know, thats never good. so i keep it simple...yeah so were all going to chicago uno tomorrow night and then SLEEPOVER, tehehhehehahahahhehe. it should be fun, but cj and stef can't sleep over :(. but yay! cj is coming an hour and a half earlier then everyone tomorrow! yippe! so that will be fun fun! yeah...whoa i haven't talked to liz all day and chloe is at the beach for the day. tonight i have band practice again then after amy is coming to sleepover, yeeeeahhh! and zach is having some of his friends over, always interesting. well now me and louise are gonna chill, cause thats the kinda cool sister i am...later. 1 comment|post comment

"anything he wants he gives it to me, but not for free." [13 Aug 2003|01:35am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | crush-dave matthews ] hey...yeah this is my first blurty entry, how exciting. well yes, this may be short, i'm kinda out of it. anyway, i woke up this morning, chilled out, watched sex and the city. Then while i was cleaning out the refridgerator, cj called and then we talked but he had to go and skate it up with some of his buddies. so after that i watched some tv (step by step, family guy...the usual shit) and i felt tired. so i went to bed, woke up two hours later and louise showed me a patch work bag she made for me, its really nice and i'm glad she made it. so i got up and got ready for band practice! whoop whoop! actually, colorguard is fun, amy is hilarious and louise is cool too. so its just the three of us hanging out and stuff. then liz came out, cause the band was practicing inside, and i snuck away and she gave me money for working at her mom's office and a book from mary. I went back out and we practiced more, then at the end of practice amy's mom came up and chase was with her. He was the cutest kid i've ever seen! i hadn't seen him since he was only a few months old and now he is almost 3 years old, its crazy! but he was soo adorable and kept laughing. so that was cool. then i went home and louise and mom went to the movies, zach was out with friends, and dad was held up at work. so i watched the real world, man i love that show! ct kinda made up with leah, hahahah its quite sad how i refer to them so casual, like their my friends or something. anyway, after that i chilled online and talked to all my buddies. yeah and then my dad came home around 1 so i got him some dinner and chilled out with him. now i'm here and i'm gonna talk to cj. 1 comment|post comment

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