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[09 Nov 2004|07:18pm] |
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"..see i dont, know why i liked you so much i gave you all of my trust. i told you, i loved you now thats all down the drain ya put me through pain i wanna let u know that i feel. fuck what i said it dont mean shit now fuck the presents might as well throw em out, fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack. you thought you could keep this shit from me, i heard the story.."
haven't wrote in here for a while, my apologies! i've been busy - taking each day as it comes. dealing with the normal drama at southwick high. loosing a friend, or someone who use to be one. came to realize that when it comes down to everything and you take a good look around you honestly see who your true friends are. and to those who HAVE stayed true to me i love with every breath i take. thank you for everything!
on the other note we've got a 4 day weekend which is good, i think everyone needs this break. work on sunday then going on a shopping spree with miss maria. thats all for now. ill write more another day!
love always,
. . . *jen
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[09 Oct 2004|06:18pm] |
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sorry haven't written in a while. been up to the norm! hanging out w/ lauren, alyssa, and alaina! bunches more ppl. this weekend was major drama, and totally wacked out. idk! its been better but friday night was fucking crazy. [[aaron! thank you so much hun. ly!]] just got home from the harvest fair thingyyy. hung out with lauren and aaron. now im just hanging out at the house waiting for john to get back with his friends. i think alaina may come over later! idk. leave some msgs, ill update later!
love, jen *
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[23 Sep 2004|03:19pm] |
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today im hoping ill get my verizon wireless pre-paid plan switched to the monthly america's choice one! lol. i hate pre-paid :: didn't mind it at first but now its just annoying! i need minutes all the time. so the long awaiting time till my dad gets home to give me his credit card! hehe.
tomorrow i believe alaina and i are going with thee mr. kris pike to the mall after school. so alaina can pick out her other part of her birthday present, and so i can get my cartilage RE-PIERCED! lol. yeah that'll be fun stuffs. possibly hang out with zack. YAY! ill update later.
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| my heart will go on and on. |
[20 Sep 2004|05:59pm] |
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today was alright. a little chilly, but what can i say! i love fall & leaves, and pumpkin pies & all those good smells! its great. i wanted to get a vanilla chia this morning before school - but that didn't happen. jess couldn't bring me so i hada rush and stuff. im getting one tomorrow tho! count on it. :o)
i miss zack, i haven't seen him in a while. he's always busy or something! i tried calling him after school today to make plans for tomorrow. but he wasn't home and the chances of him calling me back are slight to nothing. unless its like 11 at night. i've never liked someone this much that no matter how bad he treats me i still wanna be with him. lol. its not that he treats me HORRIBLY but he could do better. idk whats going on for tomorrow no one wants to hang out with me. [shniffles!] im gone for now. leave some commentos!
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[19 Sep 2004|04:43pm] |
...where as you feel like you dont wanna be around! you just feel like sleeping or not being around anyone for that matter. although i watched a lot of TV and talked to laura and lydia. caught up on things with some old friends. miss you girls! i just cant wait till my mom leaves for the bars. i dont want to deal with her anymore, no im not apologizing.
oh yeah by the way here are some pictures i've been meaning to post! trevor - homecoming and trevor, becca, bj, lydia, sean - homecoming! i miss you guys & love you tons.
http://tinypic.com/5qydw
http://tinypic.com/5qycw
zack i lovee you!
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[19 Sep 2004|01:48pm] |
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so last night lauren picked me up we made a few stops, then went to alainas house. bunch of ppl were there; erin, meghan, kris, sam, pat, andy...!! so yeah i got this self-peircing gun at sallys for like 6$ and i really wanted my cartilage done. so i brought it to her house with a bottle of rubbing alc. because lauren said she'd pierce it for me. well 20 mintues later erin was the one who ended up doing it. everyone else was too scared! lol. it didn't even hurt, she pierced it fine. then we all went downstairs and like 5 minutes later im like crap i gotta switch it with my gold one because it will get infected. my ears are real sensitive to silver. so then meghan takes it out and all of sudden shes like OMG!! it started pouring out blood. like uncontrolable. i didnt even feel it though. i saw it pouring onto my hoody and pants and then onto alainas carpet! (im sry hun) in total shock i run upstairs to the sink and it wouldn't stop bleeding. about 10 minutes later and enough freaking out it stopped and i couldn't put the other earing in cuz it closed up. it sucks! i was so pissed - i guess i'll just have to get it done professional. tear tear!
but yep i just got back from work a little bit ago. im reaaaal tired! prob gonna go lay down for now. my rents are being wicked assholes to me. they like hate me for no reason cuz im a biotch to em. oh wells. what else is new!? right. im out leave the love plz.
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[15 Sep 2004|08:28pm] |
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sorry haven't written in a while! busyness. but im waiting till tomorrow to post the pictures i was hoping to have already done. but photobuckets being stupid! got mins on my cell. and im getting my belly & cartilage done this weekend, hopefully after i got paid! cant wait mang. zack and i are doing great. im so happy when im with him.
just hung out with lauren cuz we brought bovat home and then she dropped us at ambers and me her and alyssa chilled. then alyssa came back here and stuffs! mad fun. best of times with you girls. LY!
i remember, the way you made me feel when i was with you. i remember, the smile that always brought me back to you that look in your eyes, i never thought that this could be untrue. - TrApT!*
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[09 Sep 2004|04:47pm] |
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yuck. thats all i have to say. its nasty muggy-wet outside. lol. i hope its nicer tomorrow. because im going to the carnival thing with lauren. well first to pick up zack in westfield around 5:30ish then back to southwickville. im really excited i want everyone to meet him. :-0) alaina and i went to the mall with kris the other night. so i saw zack and alaina got to meet him for the first time. we also saw Ila there! lol. things have been going good. knock on wood.
rightt now im just hanging around the house being a bum. i was supposed to go to the store with james to get a shirt for gym class. because yeah i just wanted to go shopping since my mom gave me 25$ to spend! hehehe. but that ended up not happening james doesn't feel well and i have no other ride. maybe ill just stay hurr and hang out with alaina later. whoo knows?! im outs. leave the love.
*jEn*
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