hollie B's Blurty

my friends birthday...
it was drews brithday on sunday and it made me realise somthing. i have the luck to share my 18th birthday with all my friends. we get t ocome into the 6th form block and have all our firneds rush up to us and hug us and wish us hapyp biorthday but i wont get that next year. god i wont even get that after summer. its weird im so used to seeing all my friends every day. including my best firend. im so used to working with andrew on the weekends. i really dont know how im going to cope. yeah i know ill meet new people but ive known all my fiends for years and years i just cant repalce them like that. its liek this week. cos of exams i hadnt really seen drew all week and honestly i felt like ushc a loner. like i was at a loss or somthing.
going to uni and leaving everyone behind is really starting t oht home now. i really dont know how ill be able to dela with it all. i mean what if me and drew end up in universities at opposit ends of the country? i only get 6/7 weeks off a year i cant manage with seeing my best friend for hardly any time at all when i practicaly se him every day.

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