twinkle   
11:56am 13/05/2004
  that twinkle in your eye
that smile of the sky
the words you speak..
you make me weak
with my want for you
to tell me what to do
to set me free
from you
and me
thats not us
how can there be
everafterall....
here i am.
i bare my soul
i take the pain
i pay the toll
my heart was slain
that was your goal
my love you damn
i am not whole
without your chain
im beyond controll
theres hate in my vain
none can console
that damn hole
in my soul
 
     

(1 swept by fate | and we dance on)

 
Annie's Song   
11:41am 27/04/2004
  annie woke up to a broken home,
there was a bloody knife left all alone,

why can't he see her..
n the way that she feels,
took all her chances to see if daddy's love heals;

annie's alone..
she's all alone..
she's left to herself..
not even daddy's love can help;

look her face..
see how shes gone,

cuz there was his bloody knife left out alone,
she did what she had to..had to escape,
annie was wrong..his love was a mistake;

now he's alone..
he's all alone..
he's left to himself..
not even annie's love can help;

he couldn't see that she was sad...
she couldn't see his love was bad..
she couldn't see that he was mad
and she still trusted daddy's love would heal her,

but daddy's love would kill her
daddy's love for daddy's bloody's knife,
it just took my annie's baby life,
it was
daddy's-bloody-daddy's-bloody-daddy's-bloody knife
 
     

(and we dance on)

 
reflection   
11:39am 27/04/2004
  As I have walked along
with my enemy
hand in hand,
As I learn the crimes that sing my song,
with my enemy
here we stand
As I see what I have known all along
with my enemy
hand in hand
I see my enemy
I see my friend
all in the same
Reflection
 
     

(and we dance on)

 
Saw you, See me   
09:53am 01/04/2004
  i want to know; what you know
i want to be; what you are
i want to dream; what you dream
without you life isn't what it seems.
i see you watching there
i see you sit and stare
i saw you see me and know; you were watching me too.
you sigh inside,
you cry and hide; me too
you lie and tried; to cloud my mind
i said i'm not your kind
but i know the truth
i've been watching you...
see you watching there
i see you sit and stare
i saw you see me and know; you were watching me too.
 
     

(and we dance on)

 
Oceaned Heart   
07:29pm 30/03/2004
  i close my eye and what
i see
is an ocean wave crashing
over me
in my wounds
left behind
are shards of pain
of another kind
slits of salt that
burn and fester
like poisned love of
hatred's nectar
i open my eyes and what
i see
are salted wounds
in the heart of me
 
     

(1 swept by fate | and we dance on)

 
All For You   
08:24pm 28/03/2004
  You know what the funny part is?
do You even know what love is?
do You even know how i cry?
do You even know how i lie?
do You even know how every day i die?
every day i live a lie
every day do my eyes cry
all for You
all for You
for me too
because i'm stuck in Your spell
i'm caught in Your web
at first i just fell,
into love, at least i thought it was
but You don't see me
You don't feel me
You don't even care
i thought Your love was a net to catch me
but no it's
all for You
all for You
it's full of lies
both Yours and mine
You to me
me to me
You to me
i am sick of trying
i am sick of lieing
and i am sick of dieing
all for You
all for You
i try to ignore the pain
i tried to just stay the same
but i can't
not with You
and all You do
how can i
when You lie every day
and i cry every day
when i lie every day
and i die every day
all for You
all for You
You know what the funny part is?
You don't even know
all i do is
all for You
all for You
 
     

(2 swept by fate | and we dance on)

 
as you do {this is one of my favorites}   
09:40pm 24/02/2004
 
mood: creative
music: billy idol kiss me deadly
I see your hidden scars.
I hear your silent pain.
I feel the invisible bars.
I scream like the voices inside.
I hate them as you do.
I hear the way they chide.
I know what they say.
I feel how they burn.
I see their damage.
I know how yours stomach churns.
I know the dreams.
I see what they do.
I know what happens.
I hear their mischief anew.
I know all your unknown feelings,
Because I feel them, too.

{this is the one that got me published.}
{i read it in a class in ashland, and i }
{made someone cry.....it turns out, they}
{felt that way too}
 
     

(and we dance on)

 
hello darlings   
12:10pm 24/02/2004
  i am back this link is to my free open which houses all of my online poetry.
there will probably be weekly updates and such and such
please please please comment i really love that
okay thanks
 
     

(and we dance on)

 
Forever and Always   
08:02pm 06/02/2004
  Opening my eyes
looking to the skies
I think of you
and all you do
I know why
my eyes now cry
They're crying for you
dieing for you
waiting for you to see
how beautiful life can be
So open your eyes
Dry your tears
Look at the skies
And drown your fears
I'm always there
with all my love and care.
forever and always
Concerned and feeling
my love'll leave you reeling
So take what I've got
i know it's not a lot
But something's
over nothing
and love is more than ever
 
     

(1 swept by fate | and we dance on)