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[09 Apr 2005|01:14am] |
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im pretty bored and i thought i'd write in here, even thou im not sure what im going to say... ugh i kinda feel like lately lucas is trying to avoid me... he says hes not, but i dunno.... i kinda believe him but then again i always worry, and i always think of the worst that can happen.... which sucks b/c then he thinks i dont trust him and i do.... tomorrow i gotta drive to the show.... im not all that surprised... yea also, lucas and i arent hanging out sunday after i get offa work and i dont even know whats going to happen after the show tomorrow.... i dunno about somethings anymore.... wow all this 80's music keeps coming up on my launchcast player.... i hate that shit.... well i hope saturday is a good day... i think im going to go wash the bird shit offa my car and then take a shower and go job hunting and then i guess go to the show and then who knows what....
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