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Blurty for nmbrfivetheunmistakablemidget.
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| Saturday, December 6th, 2003 |
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 You're Most Like The Season Winter ... You're often depicted as the cold, distant season. But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare people off. You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be negative, and hard to relate to, but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is. Well done... You're the most inspirational of seasons :) ?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Friday, December 5th, 2003 |
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Unspoken The loud ring The familiar exchange of money for food A daily ritual Cartons are opened The contents depleted The only sounds the tick of the clock The TV reporter The rustle of the newspaper Beyond the noise there is silence The quiet thoughts that are never spoken Stomachs are full but hearts are empty |
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yea so i decided that im gonna finish all my old poems from last year this is one of them leave me comments... Blankets of Black Darkness settles And so begins the quiet retreat Ten feet away but a world apart No foot steps to follow No sounds to pull you No switches to flip No leaking light Outside there is noise But the walls are thick The bonds are weak And the sleep is deep As I lay in a bed of darkness The blankets of black are upon me The clocks have stopped And the room starts to swirl Far out of sight Weaving through the screaming silence As endless as the night |
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| Sunday, November 23rd, 2003 |
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 Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Monday, October 13th, 2003 |
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i keep thinking its all just a bad dream and that one day i'll wake up and be back where i used to belong but no one has pinched me and i haven't woken up and i still can't accept that this isn't a dream its my life and no matter what i can never go back so i promise myself later on i will have the life i used to live i will gain that back no matter what it takes and i will never put anyone through what has happend to me i will never step down and i will never put anyone in the helplesss position to do so it was beyond my control and i will never be that helpless again its too unreal this cant be me it can't be things like this don't happen to me i don't get C's and i don't have to study i don't have to worry about how much a shirt costs and i don't have to worry about how many people come to my birthday or how many i can invite without breaking the bank i don't have to worry about my fish dying because i can't buy a tank until next week and i don't have to drive at least an hour both ways from my friends because i don't live 45 minutes from everyone but the truth is i do and anyone who thinks otherwise is fucking blind so don't tell me i have it all because you have no idea you think my house is wonderful but you have no idea don't tell me i'm lucky because you have to put it in perspective you're jealous of something you really don't want but are too blind to see the real affect, just the cover for whats underneath but the truth will come out when it is least expected and one day you will see you are the lucky one because this mountain may be strong but it is filled with lava and if you continue to provoke the volcano it will erupt |
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| Saturday, October 4th, 2003 |
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[my name is]:i forgot [in the morning I am]: awake [all I need is]: a break [love is]: a pain in the ass [I'm afraid of]: too much [I dream about]: the past -W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [coke or pepsi]: coke [flowers or candy]: flowers [tall or short]:short -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do you notice first?]: eyes. [1st person u slow danced with]: i don't dance [worst question to ask]: "am i fat?" we all know what the answer is don't we?? -W H O- [makes you laugh the most?]: prob dani [makes you smile]: katie's house in general. [gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: no one [has a crush on you?]: no one [easiest to talk to]: no one -D O. Y O U .E V E R- [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone]: not that pathetic [special to I.M. you?]: grammar check please [save aol/aim conversations]: sadly [wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: not conciously no -W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone]: steph (piper) [hugged]: wh othe fuck cares [you instant messaged]: dani [you laughed with]: who the hell knows probably katie and kieran -D O .Y O U- [color your hair]: i wish [ever get off the damn computer]: no [habla espanol]: no -D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [smoke cigarettes]: no [obsessive]: too much [could you live without the computer?]: no [how many peeps are on your buddylist?]:maxed out at 200 c[what's your favorite food?]: too many [whats ur favorite fruit?]: kiwi [drink