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hello lovelys. im going to delete my journal. but i want to make a new one in my summer.
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| i am an em o tion a l wreck.. |
[03 May 2003|06:19pm] |
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i cant stop crying. i was supposed to go over Danielle's house to sleep over but i told my mom last minute that her dad and step mom were going out, and weren't coming back till late. my mom doesn't trust me with my friends.. so she said no.. and then i started crying and then she said yes. and then i didnt want to go.. and im such a bitch and i have these horrible mood swings and im out of control.. so i was throwing things and yelling. :*( well, now im sitting on my fat ass writing about my unconrollable fucked up life that i own. cool aye?
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[03 May 2003|01:01pm] |
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hey.. im really bored. and really tired. i have a game tomorrow which i don't feel like attending. and to all my blurty friends-- dont be mad at me or cut me off your friends list cuz i dont comment on your journals. sorry i dont have the chance to comment on them.. thanks <33 derek gosselin died this week. its a very depressing time.... why does life have to SUCK?
omg i seriously think there is a ghost in my house okay, i hear doors slam! and yesterday im in my room, reading, and i feel a cold breeze, i looked around.. no windows open, my fan isnt on... what is going on? i dont really mind it, i like the thought of a ghost living with me. its kinda freaky. but its also freakishly cool.
the GC concert rawked. i love hot rod circuit <33333333333333
Lie awake, wondering,
If things could have been much different.
Second chance, what's become
Of a friendship if you can call this one?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space
And you invade mine
While everyone makes mistakes,
You let me down for the last time,
Truth prevails
And theres nothing you can hide.
And I wash my hands of you,
Getting on with my life.
Getting on with my life...
I'm getting on with my life...
Wanna call and catch up.
But no matter what know you still suck.
Took the drugs from my friends,
Whatever were you thinkin?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space,
And you invade mine while
Every one makes mistakes....
I'm getting on with my life!
And the shit remains the same
It makes no difference
In this stupid world we know...
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[01 May 2003|01:33pm] |
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im in computer class and this completely blows! ah, jill is upset and im trying to cheer her up. stupid nick..
i had a bad day... ;[
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| sha t t er ed.. |
[25 Apr 2003|06:27pm] |
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i've been lied too, been used, been alone. by the person you'd least except. my friends....
She said life’s a lot to think about sometimes
When you’re living in between the lines
And all the stars are sparkling, shine everyday
He said life’s so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I’m in the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way
And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on
That’s the same road, the same road that I’m on, yeah
He said life’s a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it on between the lines
And everything I want and I want to find one of these days
But what you thought was real in life
Oh, it somehow steer you wrong
And I know you feel helpless now, and I know you feel, hold on
That’s the same road, the same road that I’m on
What you thought was real in life, somehow steer you wrong
And now you just keep trying and trying to find where you belong
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today was an okay day. i went to see angermanagement with my mom it was really funny, lol. people have been lying to me. dissapointing me.. i've been quiet lately. thinking more. talking less. crying alot. feeling like an outcast. feels like someone is watching me all the time. i realized i have a few friends that i trust. not with my life, but trust. most of my friends that i thought were friends lie constantly. i never get invited anywhere. i can trust nicole riopel..i can tell her alot and she wont tell anyone.
im going to northampton sunday. my mom is bringing me, nicole, steph, and maybe alesia and katimae. we are getting books and going maybe to faces. i hope its fun.. this vacation sucked. i didnt do anything hardly. its been really hard lately. i have no friends :]
i love mark..<3
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[25 Apr 2003|05:22pm] |
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heres a cute little game from angela.. by the way thank you<3
GUESS WHO I AM?
1. I AM A 4 LETTER WORD
2. I AM ANOTHER NAME FOR A WOMAN
3. I END IN "UNT"
what word ends with UCK and starts with F?
answers will be coming up..!! ahahe
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[24 Apr 2003|12:40pm] |
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Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
Who gives a fuck?
Crayons are too!!
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| i can't sleeep. |
[24 Apr 2003|08:21am] |
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i cut my hair and higlighted red, it looks really good. well to me. everyone in my aunts house had the nerve to comment on it, making faces, calling me ugly..... and at my soccer game i was so angry. no one did anything!!! they just stood there!! Liz wiped out this girl..she had to go to the hospital; seth was really really fucking annoying; this girl was hmming mozart to me on the field then she was making fun of our coaches, she was making fun of how i play soccer, and then she made smart little comments; shes a fat ass who can't play soccer if her life depended on it..and i got it passed her and she "kicked" {more like whiffed} at my shin and she was like..'omg im so sorry, really, sorry if i hurt you' i called back.."you never will hurt me" AHAH so right now im in the bitchest mood ever. the score was 5-0. we suck. today we play cold spring and im practicing slide-tackling. if you are on that team go to hell.
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EMO pick up lines::+
1) do you blog here?
2) wanna trade mix tapes?
3) your hair is everywhere. mind if i brush it out of your face?
4) i really loved your set tonight.
5) is that a promise ring 12-inch in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me?
if you are listed as a friend and would like to talk [i get bored<3] my IM sn is going under x
<33 i love you!!
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