alchohol?]: um.... [like watching sunrises or sunset]: now and again [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional [trust others way too easily?]: yes -N U M B E R- [of times I have had my heart broken? ]: what heart [of hearts I have broken?] : none that i know of [of boys I have kissed?] : none. [of continents I have lived in?] : one [of drugs taken illegally?] : none [of tight friends?] : dani, katie, lily, randi, alli, steph, marianne, daniela [of cd's that i own?] : who the fuck cares [of scars on my body?] : physical? [of things in my past that i regret?] : couldn't even start to list (of times you've gone skinny dipping) never I KNOW: too much I WANT: a life I HAVE: to get out of here I WISH: for youth I HATE: a lot of people I FEAR: many things I HEAR: voices in my head I SEARCH: for a reason I WONDER: the point I REGRET: so much I LOVE: too much. I ACHE: in too many places I CARE: too much I ALWAYS: fuck it up. I AM NOT: anything special I DANCE: never I SING: usually I CRY: more then i'd like to admit I DO NOT ALWAYS: think I WRITE: never I WIN: nothing I LOSE: everything I CONFUSE: myself I LISTEN: more than you think I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: katie's I AM HAPPY ABOUT: going to bed soon I SHOULD: be optimistic :::copy and paste this and delete my answers and put in yours then either post it as a comment to this entry or email it to me at mycaesar@optonline.net:::: **nmbr 5** |
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| Thursday, October 2nd, 2003 |
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midge4104ever: have you visited yours lately? R b E 9 03: omg no i forgot!!! R b E 9 03: ahhh im a bad mommy!!!!! midge4104ever: gasp! midge4104ever: GO VISIT THEM RIGHT NOW! R b E 9 03: yes miss lisa midge4104ever: now since this is the first time i will let it slide but next time you are in big trouble young lady midge4104ever: one more time and i will tell them you don't love them and you forgot about them midge4104ever: now you wouldn't want to break their little fishy hearts would you? R b E 9 03: nooooOOOOOO!!!! R b E 9 03: of course not!!!! randi is a bad fish mommy!!!! tisk tisk! |
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| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 |
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midge4104ever: but like don't you ever think that maybe we are actually fish in a gigantic bowl and like we have someone come and feed us every morning and turn on the light (aka the sun) and watch us run around all day going about our daily routine and like in there reality we are they're pets and to them we have like peasized brains and they cna't understand like why we do some of the stupid things we do, the same we we can't understand why the fuck fish never stop swimmming well maybe in someone else's reality we are those fish midge4104ever: whoa midge4104ever: i need sleep **forever insane nmbr 5** |
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 your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Monday, September 29th, 2003 |
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| some fucking birthday | ||
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| Sunday, September 28th, 2003 |
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i gots fishes! from katie and lily :-D midge is from lily and melvin is from katie. and i have no idea what kind of fish they are cause they forgot lol well anyway im going to get a tank and fishc stuff for them today with katie yay! party was funnn we ate constantly lol well anyway gotta go im going to helisport to find something to buy **nmbr 5 the fisch** |
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| Saturday, September 27th, 2003 |
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finally finished my 3000 pounds of homework yay! gonna go shower and get ready to go party shopping :-D can't wait! **forever impatient nmbr 5** |
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Lisa, your subconscious mind is driven most by Peace People who have unconscious minds driven by peace tend to be independent thinkers who often prefer to live by their own high personal standards and moral code. http://www.emode.com/tests/inkblot/ |
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Lisa, you are a Facts Curator. This means you are highly intelligent and have picked up an impressive and unique collection of facts and figures over the years. You've got a remarkable vocabulary and exceptional math skills. www.emode.com/iqtest/ |
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 Congratulations! You're a black velvet! What Drink Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Friday, September 26th, 2003 |
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 Brrrrr. You're air conditioner What 'Brave Little Toaster' character are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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 mimey mimey mime! What weird ass band name would you have? brought to you by Quizilla |
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Blurty for nmbrfivetheunmistakablemidget.
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creative.
complacent.
weird.
contemplative.
calm.
ecstatic.
dirty.